    MR. LENNY'S DELIGHT

    Part 61-- A Bedtime Story Promised

    	"Bed time boys, time to hit the hay," Mr. Lenny
    pointed toward their room.
    	"Don't think we could go to sleep, Mr. Lenny!" Kevin
    suggested they watch TV or something.
    	"No, you boys go to bed, I will be in to tell you a
    bedtime story. That will put you to sleep," Tom Lenny told
    them.
    	Benji and Kevin bid all a 'good night' then headed
    down the hall towards Benji's room.
    	"What kind of story are you going to tell the boys,
    Uncle Tom?" Donna asked.
    	"I'm not sure yet, I have several to chose from," Tom
    Lenny answered, "What have you in mind? I am open to
    suggestions."
    	"Well, I must say, the boys seem worked up tonight. I
    think they should hear something that will calm them down
    instead of ......" Donna didn't finish.
    	"What you mean by being 'worked up', Donna?" Mr. Lenny
    asked.
    	"Haven't you noticed ...... Well, I could be wrong,
    but I could see it in their eyes," said Donna.
    	"What on earth are you talking about?" Clara asked.
    	"I'm not sure, really, but I have seen that look
    before..... Have any of you seen my purse, I must have laid
    it down somewhere." Donna tried to change the subject.
    	"No....... Donna, do you know something we don't about
    the boys?" Clara asked.
    	"I could be wrong but...... I feel it is mostly coming
    from Kevin. I think he is ...... well, horny!" Donna tried
    to say it calmly but she could not hid her own feelings
    about it. There was a sparkle in her eye when she used the
    word 'horny'.
    	"What you think, Tom?" Clara asked.
    	Tom was staring out in space with a smile on his face.
    He did hear Clara's question and quickly changed his
    attention towards her.
    	"Clara, honey, almost all boys get that way time to
    time. Nothing to worry about," Tom winked over at Donna.
    	Donna ducked her head in embarrassment, "I think I
    should go check on the boys, they most likely need their
    diapers checked out." Donna quickly left Tom and Clara
    standing in the kitchen door way.
    	"I am confused, what was that all about?" Clara looked
    puzzled.
    	"I'll explain it to you later tonight, dear..... right
    now I think we should let Donna have time with the boys
    then I will see what story I could tell them." Tom walked
    over to the bookshelf. Picking a small paperback book he
    smiled.
    	"Yes, this will do!" Mr. Lenny said.
    	Meantime, Donna had just opened the boys bedroom door.
    She wasn't too surprised to find the boys busy wrestling on
    the bed. It took them a few moments before realizing they
    were being watched.
    	It was Benji that first saw her. Pushing Kevin over
    onto his back he smiled and said, "Hi, Donna, we're just
    playing."
    	"I know!" She took a few steps toward them. Kevin re-
    arranged his diaper which had been pulled slightly from his
    waist. Benji showed signs of sweat as he took his T-shirt
    and wiped his brow.
    	"Guess the movie today kinda hit home for you boys,
    eh?" Donna giggled as she threw a pillow at Kevin.
    	"Hey, why you do that?" Kevin protested.
    	Benji grabbed the pillow and tossed it back to Donna.
    "What you think of the movie, Donna?" He asked. She swatted
    him with the pillow but Benji caught on one end and pulled
    it from her grasp. Benji rolled over on top of the pillow
    allowing his diapered butt to hang high into the air. Then
    he repeatedly thrust at the pillow until it was crushed
    flat.
    	"I just came in to tell you boys that Tom will be in
    for a bedtime story, however, I will give each of you a
    clean diaper then tuck you boys into bed." Donna came at
    Kevin first with her fist opening and closing like a
    monster. Kevin screamed and drew himself into a little ball
    to protect himself.
    Donna continued to giggle as she forced Kevin to open his
    legs where she began to remove the diaper. To her surprise
    the boy was dry and clean.
    	"Well, Kevin, why haven't you fixed your diaper like a
    good little boy?" Donna playfully tickled him on the back
    of his legs.
    	Kevin kicked wildly as the tickling increased up his
    sides and over his belly. He was laughing so hard even
    tears formed in his eyes. "Help me! Help me!" he cried out
    for Benji's help.
    	Benji made the mistake of mixing in with Donna's fun.
    The next thing he knew he also was getting tickled. Benji
    jumped up onto Donna's back trying to bring her down on the
    bed but she was too much for him. She, instead, threw Benji
    over onto the bed where she grabbed him by his diaper
    pulling it down some what.
    	Both boys succeeded in pulling Donna over where they
    piled on top of her pinning her down. Kevin was sitting on
    her chest leaning over her face. Benji sat over her belly
    and began tickling her in the ribs.
    	Donna began to scream out but Kevin put his hand over
    her mouth. She struggled to free herself but the boys held
    her tightly to the bed. With one more effort to free
    herself, Donna pushed Kevin backward against Benji.
    	"Enough already!" She yelled out. "Keep your pee-pee
    out of my face!" Donna yelled at Kevin.
    	About that time Mr. Lenny walked into the room.
    "What's going on in here? We can hear you yelling all the
    way through the house."
    	The boys quickly rolled off Donna. Sitting together,
    they playfully hugged each other while giggling
    uncontrollably. At first Donna was upset at being held down
    by two boys but then she also began to laugh.
    	She told Mr. Lenny that they were only playing and she
    got pinned down. She told how Kevin sat on her chest and
    how his privates were touching her chin. She was afraid he
    might get excited and pee on her because that is what he
    does when excited.
    	 The boys continued to laugh and giggle. "That would
    be funny!" Benji cried.
    	"Alright boys, the fun is over now let Donny do her
    job. I want you two diapered and tucked into bed by the
    time I return," Mr. Lenny told them.
    	"Aren't you going to read us a story, Daddy!" Benji
    asked.
    	"Sure do, son! I was trying to think of which to tell
    you but now that you are all giggly I think I know just
    which one to tell you. I will be back in about 10 minutes."
    Mr. Lenny closed the bedroom door behind him as he left the
    room.
    	Donna pulled the diaper drawer open and withdrew two
    heavy night Molicare Diapers. The boys lay side by side
    allowing Donna to slide the Molicare under each of them.
    Patting each boy on the bottom she pulled the covers back
    so the boys could climb under the sheets.
    	"I wouldn't have peed on you, Donna, really!" Kevin
    softly told her.
    	"That's OK!" She bent over and gave him a kiss right
    on his lips. "If you had I would get even!" Donna gave his
    face a light slap then pinched his cheeks.
    	Benji rolled onto his side facing Kevin. "Hope I get
    to see it.... getting even I mean!"
    	Donna just kissed Benji good night when Mr. Lenny came
    in. Donna waved a goodbye as she closed the door behind
    her.
    	"Where's the book..... the one you said you would read
    to us?" Benji asked.
    	"No book, son! I am going to tell you a story from
    memory of a boy I knew very well."
    	The boys sat up leaning against the bed's head board.
    Mr. Lenny sat on the bed facing them.
    	"Once upon a time there was a boy who felt lonely and
    sad. Sad because he was the only child and because he had
    very few really close friends. Oh yes, did I tell you he
    wet his bed every night?" Mr. Lenny grinned.
    	"I bet he HAS to wear diapers!" Kevin announced.
    	"NO! Kevin, but he GETS to wear nice soft diapers."
    Tom Lenny corrected him.

    Part 62-- A Bedtime Story Told

    	The boys sat up leaning against the bed's head board.
    Mr. Lenny sat on the bed facing them.
    	"Once upon a time there was a boy who felt lonely and
    sad. Sad because he was the only child and because he had
    very few really close friends. Oh yes, did I tell you he
    wet his bed every night?" Mr. Lenny grinned.
    	"I bet he HAS to wear diapers!" Kevin announced.
    	"NO! Kevin, but he GETS to wear nice soft diapers."
    Tom Lenny corrected him.
    	The two boys snuggled up next to each other while Mr.
    Lenny began to tell this bedtime story.
    	"The boys name was Mikeovichi Groytova but because it
    was too hard to pronounce all his teachers called him Mike
    for short which Mikeovichi preferred."
    	"Mike was orphaned when he was just a baby so never
    did know his parents but was raised by an old maid Aunt
    until he was 5 years old. She died leaving him without a
    single known relative. The Authorities had decided to send
    the boy to the Rochester House which was known for taking
    in boys and working them for profit, lining the pockets of
    several City Officials.
    	There was also another boy who was caught stealing
    food from the local store. 10 year old, Billy Cain was
    kicked out of his Uncles house where he had been living for
    the past 2 years. Unloved and afraid, Billy had been trying
    to survive by taking food here and there. The Officials had
    just sentenced him to work in the local coal mines.
    	"Just as the Officials were about to make the final
    agreement pertaining to the two boys, a man in his early
    40's stood and pleaded for the boys. He told the small
    group that met in that dimly lighted City Hall room that he
    was a 'Gentleman of Means' and provided them with many
    proofs of his claim. He also told them how he has recently
    lost his family in a shipwreck while on a world cruise. How
    he was drifting aimlessly across the country trying to find
    himself and reason to continue to live.
    	"I just happened to be walking pass your building when
    a chill came over me so I walked into your building to find
    some warmth. I over heard you speak of a little 5 year old
    boy in need of a home. My heart went out for him and when I
    could not help but over hear your plans to put him into a
    work house, I just had to intervene in his behalf.
    	"And what concern is that of yours?" One of Officials
    that had no other reason but to make a few dollars off the
    boy spoke up.
    	"A Work House is no place for a lad of that age......
    Let me take him off your hands, he could be nothing but a
    lot of trouble for all of you." The Gentleman spoke in
    defense of the boy.
    	"In the presents of the five City Leaders there were
    only one that protested sending the boy to the Work House.
    He began to plead with the rest to allow the man to take
    the boy and raise him as his own. But the hard hearted
    majority fought to send the boy to the Work house so they
    could share in the profits.
    	"The Gentleman made them an offer they could not
    refuse. Knowing their love for money he offered a large
    ransom of money if they allowed the boy to come with him.
    The men kept asking for a little more then what was
    offered.
    	"I will make one last offer and one offer only," the
    Gentleman told them, "I will offer this for one time only,
    I offer you double the amount last agreed upon but you must
    give me the other boy as well. And if you refuse I will
    withdraw my offer and leave you with the trouble you will
    surely have should you send the boys to the Work house.
    	"And what trouble do you think we will have but to
    make 100 % of all their Labor, Nothing could be better then
    that?" One harden man asked.
    	"For one thing, it will be many years before they are
    strong enough to make the kind of money you want, besides,
    it will cost you many years profit just to feed and house
    them."
    	"The City Leaders began to talk among themselves. They
    finally agreed to let the man have the two boys for the
    agreed amount. Only they held the man to two conditions.
    One, he had to wait till the money changed hands and they
    could know for sure he had such fortune to give them.
    Second, he would have to take the boys far from the town
    and never return.
    	"The Gentleman agreed.
    	"By the time the morning sun appeared in the Eastern
    Sky the City Leaders had received all the ransom amount.
    They escorted the man and boys several miles from the City
    limits.
    	"Remember now", the Leaders spoke to the man, "Take
    the boy far from here and never return, that is our deal."
    	"Yes! I understand, we will never return." The man
    took both boys by the hand and lead them down the road.
    	"In time the man and boys came to a cave hidden behind
    some fallen trees. The man directed the boys to climb over
    the fallen trees and entered into the cave.
    	"Several feet within the man lifted the youngest boy
    upon his shoulders and carried him while holding onto the
    other. Soon they came to dead end where only the cave's
    walls seem to close in on them. 'hang on tight, my little
    friends, and we will soon be safe should anyone been
    following us.'
    +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
    	At this point Kevin interrupted Mr. Lenny and asked,
    "Where is the man taking the boys?"
    	Benji also asked, "Ya What they going into a cave
    for?"
    	"Hold your questions, boys. Soon you will understand
    this mystery!" Tom Lenny told the boys.
    	Once again Mr. Lenny picked up his book and continued
    the story. The boys sat up against the head board of the
    bed drawing their knees up to their chins wrapping their
    arms around their legs. From the corner of his eye, Mr.
    Lenny smiled as he glimpsed at their heavy night diapers.

