Excerpts from The Nether Land Journal

4/15: I awoke this morning to find that I had in fact wet the bed. There was a stain on the sheet as yellow as my hair. I had a hard believing this happening. I did not drink anything last night. I put in effort not to. I pulled off the sheet and took them downstairs to the drier.

My little sister caught me and as usual greeted me with "Soak another sheet Squirtle?"

I shrugged and passed by ignoring her chuckles. I went to the washing machine and put the sheet in. My mom walked in behind me.

"You wet the bed again?" she said in a voice of utter frustration.

"What am I supposed to do mom? I really can't just wake up, you remember how that alarm worked out"

"Heh... ten in 2 weeks and still wetting the bed. Perhaps I should get you diapers for your birthday"

My little sister then barged in as if on queue, "Bengi's wearing diapers!?"

"No you little twerp!" I shouted shaking a bit.

"Bengi, don't talk like that to your sister. At least she doesn't wet her bed like some baby"

After getting dressed, I had breakfast, consisting of a glass of Orange Juice and a Bowl of Coco Pebbles. I thought about what my mom said. The idea of diapers like I was some kind off baby, I haven't used them since I was 4. My sister would get a kick out of that as she was potty trained at two and has had an accident since she was three. But me at ten, how much embarrassment can one boy take?

At School I had trouble day Dreaming, I dreamt of being 2 again, in another world.

A little fairy came up to me. "My name is Tinkerbell, what's yours"

"Bengi"

"What brings you to Nether Land?"

"I was hoping you could Tell me"

"Nether Land is the place wher you can stay a child forever."

"Why would I want to Stay a Child forever?"

"I cant Tell you that, but only one who wants to be little can be here and is your diaper wet"

"What?"

"Are you wet Mr. Richardson?" came a very different voice, like that of my teacher. It was then I realized I had fallen asleep in class.

"You fell asleep and you looked so peaceful I thought I'd let you sleep"

"Why Thank you Mrs. Heckleson?"

"In fact you can take another nap in detention, but Right now go down to the nurse's office and try not to drip to much"

I was laughed out of the Classroom and the Nurse did not show much more sympathy as she pulled off my pants. I had to wear Mickey Mouse Underoos. The rest of the day in class consists of spit wads being shot at me and, "Bengis a Baby" comments. If only this was unusual, it would be a bad day or most likely week or two. But this was another all too common day.

After Detention Let out my mom was waiting with the usual look she had when I was going to get it.

"Well I see you embarrassed me again falling asleep in class getting detention and on top of that peeing your pants like a baby"

"I couldn't help it, the class was boring"

"So you Had to wet yourself too? Well this makes my next Decision So much easier!"

"And what would that be!?"

"You'll find out Soon enough!"

At home I was sent up to my room without dinner. My sister came a little later to torment me. She left after calling me a few names and talking to me in baby talk. And that pretty much wraps up the day.

4/29: Today was my birthday; finally I had reached the day where I had lived for what I learned in school was called a decade. My mom was real secretive about what my gifts were. There were quite a few of them, in big wrapped boxes, some quite large, one was about the size of a TV. "There was one so big I had no clue what it was, maybe it was a bike in a box."

Anyhow the morning routine and school day were quite normal. I didn't have an accident in class; I guess that was a gift from God. I got home and my Mom and sister had me sit at the table. They sang Happy Birthday and my sister brought me a wrapped package, the one I thought initially was a small TV. I held it, it felt heavy enough for a TV and Seemed like it was in a box.

"Well unwrap it" gabbed my little sister, so witch a motion I ripped off the wrapping revealing a 96 count case of Youth Attends Briefs.

"Happy Birthday Bengi" said my mom sarcastically. My little sister broke out in laughter unable to control herself.

"I can't believe you did this mom" I said angerly.

"Why, because you don't wet the bed nearly everynight, because you don't have a history of wetting in school? Well?"

I could say nothing, I had nothing to defend myself with. I was turning red.

"If you liked those gifts you'll love the rest"

One after one, I opened gifts, each one a toy for a toddler, an article of clothing, or baby supplies. Finally I got to the big gift, unwrapping it I found it was a crib. I found myself so angry that tears were coming down my cheeks and I also felt a warm feeling forming in my crotch.

"Mommy, it looks like Baby Bengi needs a change" said my little sister almost about to pee her own pants from laughing so hard.

"Shut up you little brat!" I said in retaliation.

"Or what? You'll pee on me?"

Surprisingly my mom was laughing too.

"I think your right Becky, baby does seem to be wet. Best get him in diapers"

I could not believe what I was hearing. I started to run toward the stairs but my sister was there to trip me I fell flat on my face. My mom picked me up and before I could say anything my mom stuck a big pacifier in my mouth. She laid me on a changing pad on the floor and she removed one of the briefs from the case. She pulled off my pants and underwear. She then powdered me and slid the diaper under my bottom and taped it up. I was humiliated especially since my sister was only inches away with a big dumb smile on her face. All I could do was suck on the pacifier looking stupid or expect worse to come as if it could be worse.

My mom then lifted me up and put me in a high chair, I surprisingly fit.

"Have to warm up your dinner Bengi." Said my mother still smiling annoyingly. My sister sat down beside me.

