    "Bill" BY CODY MATTHEW JAMES III 2/8/05

    Chapter 15 CHRIS GETS A PART

    "Cathy, I didn't bring any trunks to wear." Chris said.

    "Don't worry Chris. I think we can find something for you to wear when
    we get to the apartment."

    It was almost four PM when we got back to the apartment. As we walked
    down the hallway, I pointed out apartment where Bill lives to Chris.
    After Cathy opened the door, I ran over to the answering machine and
    hit the play button.

    "Hi baby. I hope you are having a good day. I really miss you, and I
    love you baby." my mom said on the answering machine. I turned to see
    Chris standing there listening.

    "I wish I would get a call from my mom once in a while Scotty."

    I didn't know what to say to him.

    "Are you a good swimmer Chris?"

    "Yeah, I swim every chance I can. The home takes a trip once a week to
    the Y, and lets us swim for free."

    "Come on Scotty, I need to get you changed into your swimsuit." Cathy
    said.

    Cathy led the way to my bedroom, Chris and I followed her.

    "You sleep in a bed with rails?" Chris asked when he saw my bed.

    "Yeah. My mom said I was having bad nightmares, and almost fell out of
    bed a few times."

    "What is the changing pad for?"

    "Me. It makes it easier for my mom and Cathy to change me."

    "Lets get you changed Scotty." Cathy said as she took my tank top off
    of me.

    I climbed up onto the dresser, and sat on the edge. Cathy took my shoes
    and socks off me, then I laid back on the changing pad. She pulled my
    shorts down off me, then went into the bathroom to get my swim diaper.

    "Scotty, did you see all those guys faces at the field when they saw
    that you were wearing a diaper?" Chris asked.

    "Yeah, but they didn't say a word about it."

    "They probably didn't want to mess up their chance to be in the
    commercial."

    "I wonder if they will say anything tomorrow when they see me again."

    "If I were them I would." Chris said.

    "Cathy came back into my room carrying my swim diaper, and placed it on
    the dresser.

    "What's that?" Chris asked.

    "It's my swim suit, and Jordan makes them." I answered.

    "Actually it's a swim diaper Jordan wants Scotty to try, and tell them
    what he likes about them and doesn't like about it. That reminds me,
    Scotty, I set up a program on your mom's computer so you can write down
    the things about the products Jordan makes. It has all the pictures of
    the products, and a rating system for you to fill in. I'll show you how
    it works tomorrow before class."

    "Are you going to make me wear a swim diaper Cathy?" Chris asked.

    "No, but that's all I got from Bill. You can wear the pull-on swimmer,
    or the put-on swimmer Chris."

    "It looks like a Speedo diaper." Chris said.

    "The first time I wore a swim diaper, I wrapped a towel around my waist
    until I got into the water. Once you're in the water, it looks like
    your wearing a Speedo." I said to Chris.

    Cathy took out a red pull on swim diaper, and a blue Velcro swim diaper
    out of the plastic bag, and handed them to Chris.

    "I can help you get changed Chris, or you can get changed in the
    bathroom."

    "I think I'll change in the bathroom." he answered.

    Chris stood there and watched as Cathy pulled my plastic pants off of
    me, then she said, "We put this super diaper on you this morning about
    eight thirty, didn't I Scotty?"

    "A little after that, I think." I answered.

    "That means you have worn the super diaper about seven hours, and it
    looks like that is the limit of the wearability of it." she said as she
    pulled the wet diaper out from under me.

    I had a little erection after Cathy took the super diaper off of me,
    and I looked at Chris, and with the smile on his face, I knew he saw it
    too.

    Chris watched as Cathy placed the printed swim diaper under me, then
    she said, "You place the swimmer under him right in the middle Chris,
    then you pull the front up between his legs nice an snug, then you
    fasten the Velcro tabs to the front of the swim diaper, like this. Make
    sure the Velcro tapes are equal on both sides, and the waist is nice
    and snug. The belt goes thru the little loop on this side and you fold
    it over and attach it onto the Velcro on the front of the belt over
    here. Why don't you go and get dressed now Chris."

    "Chris went to the bathroom and closed the door. I lay there while
    Cathy put sun blocker on me. Every now and then, I could hear Chris in
    the bathroom, tearing the Velcro apart. I knew he was going to be
    wearing the Velcro swim diaper. As Cathy finished putting sun blocker
    on my legs, we heard the bathroom door open, and Chris walked into my
    room with a towel wrapped around his waist.

    "Decided to wear the Velcro swim diaper, huh Chris?" I asked him.

    "How did you know Scotty?"

    "I could hear you taking the Velcro apart in the bathroom."

    "I just thought I would give them a try in the pool. They feel weird on
    me."

    "Let me take a look at them to make sure they are on you right Chris."
    Cathy said.

    Chris opened the towel slowly, then Cathy unfastened the belt, and
    readjusted the Velcro tapes on each side, and then she ran the little
    belt thru the belt loop again, and fastened it to the Velcro on the
    front of the belt.

    "Does that feel better Chris?"

    "Yeah a little, but I'm used to wearing my board shorts to swim in."

    "You guys stay here while I go get changed." Cathy said.

    As Cathy went to the bathroom, Chris asked, "Why don't you wear that
    yellow Speedo I saw in the bathroom Scotty?"

    "Bill wants me to wear the Jordan products as much as possible. You can
    wear it Chris, if it will fit you."