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    	"Hang on tight, my little friends, and we will soon be
    safe should anyone been following us.
    	"The little 5 year old boy watched as the man reached
    into his pocket and pulled out what looked like a small TV
    remote. There was a sound like the rushing of wind. The boy
    hung on with all his might as the walls of the cave seem to
    whirl by. What seemed to be a door suddenly opened before
    them.
    	"What laid before them was an new world with green
    grass, dark blue sky. Trees with green leaves and different
    color blooms. Flowers of many different shades of color.
    Birds were chirping their songs here and there, Butterflies
    darting about. Yes it was a new world none like the boy had
    ever seen before. Lifting the young boy off his shoulders
    the man lead both boys into the new world. The 10 year old
    looked behind him to see the open doorway close behind them
    as if it were never there. Together they walked hand in
    hand down a winding path, several animals darted in front
    of them showing no fear at all.
    	"Like a in a dream the man with his boys soon arrived
    in front of a cabin surrounded by trees and shrubbery. The
    setting was very much like a mountain hide-a-way. The yard
    was covered in a rich green grass. As quickly as it would
    take to say it a fountain of bubbling water appeared beside
    the path. The man asked the boys if they was thirsty.
    	"Both boys drank until it seemed they could hold no
    more. 'aren't you going to get a drink?' the boy ask. 'No,
    this is a magical fountain and is only for boys like you!'
    	" 'Magical?' the boy asked. But before the man could
    say another word something began to happen inside both
    boys. "That is the best water I ever had," the 10 year old
    announced. No sooner did the words come from his mouth
    before he felt the need to run to the bathroom but ....
    where was he to go? Trying desperately to hold within
    himself out of embarrassment but it was no use. Like a dam
    with a small crack that suddenly burst open flooding every
    thing in front of it, the boy had lost all control. It
    started slowly at first, then the warm pee flowed into his
    short pants until they were fully soaked. The same thing
    was happening to the 5 year old. Like a spring the pee
    trickled down both leaving a unmistaken puddle around their
    feet.
    	All the boys could do was to stand facing the man that
    had rescued them from a life of hell, now with redden faces
    of shame and embarrassment, what would the man think of
    them. It was as if each boy had no control over their
    bladder till empty of all it contained.
    	"The little boy was so embarrassed he hung his head
    and was about to cry. But the man kneeled before him taking
    the boy in his arms giving him a loving hug. Then reached
    out to the older boy drawing them closer to himself. It
    mattered not that the smell of fresh pee arose from each
    boy.
    	" ' It's alright. It is not your fault at all. I told
    you the fountain was a Magical fountain. It first washes
    all the old world from you then gives you a forever youth.
    You see, this really is the long sought 'Fountain of Youth'
    that your world has seek in vain for.
    	" 'But I peed my pants.... aren't you mad at me for
    that... look! everything is so wet and uncomfortable.' the
    older boy started to cry.
    	"At Last... it is time for me to dress you in a nice
    clean dry.... diaper!
    	" 'Diaper! But I am not a baby..... I'm 10 years old,"
    the boy held up his hand spreading his fingers and thumb of
    both hands.
    	"I'm 5!"said the other, "I had to wear diapers
    sometime when I had a....a... accident."
    	"All little boys wear diapers here, no matter how old
    you are. You will have lots to learn... but, then again,
    you will have lots of time. I am to show you around your
    new home land, I know you both will love it as much as I
    do.
    	"I haven't seen any other boys!" the 10 year old said
    as he looked around.
    	"You will, in time anyway." It was time for the boys
    to receive their first lesson to prepare them before
    meeting other kids.
    	"What caused us to pee our pants.... I tried, really I
    did try but just couldn't hold it back. Did the water we
    drank do something to us?" the older boy asked.
    	It is not that your bladder is made weaker by drinking
    from the magic fountain, it is that you whole body is
    starting the change, giving you forever youth. You see, you
    were a boy of the other world but now you are a boy of this
    world. There is no need for a strong bladder any more....
    Diapers solve that problem quite nicely.
    	"But you should know of some other things, also, like
    there is no girls here, just boys. Well that is not all
    true, I guess there are girls of sort if you want to call
    them that.... You see, things change here in this world.
    Even boys and girls are different they are in the old
    world. What you would call a girl is really a boy. But all
    boys are not the same.
    	"That's weird!" The older boy had a puzzled look on
    his face.
    	"Not to the boys of this world, it is something very
    nice. You see, boys will be boys, was first said here. It
    means, when a boy changes he is still a boy but not the boy
    you think he was, but he will be a boy again when he
    changes back.
    	The younger boy could care less, all this talk about
    boys being not boys etc was more then he could understand.
    All he wanted was to get dressed in that nice white diaper
    the man brought out from the cabin. The wet pants were
    turning cool and uncomfortable.
    	The older boy, however, was pushing for answers. "I
    know the difference between a boy and a girl. I seen a
    naked girl before...... she had no pee-pee thing like I
    have."
    	"Is that the only difference between boys and girls, a
    pee-pee as you call it?" The man seemed mussed at the boy.
    	With the 5 year old laying on his back the man
    undressed him and began to clean him with a nice warm wash
    rag. He lightly powdered his genital area and began to
    tighten up the heavy diaper. The job was finished when the
    man pulled the tabs tight locking the ends together.
    	"A fine looking boy I must say.... I will call you
    Jimmy, 'the cute one', because you look just like a Jimmy
    to me." The man smiled at his little diapered friend.
    	"If a boy is not a boy then he must be a girl," The 10
    year old was still trying to figure out the puzzle. " 'A
    boy without a penis?'..... Then he wouldn't even be a boy,
    would he?'"
    	"That is what I am trying to tell you. They can not be
    a boy, really, because the lack of penis and balls, but
    they have.... Well, they have nothing there, not any thing,
    just smooth skin. If they would put on a diaper they would
    not look different than a boy, But they don't wear diapers,
    I know it is hard to understand... it is so hard to
    explain. I can only say, they don't wet therefore they
    don't need diapers. And in this world girls, if you want to
    call them that, never wear anything, there is no need for
    them to be covered.
    	The man had the 10 year old lay on his back while he
    was being undressed. While washing his penis the boy
    dribbled more pee, but the man paid no attention and just
    continued to wash him up. In time the older boy had a nice
    fluffy white diaper fastened around his waist. The boy sat
    up and admired himself while petting here and there to see
    how it felt.
    	"So boys wear diapers? Do they wear anything else?" he
    asked.
    	"No, there is no need to be covered, you see the
    weather is always warm summer, there is no bugs that bother
    you and nothing to ever give harm. All THAT belongs in your
    other world. Now you are in my world where boys stay boys
    forever. You can walk in warm mud, chase butterflies, climb
    trees and swim..... all the fun things boy's like to
    do..... anything you like to do.
    	"Anything?" the boy asked.
    	"Yes, anything, even what you do not know about yet
    but you will soon learn and it will be the most fun of all.
    When boys (girls) change they will do your diaper changes,
    that is what is excepted of them. They too have fun but
    their fun is different then yours and yours different then
    theirs, but you will need each other as much as you need
    other boys and they need other.... 'girls'.
    	"I don't understand. how can a boy be a girl?" the 10
    year old asked.
    	"I never said they were any girls but all are boys,
    but boys change then change back again. In time you will
    understand." The man told him.
    	"I am going to call you, Chad, 'the boy full of
    questions'.
    	"Chad..... OK I like that.... But what is my last
    name?"
    	"No boy here has last names just first and only name."
    The man told him.
    	"Sure is weird here!" Chad said.
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    	"Well, that's all for tonight." Tom Lenny told the
    boys.
    	"Are you going to finish it, daddy?" Benji asked.
    	"Sure if you want me to, but your past bedtime now. I
    will read it again tomorrow night." Mr. Lenny answered.
    	After tucking them back into bed, Tom Lenny left the
    room shutting the door behind him.
    	"A boy without a penis? How rude!!!!" Kevin giggled as
    he rolled closer to Benji.
    	"I don't get it!" Benji commented. "How can you be a
    boy and not a boy?"
    	"Heck, I don't know......." Kevin answered. "Maybe one
    of the other boys eat it off." Giggle! Giggle!
    	"How would you like being a girl for a while?" Benji
    teased Kevin.
    	"No! NO! don't bit me........" Kevin joked. Teeee
    heeeee!
    	"QUITE DOWN IN THERE YOU BOYS AND GET TO SLEEP!" Tom
    called from outside the door.

    Part 63-- Bedtime Story (Cont.)

    The next day =====

    	The boys played together with some other neighborhood
    diaper boys for most of the day. Donna was keeping herself
    busy checking and changing the boys as they became dirty or
    wet. A couple of boys down the street came over to see what
    all the fun was about. Soon they were striped down in
    underpants so they would not feel so left out by the kids
    wearing diapers. When Donna saw them she brought them a
    diaper from the same pack as Benji's. These were older boys
    that had been wanting to try out being a diaper kid. Sammy
    was 14 and his brother, Bobby age 12 began to find the joy
    of diapers.
    	Sammy watched as several of the younger boys got
    themselves diapered by Donna. Whispering in his brother's
    ear, "Let's pee our diaper so she can change us!"
    	"But I don't have to pee now!" Bobby resisted. "Why we
    got to?" he asked.
    	"So we can be changed!" Sammy motioned for Bobby to
    hurry up.
    	"But, she's a girl......" Bobby was not sure about why
    Sammy wanted her to diaper them.
    	"Come on, Bobby, let go so she can do it," Sammy
    motioned to Donna who was coming their way.
    	Donna could see Sammy was enjoying his day in diapers
    so she invited him and Bobby into the house where they
    could lay on the bed to be diapered. No one seemed to
    notice as the back door closed behind them.
    	Most of the kids have gone home by the time Bobby and
    Sammy came back into the backyard.
    	"Where's all the kids?" Sammy asked.
    	"Gone home, I guess," Benji answered.
    	"What time is it?" Bobby asked.
    	Kevin looked at his Space Cadet watch. "It's almost
    5:30."
    	"We better get home, also, we were suppose to be back
    before 5:00." Sammy reached for his pants and shirt.
    	"We had a lot of fun, Benji.... Can we come back again
    sometime?" Bobby asked.
    	"You bet you can! We always have fun on sunny
    afternoons wearing diapers outside," Kevin piped up.
    	"Sure, come over anytime," Benji invited.
    	Sammy was trying to pull his pants over the diaper
    when he realized he still had one of Benji's diapers on.
    Benji told him to keep it and that he did not have to take
    it off now.
    	"Does it show.... Can you tell I have it on?" Sammy
    turned around and around so the boys could examine him.
    	"Not really.... your pants are big enough to hide it
    quite good," Benji told him.
    	"But tell Bobby to keep the top pulled under his pants
    or under his shirt or else you can see he has a diaper on.
    	"Will your mom let you wear diapers?" Benji asked.
    	"I don't know... We haven't worn them for a long time,
    I think," Bobby said.
    	"He potty trained very fast, but I had to wear diapers
    till I was started school." Sammy said.
    	"Well, if you want to play in diapers come on over and
    we will give you one to use," Benji said.
    	"Thanks!.... See ya later!" The boys waved good-bye.
    	Donna had overheard the boys talking and knew what
    they were saying.
    	"I would be glad to help you any time!" Donna waved to
    them.
    	"You boys need to come in for dinner. It will soon be
    bedtime. I know Uncle Tom is ready for the next part of the
    story," She told Benji and Kevin.
    	"OK, we'll be right in," Benji promised.
    	"I saw you come out the door with Sammy and Bobby....
    what you doing in the house?" Kevin asked.
    	"OH, that! Well, they needed to be changed after
    peeing their diapers," Donna giggled. "If that is any of
    your business."
    	"Just wondered!" Kevin smiled.
    	"I bet you thought they were really cute, eh?" Benji
    teased.
    	"Ok! so they are cute, so what?" Donna motioned the
    boys towards the house. "Bobby's cute but Sammy is......
    different. He cooperated better then you sometimes.!"
    	"Cooperate??? what you mean by that?" Benji teased
    some more.
    	"Never mind.. you wouldn't understand anyway." Donna
    had the boys in on the back porch by this time.
    	After dinner the boys played on the living room floor
    until told to go to bed.
    	"I will finish that story tonight if you want," Mr.
    Lenny held up the small book he was reading out of.
    	"Not until you both get a bath first.... I just washed
    your bedding and don't want your dirty feet on it till you
    get a shower," Benji's mom called out.
    	With diapers off and the shower turned on the boys
    stepped under the spout. Kevin kept looking at Benji like
    he never seen him before. "What you looking at, Kevin?"
    Benji noticed a new look on Kevin's face.
    	"Oh! nothing really. I was just wondering what you
    would look like if you lived in that new world your daddy
    told us about in the story." Kevin was still looking hard
    at Benji.
    	"What you mean?" Benji asked.
    	"You know, when the boy becomes the girl," Kevin
    giggled.
    	"They don't become girls, Kevin. They just change but
    they still are boys," Benji corrected.
    	"I wonder what it would be like to lose it.... you
    know, without a pee thing!" Kevin covered himself with
    heavy soapy suds as if to hide himself from Benji.
    	"I wonder.... could a boy be a boy without one?" Benji
    looked down to examine himself. Pulling it down between his
    thighs he crossed his legs."
    	Kevin began to laugh out loud. "Maybe that is what
    they look like."
    	Both boys tried to see if they could make themselves
    look like a girl. Only Kevin's was getting harder to hide
    and just slipped out.
    	"Look! I just changed back to a boy again!" Kevin
    laughed.
    	After about half an hour later the boys were diapered
    and tucked into their nice warm bed.
    	Mr. Lenny came in and sat on the bed beside the boys.
    He opened the book and began to read more of the story.