"Try not to leak on me" she said still having the game of her life milking this moment for all it was worth. I tried to respond but all that came out was gibberish so I spit out the pacifier.

"Enjoy it while you can runt, I'll get you back."

My mother came back to the table she carried a warm Baby Bottle of milk and some type of Gerber's Baby food. She insisted on making a big production of it feeding me like a baby. I dared not act out as that could only make things worse.

After she was done feeding me, she slid her hand in the side of the brief checking to see if I was wet. When she was satisfied I wasn't, She pulled off my shirt and tuck a tea shirt over my head. I was then lifted into the crib and my mom put a blanket over me.

"Get used to wearing them Bengi, you'll be wearing them at the very least for a year" For some reason I felt very tired and I passed out.

Again I found myself in that place again, there was Tinkerbell again. I found I felt different somehow, it was then I realized my hands were smaller and I then noticed I was wearing something, it was a diaper; it had all sorts of nursery prints. I then noticed there were other boys ranging from 2 to 8 years in age except for one, he appeared to be ten or older. Interestingly I noticed they all had a bulge.

"Welcome to Nether Land, My name is Peter Pan."

"Hey I have heard about you?" I said intrigued.

"Where?"

"Where I come from your famous"

"Really, where I come from I was not cared about so one they Tinkerbell came and brought me here."

"What about the others?"

"Reasons of their own, but we are all untied by one common interest"

"What might that be?"

"Never growing up!" came a shout from one of the other boys.

"Well, will see you round Bengi" said Peter.

"Wait, what do you mean? Where you going? How did you know my name?" I said as they were starting to fade away?

I then realized my legs were in the air and I felt something rubbing me in my private regions.

"Who were you talking to?" came a voice sounding like my mom.

"What the?"

"You must have been having a dream, anyway you were soaked so I'm putting another diaper on you so you don't flood the bed"

She finished diapering me, kissed me on the head, and left me alone. I then stared at the ceiling for about 15 minutes thinking of the dream. "How strange" I thought that I was having dreams about a little kid's story. After that drifted back off to sleep.

5/11 It’s been a while since I got to writing anything down but off and on the dreams have continued, and I continue to wear diapers as my mom said I would for a year at least. Being in diapers isn’t really that bad, I get teased some at school, but hey, I was teased for peeing my pants anyhow. Anyway it beats having to clean sheets.

Today when I got home from school, I found out my mom was going somewhere for the evening.

“Can I watch the baby mommy” my little sister said smugly.

“You’re not quite old enough for that sweetie and since your brother behaving like he is 3 years old I think the sitter will work out nicely”

I was mortified, a word I picked up in spelling class today, who’d have thinked you’d actually make use of the stuff you learn in that class. Anyway now I have to be diapered and changed by an older person I don’t know. Well the embarrassment can’t get much worse.

At 3 I got to meet the sitter. The horrible part was she wasn’t that much older. Only a couple of years older was how it looked anyhow. I found her with my mom and caught the end of a conversation.

“I have to do what with the older one?” she said looking at me as if I had just pooped myself then.

“Is it a problem?” my mother asked her.

“Nah, I have dealt with changes before, but oldest I had to deal with before was a 6 year old”

I walked out of the room, I felt like pain in my belly, I think it is called butterflies. There was this cute girl and she had to baby me. I felt really ashamed at this point, particularly since I hadn’t pooped yet today and probably would need to soon. Anyway I was a little wet, but not leaking on the carpet emergency wet.

A few moments latter my mom was heading out and the girl introduced herself to me and my sister, her name was Wendy. She pulled my pants down and reached in my crotch, while I blushed she seemed satisfied with my diapers condition. My sister cracked up as usual finding this the most amusing thing ever. Well the rest of the evening was pretty similar to others, we played some board games and then watched Some cartoons.

After that we had dinner. I then found I could not hold my poop back any longer. I went and with in seconds it was obvious what had happened, my sister laughed and Wendy took me out and laid me on the changing pad. She pulled off my pants and untaped the diaper.

“You do need these don’t you” she said sounding a bit shocked. I found myself unable to speak as I found what felt like a lump in my throat. So I shook my head up and down. She then proceeded to finish cleaning me, She then used a couple of cloth diapers on me and she pinned them up. She then pulled out a pair of plastic pants; I was embarrassed as it had nursery prints on it. My face had shame pasted on it so it seemed. She then put my pants back on. I stood up and found there was quite a bit of diaper between my legs. I had to waddle like a duck so I proceeded to sit in a chair to my mother came home.

As she left that evening, she said to my mom,

“You have some cute kids.”

Anyway after that it was time for me to go to bed, and my mom proceeded to take me there. She pulled off my clothes, checked my crotch, also was satisfied and put me in a sleeper and laid me in my crib. I drifted off to sleep.

That night I had the dream again, this time I found myself among the kids I was with before, They grabbed my hands and proceeded to drag me off somewhere.

“Where are we going?” I asked.

“We’re going off to introduce you to the mommy.”

“The who?”

Several feet later I was in front of a girl, she looked just like my baby sitter.

“Hi my name is Wendy”, she said smiling I then found myself peeing myself. I awoke in a wet diaper.

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