    Part 64-- Bedtime Story (Cont.)

    	Mr. Lenny came in and sat on the bed beside the boys.
    He opened the book and began to read more of the story.

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    	'Jimmy and Chad spent the whole week in the new world.
    They lived in the cabin with Martin, the young man that
    rescued them from a life of slavery on earth.
    	Martin insisted the boys drink lots of water from the
    Fountain of Youth. These waters had the power to change the
    boys into boys of the New World. Jimmy was already wetting
    his diaper several times a day which kept Chad busy
    changing him.
    	But now something was happening to Chad. The moment he
    wake up from his afternoon nap, he felt different, but
    could not determine what it was. He had feelings he never
    had before. Strange but wonderful feelings that affected
    his whole body. First he had a tingling sensation all over
    like he was floating off the ground. Then became more
    conscious of the world around him. But after the first
    couple of hours he noticed a new and wonderful feeling
    coming from inside his diaper.
    	Patting at his diaper seem to make the feeling
    increase immensely. So much so Chad went into the cabin to
    check himself out. At first he was shocked. He found his
    privates had shrunk to almost nothing. Chad grabbed at
    himself trying to pull it out to its real size but it was
    no use. While he was handling himself a weakness come over
    him and he dropped to the floor. There was a throbbing
    sensation that was driving him crazy but held so much
    pleasure he was unwilling to let go.
    	When Chad came to himself Martin was sitting by his
    side stoking at his hair. "you OK now?" Martin asked.
    	"What happened?" Chad sat up finding himself on edge
    of the bed.
    	"You just made your first change into a boy of this
    new world." Martin explained. "Would you like to go back
    outside and be with Jimmy?"
    	When Martin mentioned Jimmy's name, excitement flooded
    over Chad. He was wondering if Jimmy also made the change.
    Jumping to his feet Chad started for the door but he
    hesitated and turned toward Martin saying, "I.... I...
    forgot my diaper."
    	"You'll not need a diaper for a while, Chad. You just
    made the change and now you will not need a diaper for a
    few months," Martin motioned for him to go outside.
    	Chad glanced at the full length mirror on the wall.
    "WOW!" he yelled out loud. The image he saw in the mirror
    startled him so much he grabbed his hands over himself as
    if to be sure it was really himself. "What's the most
    beautiful image I ever saw. Is it really me?" he yelled.
    	Martin laughed and explained that what he saw was
    really himself.
    	Slowly Chad took another look at himself in the
    mirror. He was not sure that what he saw was really himself
    but, yes, it was truly himself.
    	"You like?" Martin asked with a grin.
    	Chad ran his open hand between his legs only to find
    smooth skin without any sign of his former self. He was
    aware of a tingling sensation like he never knew before.
    But it was nothing like his former self.
    	Chad insisted that he wanted a diaper on even if
    Martin told him he did not need it.
    	"You won't like the diaper on, Chad. But if you insist
    I will put one on you," Martin warned him.
    	Chad was not diapered more then a minute before he
    began to pull it off. Martin explained that when a boy is
    changed he would not be able to wear a diaper because it
    would cause irritation that would be unbearable. "That is
    why no boy would ever wear a diaper while he is in the
    changed period of time." Besides in this state your body is
    in an almost perfect state. You have no waste, no pee. No
    need for a diaper.
    	"What fun is it to be in this condition?" Chad asked.
    	"You'll see soon enough, you will realize you have an
    new role to play in this new world."
    	Martin led Chad outside where Jimmy was laying on the
    ground with his feet kicking into the air like a small
    baby. No sooner did Chad noticed the big thick diaper then
    something strange come over him. He had this powerful urge
    to reach out to Jimmy.
    	Chad almost lost his breath when he saw Jimmy playing.
    It was as if something had taken over his body once again.
    This time the tingling came from his breast. Both of his
    nipples began to expand outward becoming very firm. Both of
    them looked similar to that of a boy having an erection
    only he had no control over them. The very tips became
    tender with sensitivity as they erected.
    	Jimmy looked up from his play. Seeing Chad as if for
    the first time, Jimmy was so over come with emotion that he
    immediately lost all control of bowel and bladder. Laying
    flat on his back with his legs spread, he lifted his bottom
    off the ground filled his diaper both front and rear.
    	Martin handed Chad a clean diaper. He told Chad it was
    now time to diaper his little friend. He also told him it
    would be his job now until he changed back to a boy like he
    had been.
    	Chad had always enjoyed diapering boys. It gave him
    some kind of satisfaction that he had a hard time
    explaining. He just liked to do it, that's all. But now it
    was like a drive within. The more he thought about changing
    Jimmy the more his breast tingled with this new sensation.
    	"It will all come naturally to you, Chad, you are free
    to try out your new body.
    	Chad couldn't get to the boy fast enough. Once the
    diaper was off he began to clean the younger until he was
    speck and span. Then carefully re-diapered him.
    	Jimmy could not resist reaching for the two nipples
    protruding from Chad's chest. Jimmy began to fondle with
    them. Martin smiled as he walked away leaving the two alone
    for their first experience since their change into the new
    world ways.
    	Chad made more outward changes but Jimmy also was
    changing from a boy of the old world into a boy of the new
    world.
    	Because Jimmy was still too young he would not be
    making the change like Chad until reaching around 10 years
    old. But he had gone though a change. By instinct Jimmy
    knew what he had to do. He instinctively knew he must take
    the blue droplets of sweet nectar that formed on each of
    Chad's nipples. Finding the one nipple was dry Jimmy took
    the other until finished.
    	Almost as soon as Chad's nipples released the droplets
    they receded back into his chest looking very much like the
    boy he was.
    	Now that Jimmy received from Chad another change was
    about to take place. Both boys were now fully new world
    boys. Chad in the form of beauty and Jimmy shedding off the
    old world to become of the new.
    	Jimmy discovered he was swelling up as never before
    and something had to be done about it. He soon learned that
    no matter what he did for himself he could not find relief.
    It was only when Chad gave him a helping hand would comfort
    and pleasure come.
    	Chad knew just what he needed to do even if he never
    experienced it before. He knew he would never be satisfied
    until he diapered and fed a boy. A powerful urge to serve
    was rewarded when he spent time with the boy.
    	The new experience made both boys relax into a deep
    sleep.
    	Chad slept with a big smile on his face. His body
    still withering from the experience.
    	Martin told him this was only the beginning that they
    would soon be meeting other boys of the new world. Some
    would be in the Beautiful State while others would still be
    just boys. To explained that every 5 to 6 months the boys
    changed places where the boys became the Beautiful and The
    Beautiful became the boy and this change would take placed
    for the next 100 years.
    	Soon they would travel to the valley below where they
    would meet many other boys. But before they can be with the
    other boys they will need more time to change into the New
    World system. Martin told them he would help them make the
    changes.
    	"Other Boys?" Jimmy seemed pleased.
    	"Other Boys?" Echoed Chad in the new high pitch voice.
    Chad was noticeably excited by the idea of other boys.
    "Will they affect me the same as Jimmy does?"
    	"Even more so, because by that time you will have
    developed all your new systems and will be able to give
    more to the boys. Your greatest joy will be serving the
    boys. Just your changing the diapers will cause you to
    experience wonderful things. They will crave the taste from
    your erected nipples. You will find yourself needing the
    boys and the boys will find they need you, they can not
    find relief from themselves. They will seek you out and you
    will want to serve them."
    	Jimmy piped up asking Martin a question. "Do you ever
    change, will you become a boy-girl?"
    	"Good question, Jimmy. Yes! I will in time but first I
    must nourish both of you into full Citizenship. You see I
    am over 100 and I will soon have my own boy then within
    five years I will be like you again."
    	"You're over 100 years old?" both boys seemed to be in
    disbelief.
    	"Yes and I have made this change back and forth more
    times then I can remember. I am one of the few that get to
    travel into your old world to find boys that need help. As
    you know, your people were going to sell you into slavery.
    I could not allow you to be in such a condition because I
    loved you both so much." Martin reviled much more about
    himself.
    	"Why did I have so much desire for Jimmy, Martin? I
    feel OK now but awhile ago I couldn't leave him alone."
    Chad was somewhat puzzled.
    	"That is the order of things here in the new world.
    But there is so much more to do. Things that all boys do
    everywhere. Play, learn and live life. There is no sadness
    here. No death, nothing in all this world can hurt you, you
    never grow old. After one hundred years you step into
    another part of the cycle of life here. Now you can be a
    boy again for the next hundred years and travel to other
    worlds," Martin explained.
    	"Other worlds?" The boys asked.
    	"Yes, there are hundreds of worlds like this all over
    the universe. And when you are ready you, too, can travel
    to them, but one thing is the same, you will always be a
    boy."
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    	Mr. Lenny shut the book.
    	"Is that the end, Daddy?" Benji asked. "What happened
    to Jimmy and Chad?"
    	"That, my boys, is something for you to wonder about!"
    Mr. Lenny got up to leave the room. "I can tell you this,
    they lived happy ever after."
    	Mr. Lenny turned out the light and shut the door
    leaving the boys wide-eyed in wonderment.
    	"WOW!" Said Kevin.
    	"Likewise!" sighed Benji.

    Part 65--

    	Mr. Lenny was had just finished reading the story to
    the boys. He laid down the book and was leaving the room.
    	"Is that the end, Daddy?" Benji asked. "What happened
    to Jimmy and Chad?"
    	"That, my boys, is something for you to wonder about!"
    Mr. Lenny got up to leave the room. "I can tell you this,
    they lived happy ever after."
    	Mr. Lenny turned out the light and shut the door
    leaving the boys wide eyed in wonderment.
    	"WOW!" Said Kevin. "Likewise!" sighed Benji.
    	"That could never happen, could it, Benji?" Kevin
    asked.
    	"Could have.... I suppose, anyway. Nah, not really I
    think". Benji answered.
    	The boys got very quiet as they pondered the
    possibility of being taken to a new world where boys would
    be boys forever. The room was dark but the moon shined
    through the slightly open window. A breeze gently blew
    across their faces bringing a scent of roses that grew just
    under their window. This aroma worked like a magic potion
    upon the boys. Neither spoke a word but closing their eyes
    and breathed the perfume deep into their lungs.
    	As if a switch had been thrown both boys let out a
    verbal sigh. It was Benji that first rolled onto his side
    facing Kevin. The silence was broken when Benji spoke,
    "Kevin! Kevin? are you awake?"
    	Kevin answered, "Ya! I'm awake.... I'm just
    thinking...!"
    	"Me too!" Benji reached out has arm placing an open
    palm over Kevin's arm.
    	Kevin took a deep breath holding it for awhile then
    turned over on his side facing Benji.
    	"Oh Benji!" Kevin started to say something but never
    finished.
    	Both boys moved closer until their faces were almost
    touching. Benji laid his arm around Kevin's shoulder while
    slowly and gently rubbing has hand through the boys hair.
    	Kevin placed his arm in such a way so he could pat and
    rub Benji's side just above the diaper.
    	Both were staring into each others eyes. Kevin
    whispered, "I like that, Benji"!
    	Benji acknowledged that he also liked the way Kevin
    was touching him.
    	"Don't stop!" Benji sighed taking in another deep
    breath filling himself with the magic of the roses.
    	The boys shifted positions as they came even closer to
    each other. In the next few moments they abandoned
    themselves in intimate petting. As the boys progressed in
    their playful carousing it was Kevin that first threw off
    all caution of self control as he proceeded to become more
    serious and demanding in his petting. Kevin was allowing
    himself to take misbehaving advantages to satisfy his own
    deprived physical needs.
    	The resulting activity was not new between the boys
    but for some reason Benji was responding in a new and
    exciting way. Being touched in this way was always exciting
    and desirable for Benji but for some reason he could not
    comprehend why he felt the way he did. He found himself not
    wanting to resist Kevin's direct petting procedures and
    positioned himself in such ways that Kevin would have every
    freedom to do as he liked.
    	Benji surprised himself by becoming passive allowing
    Kevin to have complete control over him. He himself
    returning similar favors which were readily accepted.
    	What happened in the next few minutes could never be
    explained by either boy. They found themselves sprawled on
    top of the bed without even a diaper on. The first thing
    that Benji was aware of was how cold his body felt. He was
    shaking so hard his teeth rattled. All he could do was roll
    over on his back and allow the tingling he felt subside so
    he could talk.
    	Kevin had similar feelings but his seemed to settle to
    one location on his body. He tried to comfort himself as he
    attempted to prolong this unfamiliar feeling.
    	Benji got courage to speak up. "What happened?"
    	Kevin sat up rubbing his eyes, "I don't know!" he
    announced rather surprised at the after effects.
    	"I gotta go pee!" Kevin said as he realized he had no
    diaper on. Climbing off the bed he made a bee line for the
    door then ran to the bathroom.
    	Benji began to examine himself. The story his father
    had been reading to him made him check himself out thinking
    he may have gone into a body change. "This is really
    weird," he thought to himself."
    	Finding his diaper, Benji put it on and soon snuggled
    back under the covers rolling himself up in a ball feeling
    very cozy.
    	Kevin returned. Sat on the edge of the bed as he
    slipped his diaper back on then crawled under the covers
    snuggling up to Benji.
    	Neither boy opened his mouth to say anything. A heavy
    and deep feeling of sleep overcame them both. In just
    moments both boys were in a deep sleep dreaming what boys
    dream. A smile on each lip.
    	"This had truly been a strange but satisfying day."
    Benji whispered in his sleep.

    Part 66--

    	"This had truly been a strange but satisfying day,"
    Benji whispered in his sleep.
    	Mr. Lenny came back into the boys room just before he
    himself went on to bed. Finding the boys fast asleep he
    pulled the blanket over their bare shoulders then leaned
    over kissing each one on the forehead.
    	"Good night boys, sweet dreams!" Mr. Lenny whispered
    to each.
    	Donna was serving breakfast to the family just as
    Benji and Kevin staggered into the kitchen rubbing their
    sleepy eyes.
    	"Well, aren't you boys a sight first thing in the
    morning!" Donna began to laugh out loud.
    	"Didn't neither of you sleep last night, you look like
    you both have gone though the ringer!" exclaimed Mrs.
    Lenny.
    	"They were fast asleep at 1:30 this morning when I
    tucked them into bed," explained Mr. Lenny. "When did you
    fall to sleep? I thought after that story both of you would
    be so bored you would drop off long before I finished."
    	Benji still rubbing his eyes gave a big yawn being
    caught by Donna who tried to hide the fact she had her
    mouth open.
    	"You boys need a diaper change, hope you know that!"
    Donna giggled.
    	Kevin stretched his arms high into the air standing on
    tip toes as he stretched out the nights sleep. His diaper
    nearly fell to his knees before he caught them in both
    hands. It was too late, Donna, Mr. and Mrs. Lenny all got a
    good glimpse of his boyhood. No one said much except Donna.
    She had almost dropped the bowl of cereal she held in her
    hands.
    	Benji's diaper had stretched also and was hanging low
    on one side while the back side dipped even lower in the
    back.
    	"Smells like someone needs a change before breakfast,"
    Mrs. Lenny nodded toward Benji.
    	Donna sat the bowl of cereal on the table motioning
    for Kevin to sit. She placed an arm over Benji's shoulder
    and led him off toward the bedroom.
    	As if the activity last night had depleted Kevin of
    his energy he dug into the bowl of cereal like a starving
    lad.
    	Suddenly Kevin felt like strange eyes were upon him.
    He looked up over the empty bowl letting his eyes search
    those that were watching him. Both Mr. and Mrs. Lenny were
    grinning at him as if they knew something he didn't.
    	"What!" Kevin sat back with his butt almost off the
    edge of this chair. Mr. Lenny's grinning at him made him
    very nervously.
    	After a few seconds of dead silence, Mr. Lenny asked,
    "Did you and Benji like the story?"
    	"Ya!" Kevin looked over at Mrs. Lenny wondering what
    she would say about it.
    	Kevin was more then aware that Mrs. Lenny was looking
    him over top of his head to the soles of his feet. This
    action made Kevin feel rather uncomfortable. "Did she know
    what Benji and I did? Would she be mad at us?" Kevin
    thought to himself.
    	Benji and Donna walked into the room hand in hand.
    Benji had on a brand new white diaper neatly pinned on each
    side. Each of them had a smile on their face.
    	"What you two been up to?" Mrs. Lenny asked.
    	Giggling Benji started to say something but Donna put
    her finger to her mouth, "Shhhhhh!" Benji grabbed his hand
    over his mouth while giggling.
    	"Don't you like his new cloth diaper?" Donna changed
    the subject, "I hemmed them myself.
    	"Nice fit, Donna, you did a great job." Mrs. Lenny
    commented.
    	"Got one for you too, big boy...!" Donna took Kevin's
    arm pulling him off the chair.
    	Both Mr. Lenny and Mrs. Lenny stood Benji beside them
    so they could examine his new diaper.
    	"I like the what she made them come up high on the
    thigh leaving just enough room to pin them." He patted
    Benji over one of the pins.
    	"Yes, and look how she made the thick part between his
    legs and over his butt. This will be a good diaper and will
    hold all his messing." She ran a hand over his diaper
    causing Benji to react with a shiver.
    	"You smell better too, she must have used some perfume
    on you!" Mrs. Lenny stiffed at the boy.
    	"No, boys don't use perfume.... but she did put on
    some diaper stuff that smells really good," Benji
    explained.
    	"OH yes I know what it is..... Mrs. Wilson left little
    Tommy's diaper bag here the other day. I bet Donna found
    the diaper things and is using some of it on the boys."
    Mrs. Lenny sat Benji down so he could eat his breakfast.
    	By the time Kevin and Donna returned Benji had
    finished his breakfast.
    	Benji noticed Kevin was blushing behind his big grin.
    	"Diapers just like Benji's!" Announced Donna as she
    presented Kevin before the whole family.
    	"OH! nice!" Mr. Lenny's mouth flopped open at the
    first sight of Kevin in his new diaper. "That looks just
    like the ones used in the 'new world'!
    	"There is no such place, Mr. Lenny!" Kevin corrected,
    "It was only a story."
    	"Are you really, really sure about that, Kevin?" Mr.
    Lenny asked with a chuckle.
    	"I would like to go there sometime!" Benji commented.
    	"Would you really?" His daddy asked.
    	"Ya, It would be fun, wouldn't it?" Benji responded.
    	"I don't know!" came back Kevin, "I wouldn't want to
    be turning into a.... a... girl or whatever they do. I am a
    boy and I get to wear my diaper and I don't want to be
    changing where I can't wear one......! Kevin was very
    serious about it.
    	"But, Kevin, you can be a boy forever in the new
    world. The boys that went there liked it a lot," Mr. Lenny
    reminded him.
    	"Well, I just don't want to change.... I want to be a
    boy and wear diapers.... like these." Kevin spread his legs
    to show off his new diaper.
    	Benji remained quite as he visually checked himself
    and Kevin out. He quickly noticed that Kevin's diaper was
    not as thick as his own. When he asked why the difference
    he was told that poopy pants require more then a pee-pee
    boy. Every one laughed when Donna explained that.
    	Mr. Lenny sent the two boys out into the backyard to
    get some sun, besides the adults wanted to talk without
    having the two 11 year olds underfoot.
    	"I wonder if the boys realize just how lucky they are
    to be able to go out back in diapers." Donna watched out
    the window as the boys did summersaults on the grass.
    	"Donna, I didn't know you were jealous of the boys!"
    Mrs. Lenny joked.
    	"I'm not really, but sometimes I just think how fun it
    must be for boys.... not that I am jealous of them or
    anything but sometimes I wish we could change places for a
    day or so." Donna did not take her eyes off the boys as she
    talked.
    	Mr. Lenny and his wife looked at each other to check
    out each others reactions to the statement made by Donna.
    	"You must have read the book I read to the boys!" Mr.
    Lenny asked.
    	"Not really! But I couldn't help but hear as you read
    to them!" She answered.
    	"You mean you eavesdropped?" Mr. Lenny asked with a
    bit of shock.
    	"Ya!" She answered, "I think you changed it a bit,
    too."
    	"What do you mean, I changed it?" he asked.
    	Turning away from the window Donna returned to her
    chair at the table. "I seen the same book a long time ago.
    I did not remember them having... well, you know, playing
    around!"
    	Mr. Lenny realized he had been found out and was not
    sure how his wife would take to making up such a story for
    the boys.
    	"Well, I ..... err... I'm not sure I understand you,
    I, well, you see...." Mr. Lenny was stopped for the right
    words to protect himself.
    	Mrs. Lenny got up from the table looking a little pale
    as she made herself for the hall way. "I will leave you to
    explain to Donna... I have to make beds."
    	"Mr. Lenny.... I'm sorry if I got you into trouble, I
    didn't mean to.....!" Donna reached a hand over towards her
    Uncle.
    	"Don't worry about it. I did get carried away with the
    boys, but they are boys and understand those things. Anyway
    they need to know some facts of life!" He looked over at
    Donna.
    	"I understand also, remember I babysat boys before,"
    Donna giggled. "But really.... changing sex every six
    months....."
    	"Think I should tell the boys that I made up part of
    the story?" Mr. Lenny laid himself to the mercy of his
    Niece.
    	"Not at all. But why did you make up the parts where
    boys change into.... whatever they did?" Donna put both
    elbows on the table holding her face in her hands. She
    lifted her eyebrows several times with a silly grin on her
    face.
    	"Well, boys don't what to be girls, not even for a
    minute, so I made them just change a little. I thought it
    would give them the idea that boys and girls are different
    but they each have feelings of their own that they like to
    feel. But in the story of the new world, where only boys
    lived I thought they would understand better if I did not
    get too graphic about the sex difference." Mr. Lenny sat
    back in his chair.
    	"OH! I see. you wanted the boys to get the idea that
    girls have feelings as well, but you did not want them
    become girls." Donna was joking with Mr. Lenny. "You got
    something against girls, Uncle Lenny?"
    	"Oh no, sweetheart, I like girls but I just.... I just
    wanted the boys to feel being changed is OK time to time. I
    mean, I did not want the boys to feel they were the only
    sex. .........Why are you laughing?" Mr. Lenny was trapped
    and he knew it.
    	"Got ya, Uncle Lenny! I got ya!" Donna and her Uncle
    laughed together.
    	"Did you really read the original book, Donna?" Mr.
    Lenny asked.
    	"Yes I really did. I read it many years ago, I must
    have been about Benji's age, I was fascinated at the idea
    behind it. My mother thought it was a nasty book and took
    it away from me. That is why I listened in on you and the
    boys because I heard you mention reading from the book
    called, "New Worlds."
    	"Why would your mother think it was a nasty book?"
    	"I never understood her, either. It was only about a
    world where people stayed young forever in a child-like
    body. There was no bad things to hurt them. Boys and girls
    could be friends without anyone interfering because no
    babies could be born until they were over 100 years old and
    even then they were still very child-like. Also in the new
    world neither boys nor girls wore any clothes, they were
    not needed," Donna said.
    	"Well, I think the boys appreciated the idea of
    wearing diapers, I know they would be bored just being
    naked all the time," Mr. Lenny explained.
    	"Uncle Lenny, can I asked you something rather....
    personal?" Donna asked in almost a whisper.
    	"We're family, of course you can ask, but I may not
    answer!" Mr. Lenny chuckled.
    	"I will come right to the point...... Do you think
    boys want.... I mean, need..... sex play? Donna bit her lip
    waiting for him to answer.
    	"Sex play? Yes. If I would have said NO you may get
    the wrong impression I am trying to make. I say yes only to
    a point. First of all, boys do have sex play with or
    without anyone's permission. It is a natural order of
    things. This of course goes for girls as well as boys. One
    needs to find things out for themselves and when we find
    that certain foods appeal to our taste buds we want more
    and it helps us to stay healthy by letting us enjoy our
    food. Likewise sex play, as you put it, allows the boy to
    know what feels good to him, what makes him feel relaxed.
    Society will limit how far it can go by making laws with
    punishment, but our natural laws built into us always
    allows touch and play.
    	"But with sex, comes responsibility. I don't know why
    we use the word SEX to express meaning to this kind of play
    but we do. As in all kinds of play the child learns to do
    adult things that will make him or her a better human
    being. Play releases a lot of tension and fear we have of
    the world around us. Like playing with their trucks in the
    sandbox, it teaches co-operation between the players. It
    also teaches about roads and need for boundaries so the
    trucks have a place to go.
    	"Sex play is no different the other games boys play.
    They find out about other boys, they come to know they are
    not so different from friends. Boy and girl play allows for
    both sexes to understand the other and accept the
    differences. There is a lot of good advantages to allowing
    a boy or girl to masturbate alone or with a friend without
    fear of punishment. Some punishment can actually drive a
    boy from a girl or the other way around. But they need
    parental control, to be taught what is good and what is not
    in truth and not out of fear. They need a parent that will
    guide them and listen to them giving answers that stand on
    truth.
    	"But sex play that makes babies, NO. A Child is not
    ready to make babies even if his or her body can do so.
    That is why it is important for a parent to be open minded
    about sex so they can rightly divide between what is okay
    and what is not. They need to teach their child in a way
    that will increase knowledge without scaring away the
    truth. Telling a child he came from the fairies is setting
    him up for sexual problems later on," Mr. Lenny elaborated.
    	"Hey, you said more then I wanted to hear, Uncle
    Lenny." Donna held both hands over her ears.
    	"Sorry, dear. What is it you wanted to know?"
    	"Is it alright for Benji and Kevin to... well, play in
    bed, you know?" Donna leaned forward waiting her answer.
    	"Benji and Kevin are very good friends. A sleepover is
    a very good time to experiment with their feelings. I see
    no problem allowing them time to themselves as long as they
    don't bring their play out where they could be embarrassed
    or hurt by others," Mr. Lenny answered.
    	Donna had a satisfied grin on her face. "I figured it
    was OK for them but I needed to ask you about it."
    	"I take it you know something I may not.... are
    they... as you say, playing around?" Mr. Lenny asked.
    	"I may have said too much already, I really don't want
    them to get into any trouble." Donna looked back out the
    window just as Benji did a hand stand with Kevin holding up
    his legs.
    	"I will have a special talk with both boys. Don't
    worry, they are not in trouble but may need some of that
    parental control I spoke of." Mr. Lenny pushed his chair
    back as he got up.
    	Looking out the window where Donna seemed occupied he
    made a comment.
    	"Maybe I have been overlooking something..... You seem
    interested in the boys.... have you any feelings ... I
    mean, towards them?" He watch for any expression change in
    Donna.
    	"I think boys are beautiful....Ya, I got feelings,
    lots of them and I'm not dead yet!" Speaking openly about
    the truth almost frightened her.
    	"Maybe Mrs. Lenny needs to visit with you, also." Mr.
    Lenny gave her a light hug as he left the room.
    	Donna sat for the next few minutes pondering over her
    conversation with Uncle Lenny. "Did I go too far... Did I
    say something I should not have?" Donna watched the boys as
    they ran around yard free as a bird in only their diapers.

    Part 67-- Donna's Secret Thoughts

    	Donna sat for the next few minutes pondering over her
    conversation with Uncle Lenny. "Did I go too far... Did I
    say something I should not have?" Donna watched the boys as
    they ran around yard free as a bird in only their diapers.
    	"I sure hope I did not tell Uncle Lenny something that
    may get the boys into trouble," Donna thought as she went
    out the back door and sat on the steps. She had been
    noticing how the boys spend so much time together. She
    knows the boys are having some kind of relationship and it
    is bothering her something terrible.
    	What she did not tell her Uncle was about the night of
    the story when she woke up to noises coming from the boys'
    room. Mr. Lenny had just finished reading his story to
    them. Having heard him leave the room she was disturbed by
    the sound of whimpering and giggling coming from the room.
    	Without the boys knowing it she had quietly opened the
    door a crack to see what was going on. What she saw caused
    hot flashes to flow all over her. She had witnessed them
    playing before but this was far more complicated then just
    playing around. She was not sure if she should leave and
    forget or bust into the room to rescue her little charges
    from the passion that held them at the moment.
    	All she could do was stand frozen in the door watching
    the activity unfolding before her. She observed the
    gentleness and caring they showed each other. At times she
    could not tell what was happening but the sounds were
    unmistakable. She had mixed feelings.
    	Donna had a flash back to a few years ago when she
    babysat a little 10 year old boy back East. She had allowed
    play for herself and the boy until the afternoon when the
    boy's mother came home early. This is one of the reasons
    she was sent to live with her Aunt and Uncle out West. Up
    till now she had given this very little thought.
    	But now with what she was witnessing her old feelings
    returned giving her mix emotions of fear and excitement.
    	She tried to bring it up several times to Mr. Lenny
    but held back for fear he would not understand.
    	Thinking back over the last conversation with Uncle
    Lenny she tried think word for word what was said. "Is it
    alright for Benji and Kevin to... well, play in bed, you
    know?" Donna remembered asking this question.
    	She gritted her teeth when she realized just how that
    must have sounded. But the way he answered still left her
    wondering if she understood him correctly.
    	His answer was, "Benji and Kevin are very good
    friends. A sleep over is a very good time to experiment
    with their feelings. I see no problem allowing them time to
    themselves as long as they don't bring their play out where
    they could be embarrassed or hurt by others."
    	Donna realized this could have been taken two
    different ways. "But was he talking about the same thing I
    was?" She continued in her deep thought taking an
    occasional glance at the boys romping in the backyard.
    	"He could have meant he saw no problem letting them
    sleep in the same bed or he saw no problem for them to play
    like they were doing. Which was it?" "Or he did say they
    should not bring their play out into the open where others
    may get the wrong impression, something like that!" "He had
    to mean that he knew about it or why would he think they or
    others could be embarrassed?"
    	Donna began to giggle softly when she remembered what
    she said next, "I figured it was OK for them but I needed
    to ask you about it." "Why didn't I just come out and tell
    him what I saw?" She wondered what his reaction would have
    been!
    	Benji had just wrestled Kevin to the ground pinning
    him. Kevin let out a yell, "Hey, get off me you big
    pooper!"
    	This brought Donna back to the present. She looked up
    just as Kevin grabbed Benji's diaper throwing him onto his
    side. Kevin rolled on top of him and began to lightly slap
    his face. Benji let out a yell.
    	Donna put her hands to her mouth to give more volume
    to her voice. "Get him good, Kevin!"
    	 Watching the boys was a pleasure for her. Secretly
    she was hoping they would need a diaper change soon. She
    had a few things she wanted to talk to them about. But what
    she was really planning was something rather daring. She
    had a plan and intended to carry it out.
    	As Donna watched the boys play in the back yard she
    began again to daydream about what she and her Uncle had
    been taking about. Even if she wasn't a 100% sure that Mr.
    Lenny was thinking along the same lines as herself, she had
    always thought her Uncle had an open mind about things like
    this .
    	"Sure glad I had that little talk with him." She again
    giggled to herself.
    	Kevin caught her eye as he strolled out on the grass
    in front of her. The sight of his smooth sun tan skin, his
    cute little smile caused a demanding shiver that run up and
    down Donna, causing her to tremble.
    	She was actually getting those little strange feelings
    as her eyes darted from Kevin to Benji and back. She
    wondered what the boys would do if she gave them more
    direct attention. She wondered if Benji would even want to
    get more personal. A few times she had already gone farther
    then she thought she should have.
    	Benji called out from across the back yard, "Hey,
    Donna, you alright?"
    	The sound of his anxious voice startled her from her
    light slumber.
    	"Yes, I'm Ok. Guess I need a nap, eh?" She giggled.
    But inside she wished she could get Benji to at least talk
    to her about personal things. She would like to tell him
    she was watching that night. Would he get upset.... or
    would he confide in her? That was the question.
    	The two boys continued playing in the sandbox making
    car and truck noises as they drove over the make-believe
    roads.
    	She asked herself why she felt upset just because the
    boys seemed to have more personal contact with each other?
    Why was it causing her so much inner pain? Was she reading
    something into their relationship that may not be there? Or
    was she seeing activity that made her jealous?
    	Donna had been finding herself down the dumps, so to
    speak, these last couple of days. It was not like Donna to
    be depressed. She wondered if it showed.
    	 "That's it, jealousy was what I'm feeling!" She
    thought to herself. "But why am I jealous of two 11 year
    old boys. After all I will be 17 soon." But now she thinks
    she has found the reason.... She really was jealous of the
    boys, but why? "Is it because they get to do things and I
    can't? I bet it is!"
    	Donna understood about puberty and the pressure it can
    put on a body. She thought she could handle these growing
    feelings alone but now she was not sure.
    	Her breast had began to fill out this last year. They
    were so tender and full of sensation. Every time she would
    diaper the boys she could see them noticing her.
    	Even the last time she diapered Kevin and noticing him
    preoccupied with her, she got this almost un-controlling
    urge to unbutton her blouse so he could see better.
    	"What would he have done or said if I did?" Donna
    thought as her daydream continued.
    	She knew the boys were bonding much closer between
    themselves. "Yes, I am jealous of them. They get to do
    everything from wearing diapers all day to playing around
    at night. I'm entitled to something for myself!" Donna
    argued within herself. She felt life had given her a unfair
    dealing.
    	What she really wants is more freedom around the boys.
    She knows the boys look forward having her change their
    dirty diapers. Besides this is one job she looks forward
    to.
    	"Changing their diapers is one thing," she thought out
    loud, "But I need more...."
    	Donna became aware that her emotions were building up
    while thinking about what she wanted to do. She realized
    what she wanted was not going to happen. This frustration
    was getting to be too much for her to handle alone. She
    knew she had tell some one how she felt, but how could she
    tell Uncle Lenny? How could she explain her need to be
    alone with Benji or Kevin once in a while.
    	It had occurred to her that maybe Uncle Lenny would
    listen if she would present her petition in a logical
    approach. 'He did say boys need to experience things.'
    Wouldn't to be logical to assume that girls have similar
    needs?" she reasoned.
    	"Donna, look out!" Benji yelled.
    	Donna looked up just as the beach ball hit her on the
    shoulder almost knocking her off the step.
    	"Ouch!" She screamed in pain.
    	"Sorry!" Benji said softly after he retrieved the
    ball.
    	"Me too, Benji!" Donna answered rubbing her shoulder.
    "Guess I wasn't watching what was going on."
    	"Wanta come play with us?" Benji tossed the ball to
    her.
    	She came back with. "You don't know how much!"
    	"What?" Benji asked.
    	"Sure I will play with you. Kevin, you go over there
    by the shed, and Benji, you over there."
    	The boys ran to their positions waiting for her to
    throw the ball.
    	Clara Lenny had been watching from the window.
    	"Tom, come here a minute," Clara called Mr. Lenny.
    	"What is it, Clara?" Mr. Lenny asked as he walked over
    to the window beside his wife.
    	"Isn't that a sight.... Those boys sure have it good,
    don't they?" Clara nodded towards the game of catch.
    	"I agree, not many older girls would spend time with
    them as much as our Donna does." Tom gave his wife a hug.
    "And Benji is lucky to have such an understanding mom such
    as you!"
    	"Your getting at something, Mr. Lenny, What is it?"
    	"Now why are you so suspicious, wife of mine?" Tom
    joked with her.
    	"I know you, Mister, now what is it?" she asked.
    	"Oh, I don't know how important it is, but Donna came
    to me this morning. She seems puzzled over something, not
    sure what," Mr. Lenny answered.
    	"You want me to have a talk with her, Tom?" Clara
    asked.
    	"I knew you would, Thanks Dear," Tom grinned. "I think
    she wants women talk!"
    	"You know more then you are letting on, what did she
    tell you?" Clare probed.
    	"Well, let's just say she needs a woman's love and
    understanding about now." Tom returned to the living room
    where he was reading the paper.
    	"Boy problems, eh?" Clara asked while following him
    into the living room.
    	"Think so!" He answered.
    	"I never knew she had a boyfriend.. Who is he?" she
    questioned.
    	"Don't think it is any stranger, think it is Benji and
    Kevin!"
    	"Benji and Kevin!" She looked puzzled.
    	"Yep, she has something going on between her and the
    boys." Tom put his paper down to look his wife in the face.
    	"I can't imagine what?" Clara picked up her netting.
    	"I can..... she likes them," he said.
    	"Of course she does, she's Benji's cousin..... What
    are you getting at, Tom?" She said, putting her nettle
    down.
    	"Sex, my dear, just old fashioned sex!" Tom hid
    himself back behind the paper.
    	"Good grief,......... sex! She's almost twice as old
    as they are, they're just little boys. What has sex to do
    with anything?" Clara began to work at her netting.
    	"Well, both boys are 11 years old. Within the next two
    or three years they will begin puberty, if my memory serves
    me correctly this is the time things began to happen." Tom
    turned a page in the paper.
    	"Yes, that's so. but still they are only little
    boys.... still in diapers I may add!" Clara declared.
    	Tom just laughed.
    	"Could be it is not the boys, Clara. Donna's well into
    her puberty. Frankly I think she is getting a little foxy!"
    Putting his paper down, Tom leaned over towards his wife.
    	The back door opened sending in a breeze of fresh air.
    The boys ran into the living room and dropped to the floor
    as if exhausted. Donna was right behind them panting like a
    deer in a chase.
    	"Whew! That was one of the fastest games of catch I
    ever played." Donna dropped into a chair very un-lady like
    flopping one leg over the chair's arm.
    	"You boys head for the bathroom. This is bath night."
    Clara headed the boys down the hall.
    	"I better go with them, I know Benji pooped his pants
    at least once," Donna started to get up but was motioned to
    remain sitting by Clara.
    	"The boys will have to get alone without you this
    time..... We need to talk!" Clara's voice was soft and
    gentle but firm.

    Part 68-- Donna's Secret Thoughts Exposed

    	We need to talk!" Clara's voice was soft and gentle
    but firm.
    	"OK, but am I in some kind of trouble?" Donna sat
    nervously.
    	"No! at least I don't think so!" Clara said as she
    reached out with her hand to console her niece.
    	"We want you to feel comfortable to talk to us about
    anything. You mentioned something about the boys, are they
    bothering you?" Tom Lenny asked.
    	"They don't bother me, Uncle Lenny, But it's just that
    they get to do so much and I can't."
    	"What you mean, dear?" Clara asked.
    	"You know........ !" Donna looked down at the floor
    moving her toe nervously as she bit at her lip.
    	Tom and Clara looked at each other with Tom raising an
    eyebrow. Clara had a small grin forming at the edge of her
    mouth.
    	"No I don't think I understand," Clara fibbed to
    Donna.
    	"Uncle Lenny you know..... We talked about it,
    remember!" Donna just could not bring herself to say the
    words.
    	"I think what Clara is trying to say is that you need
    to tell us yourself then we will know exactly what you're
    thinking. Otherwise we may go off the deep end and all of
    us drown, if you know what I mean," Mr. Lenny explained
    with a wink.
    	Donna could read body language quite well. She still
    felt that Mr. Lenny was accepting what she was trying to
    say but had more difficulty reading Clara.
    	"Auntie Clara, I... I.... I like to diaper the boys!"
    Not what Donna intended to say but was a beginning.
    	"I know you do, dear..... Lot of girls your age enjoy
    diapering little boys, it is their chance to see little
    boys and learn from them, that is why so many young girls
    like to babysit. Besides, unless you haven't noticed, I
    too, am a girl. When I was your age I could hardly wait for
    my next baby sitting job. I must confess to you, there were
    times I turned down sitting with a girl so I would be
    available to sit a boy. I tell you this so you will be
    aware that I am human, also. I went though a lot of what
    your going through right now. I do understand, so don't
    hold back what your trying so hard to say," Clara revealed
    her past feelings so Donna could relax.
    	Tom caught on to what Clara was done, so he added,
    "My! Clara! You mean you actually went out of your way to
    diaper little boys?"
    	"Yes.... does that make me a weird person or
    something?" She laughed. "Donna, I just want you to know it
    is not strange nor weird for you to feel the way you do.
    You are a growing girl and someday you may have a baby of
    your own, it is important for you to learn all you can
    now." Clara made it clear she was on Donna's side and would
    listen to her.
    	"Boy, Auntie Clara, I'm so glad you want to talk about
    it. I have so much I need to say. Sometimes I just think I
    will just die. It hurts so much and I can't do anything
    about it!" Donna opened up letting words flow. "Auntie
    Clara..... have you ever wanted to reach out and........
    and..." Donna could not go on.
    	Clara began to fill in the words for her. "Yes, dear,
    I have."
    	"What are you two talking about now?" Tom broke in.
    	"Why dear, we are talking girl talk..... Haven't you
    ever had a girl diapering you, or can you remember that far
    back?" Clara poked fun at her husband's question.
    	"Well, it is a while back but, yes I do remember. You
    know I had to wear diapers till I was almost 12, didn't
    you? ........ Well, I do remember this one girl.... she was
    about your age, Donna. At the time I was not more then 10
    or 11, She came to spend the night while my mother and
    father were out late. It seemed I had too much chocolate to
    eat and on top of that she kept giving me more sodas. Well,
    to make a short story shorter I ended up needing a diaper
    change from both ends. HA! HA! Well, she acted as if she
    hated me for the pooping and wetting but after she was
    cleaning me up... Ha! Ha! she got playing.........." Tom
    was cut off by Clara.
    	"Yes Dear, you told me that story before but what
    you're not aware of is she fixed you up so you would have
    to poop and pee. That is what we are getting at.... Girls
    like to change boys' diapers on account they can learn more
    then what they look like. She set you up!" Clara laughed.
    	Turning her attention back to Donna, Clara asked, "Is
    that what you're concerned about, your desire to touch
    them?"
    	Donna was taken back by Clara's bluntness. She had not
    expected to get this deep into her thoughts right away. As
    surprised as she was to the openness of her Aunt and Uncle,
    she was concerned that they may take on another attitude if
    they knew she was already doing the very same things with
    Benji and Kevin.
    	Had the boys told on her? And what about this very
    afternoon when she and Kevin used Benji's bed to play.
    Donna knew she could never tell about that.
    	"Uncle Lenny, did you ever tell your parents about the
    what the girl did?" Donna wanted to get her Uncle to
    confess putting him in a spot she may be able to use later.
    	"Ha. Ha," he laughed nervously. "No, I never did,
    why?" he asked.
    	"I was wondering what happened to you if you had
    told!" was her response.
    	"Your wondering why I did not tell on her, It is quite
    simple really, I did not want to get her in trouble," Tom
    said.
    	"Why not, she did you wrong, didn't she?" Donna had
    more riding on this question then what met the eye. This
    was more then just a surface question.
    	"Honey, she did not do me wrong, believe me. I went
    along with it.... in fact, I was looking forward to my
    diaper changes after that." Tom had that far-off look in
    his eyes.
    	"But your parents, what would they had done?" Donna
    wanted to know.
    	Racking his throat Tom continued. "They would have put
    a stop to it. I would have been punished for allowing it
    and she would have been asked never to return." Tom
    probably was right. "How would you have handled it?"
    	"I don't know, but I think I would be more reasonable
    about it. After all, sex play is not going to hurt anyone,
    is it?" Donna waited for a response.
    	"But Donna, being a parent they would have to take
    that stand, it is expected of them," Tom answered.
    	"What would you do if you were a parent and found out
    sex play was going on? Clara asked.
    	The room was hushed for a few seconds. Then Donna
    spoke.
    	"I don't think I would punish the boy for what the
    girl did. I don't think the girl should be punished ether,
    she did not do anything really bad. it isn't like she hurt
    them or something. The parent should see it from the
    child's point of view." Donna told it as she what she felt
    was right.
    	"It is all the way you look at it. Some say if a child
    gets into sex play too early that they may be damaged for
    life . Some others say the older person should be put in
    jail for life, even wanting to hang them on the spot. But
    you're right, as parents we should see it from the child's
    point of view and not from the adults view." Clara broke
    in.
    	Mr. Lenny had been pondering what was said then he
    spoke up, "That's right! You know, children do see things
    differently than adults do. Some adults seem as if they
    were never a child themselves. If they did they would know
    sex play is fun and exciting and this idea should be
    carried into adulthood, but too many adults have lost the
    beauty of sex, lost the ability to see things as a child
    sees them.
    	"For example, when a little child sees a butterfly he
    is thrilled and follows after it trying to catch it. They
    see the world as a fun place where everything is new and
    exciting. When they find that sex play with another child
    is just another thing to explore, they think it is
    something to investigate.
    	"They are not concerned about all the does and don'ts
    at this level in life. All they want is to know what it is
    and why it feels so good, like other things in life they
    will experiment.
    	"But when an adult sees a child, especially their own,
    engaging in sex play they panic. They see the act as some
    devious thing and if they don't put a stop to it the child
    will grow up being some kind of monster. This is far from
    the truth, in fact, just the opposite happens. The child
    will grow up thinking sex, of any kind, is bad, dirty and
    evil and must not be engaged in. This causes many men and
    women to fail in their marriage as well as their own sex
    life. Our country has the highest rate of men that suffer
    from impotency.
    	"If their child is a boy they think they failed
    somewhere and now they are going to pay for it with a
    lustful child. If their child is a girl they think she has
    been ruined forever and blame the boy for all their fears.
    In reality the child is only learning about life, himself
    and those round about him, or her." Mr. Lenny gave a fine
    speech.
    	"We believe a child should have the opportunity to
    explore his or her world without adult intervention.
    However, with loving guidance, not a free run. We as
    parents need to know what our children are doing," Clara
    added her input.
    	Again their was a pulse in the conversation until Mr.
    Lenny gave a shocking statement.
    	"Donna, we know you have been playing with the boys!"
    	At this statement Donna turned hot all over. She had
    always felt she was doing something naughty, so she kept it
    a secret. Now she was confronted with the truth. It caused
    her much embarrassment.
    	"Uncle Lenny, I...... I am sorry..... I didn't mean
    to...." Donna busted into tears.
    	Donna was quickly taken into Aunt Clara's arms
    allowing her to cry on her shoulder. Aunt Clara patted he
    back gently. Clara spoke softly with a loving tone.
    	"Don't worry about it, dear... If we had thought you
    were doing something so terrible we would have stepped in
    long ago," Clara continued soothing her Niece.
    	Mr. Lenny can hardly stand having a female cry. He
    reached out to Donna, "Now, now, it isn't as bad as all
    that. Life will go on. It is alright, we're not mad at you,
    you are not in any kind of trouble...... Here, take my
    hanky wipe your eyes." Tears were in Mr. Lenny's eyes as
    well.
    	Between sniffles and blowing her nose, Donna asked
    Tom, "Did that girl cause you a lifetime of problems?"
    	"Why no! Not at all. In fact I think it gave me a head
    start in my development. I can say this in all honesty
    because what she did was done in love and with caring. I
    have always looked back at this time as something of
    beauty, not with shame. It was a time when I was truly
    loved and wanted. It also helped me find the right woman to
    marry."
    	"Then after my first wife died, and I found Clara, I
    just knew she was the one for me. No, dear, I have been
    grateful for the experience," Tom said all this with much
    love and gentleness.
    	"Does Benji know you know?" She asked as she wiped the
    tears from her eyes.
    	"We had a man-to-man talk about these things, but no,
    he never told me or Clara but we knew something was going
    on," Tom answered.
    	"You see, we love Benji very much and want the very
    best for him. When we find him, or even you, are upset over
    something we will try to open the communication lines
    between us. If he is happy and feels comfortable we know
    everything is Ok. But if any one of you seems unhappy and
    are uneasy about something we still want the communication
    lines to be open," Uncle Lenny told her.
    	Clara gave a few words of wisdom, "When I first became
    aware something was going on I was very concerned. But I
    also respect Benji's privacy. I also respect your privacy.
    I trust you to do the right thing.
    	Perhaps it was because your mother and I used to
    experiment with each other when we were kids so it is no
    surprise that you and Benji or Kevin or any other child
    would do the same. All we ask is you come to us if you
    should ever need to talk about it. We trust you not to
    cause Benji to get into some kind of problem that may cause
    trouble down the line. I mean, don't let it go too far. You
    wait till you are married and have a home of your own. But
    there are times when you just can't seem to control your
    own feelings, this is the time to come and talk with us. We
    will listen. I promise neither of us will ever be angry
    with you but will give you some help if you ask us for it.
    Please let us know, we will help!" Clara promised to be her
    closest friend to confide in.
    	"Thank you Auntie Clara, and you, too, Uncle
    Lenny..... I feel much better now!" Donna sighed with
    relief. Nothing was brought up about her and Kevin much to
    her relief. So far this discussion had to do with her and
    Benji. "Maybe they won't need to know any more. For now
    anyway," Donna thought to herself.
    	"We are not completely ready to close this
    conversation, Donna. Now that you know we will listen and
    will not condemn you, now you need to tell us what it is
    that is bothering you," Mr. Lenny folded his hands over his
    belly, leaned back in the easy chair ready to hear what
    Donna was going to say.
    	"Maybe they do know about Kevin, but how?" This is so
    embarrassing. Donna continued to worry to herself.
    	Donna started to open her mouth but Clara put he
    finger to he lips saying, "Shhhhh! I will go check on the
    boys first then when I come back we can talk, OK?"
    	"Sure."
    	It would have been Donna's place to go check on the
    boys but under these circumstances she did not bother to
    get up.
    	"Ok, but please hurry back, I don't want to lose my
    nerve." Donna had a look of little child anxious to get
    something off her chest.
    	While Clara had gone checking on the boys, Tom began
    to talk with Donna.
    	"Honey, if I can help in .... any way please let me,
    Ok!" Tom gave her a look that made her think he could see
    right through her.
    	He continued , "You have grown into a fine-looking
    woman.... I can understand why the boys find you
    desirable," He flattered her.
    	"Oh! Uncle Lenny.... I don't have any boyfriends......
    do you really think they would be interested in me?" Donna
    took it as a compliment.
    	"I can truly guarantee it. I only wish I was younger!"
    Tom grinned.
    	"I'm glad you like me, Uncle Lenny," she smiled back
    at him while still trying to figure out what he could
    possibly mean by his flattering words.
    	"Before Clara gets back I want to ask you
    something...... Did Benji say anything about what you two
    were doing that could have made you think he was unhappy
    about it? I mean did he give you any impression that he
    worried about it?" Mr. Lenny came about as close as he
    dared so not to upset her anymore then she was.
    	"No not really, He seems to like me changing his
    diapers," she said.
    	Tom leaned over close to her ear saying, "No, that is
    not what I meant. While the diaper was off and you .....
    you know, sort of tickled him, did it upset him?" Tom sat
    back into his chair.
    	"Don't think so. I guess he liked it..... he lets!"
    Donna stopped knowing she said too much already.
    	"And how about you?" Tom whispered.
    	I guess we both like it. I like to feel his bare skin
    with the palm of my hand. But I didn't mean to harm him, I
    just....! she started to cry again.
    	"I know, I know, it's Ok...... I am getting a better
    picture now," Tom smiled.
    	"Uncle Lenny, did you ever do anything when that girl
    played with you.... I mean, did you do something, too!"
    Donna glanced down the hall but not seeing Clara she
    continued, "Did you ever do anything with her?" She
    whispered.
    	What she asked took Tom back a bit. Getting his
    composure back he answered her.
    	"I think what is done in private should be private,
    Don't you?" Tom thought he may had opened a can of worms.
    	"I think I understand!" Donna sat quietly.
    	"No!... If I want you to be open, on top of the table
    so to speak, with me you should expect the same from me!"
    Tom sat closer to the edge of his seat so not to have to
    talk so loud.
    	"Yes, were together much like you and Benji!" Tom
    whispered.
    	"Maybe you shouldn't have told me. Are you sorry you
    told me?" She asked then quickly added, "I promise never to
    tell anyone!"
    	There was a moment of silence being broken by Clara
    shutting the bathroom door.
    	Tom sat back into his chair, "Maybe we can talk about
    this some other time, Ok!"
    	"Sure, I feel better already! Donna wiped her eyes.
    	"The boys are just fine, they are washing each other's
    backs, so guess they will get clean. I must have surprised
    them the way they jumped when I came in.!" Clara said as
    she sat down once more.
    	Clara looked first at Donna then over at her husband,
    "Everything alright?" she asked.
    	"Oh, sure, dear. We were just talking." Tom gave a
    nervous cough.
    	"Ya, it was very helpful, too. I am so lucky to have
    you to live with, thanks!" Donna was now sure that Uncle
    Lenny would be on her side.
    	"Donna, why don't you leave now and help the boys. We
    will be eating soon. I will give you a call." Clara
    instructed.
    	"OK." She headed for the bathroom only stopping off
    for a couple of clean diapers. She turned her head to look
    back at her Uncle. When she turned back down the hall she
    was smiling from ear to ear. "YES!" She threw the diapers
    in the air catching them then entered the bathroom.

    Part 69-- Donna's Problems

    	"Donna, why don't you leave now and help the boys. We
    will be eating soon. I will give you a call," Clara
    instructed.
    	"OK." She headed for the bathroom only stopping off
    for a couple of clean diapers. She turned her head to look
    back at her uncle. He smiled and threw her a kiss. When she
    turned back down the hall she was smiling from ear to ear.
    "Yes!" She threw the diapers in the air catching them then
    entered the bathroom.
    	"She seems to have recovered rather fast didn't she?"
    Clara asked Mr. Lenny.
    	"Yes she did, I think we had helped her in the right
    way, didn't you, dear?" Tom seemed rather proud of himself.
    	"I hope so. I know it is hard for a young girl like
    her to find herself nowadays. With so much sex on the TV
    and in the papers, too many places to get the wrong idea
    about it. There is really no substitute for the real thing,
    I always say." Clara gave no hint of embarrassment.
    	Mr. Lenny looked surprised, "Why, Darling, I did not
    know you were so open-minded about such things!"
    	"We never really had opportunity to talk about sex
    even between the two of us. If you get a little pushy you
    may find I know more then you think!" Clara came over to
    Mr. Lenny and sat down on his lap.
    	"Ho, Ho! My Little Lotus Blossom, are you one of those
    nice little babysitters a boy dreams about?" He whispered
    in her ear as he gave her several light kisses.
    	"Honey, I was known as Miss Mother's Helper of the
    year. And that ran five years in a row," she giggled while
    giving Tom a loving hand.
    	"Only five years.... what happen..... you got caught?"
    Tom joked.
    	"Maybe..... but I'm not talking!" Clara told Tom.
    "Little Tommy never complained!"
    	"Little Tommy was one of your early pets I presume?"
    Tom began to engage in petting his wife.
    	"That's right..... remind me to tell you all about it
    sometime," Clara answered.
    	"Now is a good time....! Tell me all about it. Start
    at the beginning." Tom was trying not to show too much
    interest but what his wife was telling him had set things
    in motion.
    	"You really want to know?" She teased him.
    	"Sure.... go ahead." Tom began to unbutton the blouse
    of his 120 pound wife.
    	"My, My but your becoming a big boy, Tommy Boy! If I
    affect you this much we better head for a more private
    location." Clara removed his roaming hand, "It's getting
    late, let's go to bed!"
    	"Whatever you say, my love." Tom picked his wife up
    and carried her into their bedroom.
    	"I got a terrific idea, if your willing to go along
    with it," Clara giggled.
    	"Oh boy lets have some fun!" Tom began to pet her more
    but she pulled back putting a finger to her lips. "Trust
    me!"
    	"We are going to play a game.... you be the little boy
    and I will be your baby sitter....!" Clara had never acted
    like this before and it almost frightened Tom.
    	"What you got in mind?" He asked.
    	 "We will play baby sitter until we can't stand it any
    longer, then we ....... do it, OK?"
    	"OK! What you want me to do?" Tom was ready to be
    teased.
    	Clara told Tom get all of his clothes off and lay on
    the bed, she would be right back. In a few minutes she
    returned with a large Depend diaper which she put on her
    husband. She was taking her time, stopping here and there
    teasing her big baby.
    	"That tickles!" Tom wiggled about. He reached for her
    but she would not let him.
    	 She said, "Play like you're a 10 year old boy, I'm
    your sitter and you must mind me. Stop being an adult and
    go along with me. Again she began to tease him as he laid
    in his diaper.
    	As the pretend game continued Tom was finding it
    harder to resist playing the adult part.
    	"No! No! you mustn't do that." Clara would slap his
    hands.
    	Tom began to settle down, being a 10 year old again.
    Somehow it felt rather good to him playing this role. Clara
    did all the doing while he just laid stretched out on the
    bed. It had been a long time since he had been able be
    child like and he was enjoying it.
    	She began to talk 'little boy talk' to him asking, "Is
    my little boy comfortable? Here, let me adjust your diaper,
    it looks crooked. Then she would proceed to mess around.
    Tom would wiggle and kick out his legs. He could hardly
    stand the stress that was building up.
    	For the next few minutes Tom was able to relive
    another time when his babysitter took advantage of the
    situation. As the game continued both of them played their
    roles to the best they could. Soon their passion for each
    other reach it's highest advantage which proved pleasing
    for both of them.
    	All too soon they completed the game which was giving
    them both lot of satisfaction. They soon collapsed from
    complete exhaustion.
    	The last thing Tom remembers is telling his wife she
    was one sexy baby sitter. She told him he was one fun baby,
    that she would love to baby sit again.
    	"Let's play more. Life is too serious to pass by the
    opportunity to be a child again." Tom leaned over his wife
    giving her a big kiss.
    	Some time in the night Clara woke up to find her
    husband laying on his back and still in the diaper she put
    on him. Quietly she got up tip toed to the table where she
    picked up their new digital camera. Taking several pictures
    she giggled as she crawled back into bed.
    	Meantime while all this was going on in the adult bed
    room, Donna continued to suffer with her own puberty
    problem. She had finished giving the boys their bath. She
    helped them get into their night time diapers, shut the
    lights off then headed for her room.
    	With her lights out she dropped on top of her bed. The
    thoughts of the day flooded her mind. She had been building
    up tensions all day long. Now she could not get to sleep.
    "How much more of this can I take?" She thought to herself.
    I wish I had told Aunt Clara how I really feel."
    	Donna was ready to reach out to anything that would
    give her some rest from all this struggling within.
    	"I know they must be playing, that was the bed hitting
    the wall. Sounds like they are bouncing on the bed," she
    thought to herself. Normally this would have brought a
    smile to her face but today she was in no mood to do so.
    Pouting, she walked towards the boys' room.
    	Carefully opening the boys door she observed them
    romping on top the bed. Usually walking in on the boys
    would bring enjoyment but now she felt envy. Lately Donna
    had been feeling the pain of being left out. It was as
    though time was slipping by -- without her.
    	Even now seeing the boys in only their diapers brought
    Donna little pleasure. It only left her feeling guilty.
    What she and Kevin did recently only increased her feelings
    of guilt. It had left her deeply depressed. She had not yet
    recognized her problem.
    	"How is it they can do it without feeling guilty,
    Why?" She stood at the boys' bedroom door for a moment. "No
    one cares about me, they get to do everything and I can't
    do anything." She justified her guilty feelings by blaming
    it on some one else. A true sign of growing up.
    	Donna quietly closed the boys door then tip-toed back
    to her room closing the door behind her. In the dark of her
    room she peeled off her clothing dropping naked on her bed.
    	"It's not fair," she pouted. "Everyone has someone and
    I am all alone." She was referring to Aunt and Uncle Lenny
    together in one room, then to Benji and Kevin in the other.
    She was aware of the games being played out in both rooms.
    	"I have sneaked around long enough now it is time I
    got to do what I want. Every one else can do it why can't
    I." She brooded over her situation. She vowed she would
    change all of that.
    	Still, feeling rather sorry for herself, Donna said,
    "Every one gets to have some fun but me, but I will see
    that gets changed." She reconfirmed the vow she just made
    to herself.
    	Somehow all this self-talk made her feel justified but
    did nothing to solve her problem. She still suffered the
    worst case of puberty-itis anyone ever had.
    	Even her own body was fighting against her. Every
    fiber of every cell was crying out for some loving care.
    Every system in her body was prepared and alert. But every
    thing was idle, all put on hold.
    	This would tax any adult to the limit.... but for a
    teenager it made her feel lousy. Hidden anger was building
    up... she was resenting the activity going on around her.
    	Donna was brought out of her daydreaming when Benji
    called out, "Donna! Donna!"
    	She was so surprised by the urgent call that she
    jumped up running out the door.
    	"What! What's wrong?!" Donna called out loud. She was
    completely out in the hall before realizing she was still
    naked.
    	Benji came running out the his door "Donna!
    Don........." He was not expecting to see his cousin in her
    birthday suit.
    	Donna was clearly shaken but unable to move. Try as
    she could, she just could not make it to her door in time.
    	Kevin stuck his head out the door, his jaw almost hit
    the floor. With a bright grin Kevin said, "Donna you're...
    naked!"
    	By this time the boys had walked over by her not
    knowing wither to laugh or what.
    	Donna could not make the door knob work, try as she
    did.
    	It was Uncle Lenny that opened their door wondering
    what all the commotion was all about.
    	By the time Aunt Clara had gotten into the hall Benji
    had managed to open Donna's door in which she rapidly
    disappeared slamming the door behind herself.
    	Out in the hall stood Uncle and Aunt Lenny and the two
    boys who were trying to talk all at once.
    	It was Aunt Clara that took control. She sent the boys
    back to their room where she learned that Benji had pooped
    his diaper and Kevin was sloppy wet.
    	Aunt Clara busied herself changing the boys while
    Uncle Lenny was trying to figure it all out.
    	Tom Lenny knocked upon Donna's door. "Go away!" was
    the call from a very frightened and embarrassed girl. "Just
    go away!" Then sounds of tears.
    	Again it was Aunt Clara that brought sanity back to
    the household. "Honey, just go back to bed, I will take
    care of this." Aunt Clara said as she carefully entered the
    girls room.
    	"What in the world has happened?" asked the most
    confused Mr. Lenny.
    	"Never you mind... I'll talk to you later, now get!"
    Clara shut the door then went over and sat on the bed next
    to Donna.

    Part 70-- Donna Gets Some Help

    	"What in the world has happened?" asked the most
    confused Mr. Lenny.
    	"Never you mind... I'll talk to you later, now get!"
    Clara shut the door then went over and sat on the bed next
    to Donna.
    	Donna was laying across the bed sobbing like her heart
    would break. "I'm sorry Aunt Clara, I didn't mean to cause
    so much trouble."
    	"Now, now dear.... you just tell me what happened. You
    know I will help you all I can." Aunt Clara rubbed lovingly
    over her back.
    	"I ran out in the hall when I heard Benji calling....
    I could not get the door open.... and I was naked.... he
    saw me... all of you saw me," Donna told her between sobs.
    	"Yes, we all saw that... but why didn't you put on
    your robe first?"
    	"I don't know...." Again Donna broke into tears.
    	"Well, never mind that for now. Tell me what has
    really been bothering you lately, you have been in a world
    of your own." Clara was calming her down by speaking in
    soft tones.
    	A few more sniffles then Donna sat up leaning against
    her Aunt. Clara put her arms around Donna, hugging her even
    closer.
    	"You know we love you.... you can tell us anything
    without any worry of rejection. Now please tell me." Clara
    and Donna sat in quiet for a few seconds.
    	"I just don't know where to start." Donna wiped her
    eyes.
    	Clara did not answer but began to slowly rock back and
    forth while Donna laid her head against her shoulder.
    	"I just feel so strange!" Donna said. "I feel like I
    don't belong." Again a few tears.
    	"Are you sick? You feel hot, do you have a fever?"
    Clara ran her hand over Donna's forehead.
    	"No! I'm alright.... It's just that you all have some
    one..... I feel so alone!" Donna came about as close as she
    could to the truth.
    	Before Clara could respond Donna continued, "You all
    have been so good to me, I feel so ashamed."
    	"Maybe we have been working you too hard. Maybe your
    doing too much, why don't you let me diaper the boys for
    awhile that will give you more time for yourself." Clara
    was looking for a way to help.
    	"OH NO! Aunt Clara, I want to diaper them, I really
    do!" she said this before thinking what it must have
    sounded like.
    	"Why don't you take a couple of days off then, I and
    Mr. Lenny will get along fine and the boys will have to
    pitch in around the house....." Clara said.
    	"Auntie Clara, I ..... I need to tell you something...
    its been bothering me. Please listen." Donna pleaded.
    	Donna proceeded to tell how she felt she could not do
    this and that. How she felt left out of what she believed
    to be important things. Of course she could not come right
    out with what was bothering her but she did make a start.
    	"Donna, I am aware you feel yourself denied of
    whatever it is you are trying to say and that you feel all
    alone even if you are not really alone at all. What I need
    to know is the exact thing or things you feel you are to
    deny yourself of having." Clara probed for more direct
    answers.
    	"Aunt Clara, can I just come out and say it? Will you
    promise not to be too mad at me?" Donna was now as close to
    telling deep secrets as she had ever been before.
    	"Of course, Dear! That is what I have been trying to
    tell you, no matter what is going on I will not be upset
    with you!" Clara promised.
    	Donna got up from the bed and put on her robe then sat
    in the chair by the bed. Aunt Clara sat with her feet
    dangling over the bed's edge waiting for Donna to begin.
    	"It all started last week when I was changing Benji's
    diaper. I guess I just came to realize that he is a
    boy........ I mean..... I know he is a boy but.... I can't
    seem to find the right word." Donna was a little frightened
    at the sound of her own voice.
    	"Yes, Benji is a boy, has been one since he was
    born..." Clara tried to humor her niece.
    	"Yes I know that, too.... It's just different now, I
    mean, I know he is a boy and I know Kevin is a boy
    but......" Donna tried to explain.
    	"But, somehow you have discovered that boys are more
    then mere boys. Is that what your trying to say?" Clara got
    a more clear picture now.
    	"Precisely! It was as they suddenly became more then
    just a boy, they were really boys! Ya know?" Donna was more
    relaxed now.
    	"I think it is because you're growing up, your
    beginning to see more then what is just before you. This
    will happen to many of your early ideas about things. One
    day you see just what is there and the next day suddenly
    there is much more before you then you first thought. Boys
    are taking on a different meaning for you now. Before when
    you would change diapers they represented a job you had to
    do. Suddenly they became objects that caused you funny
    feelings inside." Clara was zeroing in on the problem.
    	"Ya! That's it. I could change their diapers and saw
    them as boys that needed a changing. Nothing has really
    changed outside of myself but now inside I get all goosy.
    But why?" Donna began to see her problem but was filled
    with more questions.
    	"Perfectly natural, Sweetheart! You're becoming a
    woman. You are just beginning to catch up with your
    puberty." Clara reached out a hand toward Donna. Donna
    moved her chair closer to take a hold.
    	"Puberty?" she asked. "What does that have to do with
    it?"
    	"It means you are changing from a girl into a woman.
    You have started when you were 10 years old and it has been
    a gradual change up till now. Chemical actions and
    reactions within your body is causing new things to happen
    within you. One of these things is you are more aware of
    your sexual needs. It is a time when your body is telling
    you new things about yourself. In the case of the boys you
    have began to cross the line between innocence and
    knowing." Clara quietly instructed her.
    	"But I was always aware of boys, I know the
    differences!" She responded.
    	"I know, dear, but up till now you were only aware of
    the physical differences and that holds some excitement for
    you as well as for the boys. Have you noticed how boys will
    try to see up girls' legs or want to look at naked
    pictures? Girls don't have that much interest when they are
    younger but that could be due to the fact girls get more
    chances to babysit boys than boys babysitting girls.
    However, after puberty sets in causing the changes in your
    body you find yourself more interested in boys even if you
    do not yet understand why. All this new interest can cause
    much confusion. On one hand you are the same person you
    always were but on the other hand a new you wants to
    emerge. It is called the sex drive which to some girls
    becomes almost unbearable." Clara continued her
    instructions.
    	"You can say that again, unbearable is right. Aunt
    Clara, can this drive cause you to do something maybe you
    shouldn't do?" Donna wanted so much to tell her secret.
    	"Yes, many girls have let go, so to speak, wishing
    later they hadn't been so quick to act." Clara answered.
    	"Like having sex with a boy?" Donna shivered as she
    asked.
    	"I suppose. It depends what you call sex. This is a
    word that is misused much of the time. Sex can mean the
    category between what is male and female nothing more or
    less. Or it can mean the act of inter-exchanging between
    two people of either sex. One can have inter action with
    themselves. This is called masturbation." Clara explained.
    	"The boys do that, masturbate I mean." Donna did not
    mean for it to come out like it did but Clara did not seem
    be worried about it.
    	"I know. Boys usually experiment with themselves long
    before girls do. In fact some girls never had. Others only
    after had sex play with a boy or was taught by another
    girl."
    	"Is it alright for the Benji and Kevin to.... do
    that?" Donna asked with a little excitement in her voice.
    	"To answer you honestly I must say it would be hard to
    keep them from doing so. Your Uncle and I have been aware
    for some time that Kevin and Benji have been fooling with
    each other for some time now. This can and does lead toward
    some kind of sex experimenting. But is it alright? To a
    point I would suppose, but it still is a parent's
    reasonability to direct their child in the accepted ways.
    What is acceptable is debatable." The conversation was
    beginning to cause Clara some embarrassment.
    	"How far can they go? I mean, if you know they are
    doing it, how far would you allow them go before
    interfering?" Donna had something else in mind.
    	"I would, as a rule of the thumb, that if they are not
    bothering each other nor disturbing anyone else it would
    wise to say nothing. But if they go over the line we would
    need to take steps to curb the activity before it becomes a
    set pattern.
    	"What I am trying to say to you is, it is OK to
    experiment now and then. But we would need to deal it by
    making some limits for their own safety." The room fell
    into a dead silence for a few minutes.
    	"Aunt Clara, what would happen if it did go too far
    before you found out about it?" Donna almost whispered.
    	"I suppose your Uncle and I would have to talk it over
    and decide what to do. We would want the best for the boys
    and for you, also." Clara realized that she had not given
    much thought before but it could very well happen.
    	"Aunt Clara..... I......I got to tell someone......"
    Donna began to tear up again.
    	"Go ahead, dear, get it out.... you will feel much
    better if you would." Clara encouraged her.
    	"I.... I and Kevin did it." There was a much longer
    quiet or so it seemed for Donna.
    	"For some reason I am not too surprised..... but tell
    me, was it his idea or yours?" Clara got up off the bed and
    knelt down beside Donna which was now crying again.
    	"I'm not sure; mine I guess.... Oh Auntie Clara I was
    under so much pressure.... I just wanted to do it so badly.
    I tried not to, really I did, but I did it anyway." Donna
    held her hands over her face as she sobbed uncontrollably.
    	"What is done is done! I think you're giving yourself
    more punishment then anyone else could do for you." Clara
    consoled the best she could.
    	"Auntie Clara, I don't want to stay alone tonight!"
    Donna grabbed on to her Aunt's arm as if to keep her near.
    	Clara thought for a moment then told Donna she would
    not have to be alone tonight, "Let me go tell Mr. Lenny and
    I will right back."
    	"Oh must you tell him.... tonight?" Donna pleaded.
    	"I won't tell him what you told me but I must tell him
    I am going to stay with you tonight, he would be wondering
    what has happened to me." Clara pulled away.
    	"Hurry back!" Donna acting just like a child that woke
    from a nightmare.
    	"I will be right back, Honey then we can talk to as
    long as you want to." Clara left the room.