    "I've never worn a Speedo before, and I don't think it would be big
    enough for any of the guys I live with." Chris said as he pushed me.

    "I saw the boner you had Chris when Cathy adjusted your swim diaper.
    Yours really gets big."

    "Do you think Cathy saw my boner Scotty?"

    "I know she did, but that's what I like about her. She doesn't
    embarrass you if you feel uncomfortable about it. She only teases you
    when you don't mind it."

    "These swim diapers don't feel that bad. They almost feel like my
    briefs I wear sometimes."

    "The swim diaper feels like I'm wearing my racer. The only difference I
    know is Cathy puts it on me like a diaper."

    Chris opened his towel a little, and looked at himself in the mirror.

    "Looks like your penis is going back to normal Chris." I said as I
    looked at his reflection in the mirror.

    "Yeah, I think I like the put on swim diaper better then the pull on
    swim diaper." Chris said as he took the towel off and checked himself
    out in the mirror.

    "Why?"

    "The pull on was red, and the Velcro swim diaper is blue. I don't like
    red too much, but I like blue."

    "If you want, I can get you a printed swim diaper like mine. How about
    little horseys?"

    "No way Scotty, the toy cars and trucks on your swim diaper look okay
    on you because your little, but if I wore something like that I'd die
    of embarrassment."

    "You guys ready to go swimming?" Cathy asked.

    Chris wrapped the towel around his waist quickly when he heard Cathy.

    "Cathy, why don't you call Chris and me animals?"

    "Because there's only one animal here, YOU Scotty!" Cathy said.

    "Scotty, do you mind wearing a towel around your waist, until we get in
    the water?" Chris asked me quietly as Cathy left the room.

    I walked to the hall closet and took out some towels for Cathy and me.
    After I handed her one, I wrapped my towel around my waist, and then we
    went to the swimming pool. Chris quickly took off his towel, then dove
    into the deep end of the pool. I took my towel off, and got into the
    pool in the shallow end. When Cathy was getting into the pool, Chris
    checked her out, from head to toe. Even though I couldn't see it, I
    knew Chris had a big boner.

    "Come on Scotty. Time for your swimming lesson." Cathy said.

    "What? Don't you know how to swim Scotty?" Chris asked.

    "Yeah, I know how to swim. Cathy is just teaching me how to swim better
    so I can sign up for the Olympics tomorrow Chris." I said, then I dog
    paddled around the shallow end while he watched.

    "I'll be graduating collage before you learn how to swim Scotty." Chris
    yelled to me as he swam towards the shallow end of the pool.

    Cathy picked me up, and as I sat on her arm, I yelled, "See Chris,
    being a non swimmer has it's…"

    Next thing I knew, I was sucking water. I shot back to the surface
    spitting out water out of my mouth.

    "See Scotty, being a non swimmer is hazardous to you health too!" Cathy
    said as she picked me up again.

    Chris was laughing so hard, he could barely keep himself afloat.

    "Okay Scotty, lesson one. Never try to breath while you are
    underwater!" Cathy said as she sat me back on her arm.

    She gave me a brief hug, then put me down in the water, then my
    swimming lesson began. Chris continued swimming in the deep end of the
    pool, while I learned how to flounder in the pool under Cathy's
    supervision. When my swimming lessons were over, Cathy, Chris, and I
    talked about the commercial Bill was making. I asked Cathy if Ricky was
    going to be in it, and she said that Bill already had him down as the
    batboy.

    It was almost five thirty when we got out of the pool. I dried myself
    off slowly while I watched Chris dry himself off carefully. He was
    drying his hair for the third time when I walked over to him, and said
    softly, "See Chris, you forgot that you were even wearing a swim
    diaper."

    Chris looked around quickly as he quickly wrapped the towel around his
    waist.

    "Yeah, I did forget until you reminded me Scotty. Is this what a Speedo
    swimsuit really feels like?"

    "Yeah except that the Speedo's are only pull ons, not Velcros."

    "Okay you guys lets go in so I can get Scotty changed into his super
    diaper."

    "But Cathy…"

    When I saw her hold up her spanking hand, I knew I'd better stop
    talking, or my butt would start hurting shortly.

    When we got back to my bedroom, Cathy took my swim diaper off me, and
    as I climbed up onto the changing pad, Chris said, "I'll go get changed
    in the bathroom."

    "Hold on for a few minutes Chris, until I'm done putting a super diaper
    on Scotty." Cathy said.

    "I'm not getting up on that dresser so you can take my swim diaper off
    of me." Chris said as he backed away from the dresser.

    "No. I just want to give you something before you get dressed." Cathy
    said as she slipped the super diaper under me.

    I raised my rear as Cathy sprinkled baby powder into her hand, and then
    she rub it all over my rear. I lowered my rear down on the super diaper
    as she sprinkled the baby powder onto my penis and crotch then she
    rubbed it in.

    "Does that stuff really work?" Chris asked.

    "Yes." Cathy and I said together.

    "It helps keep me from getting diaper rash."

    "And it keeps Scotty from smelling like pee." Cathy added.

    "I thought only babies got diaper rash." Chris said.

    "Just about anyone can get a rash down there Chris. If you have little
    wetting accidents, and you don't keep the area clean, you can get
    rashes too." Cathy explained as she pulled the super diaper up between
    my legs.

    Cathy snapped the rear of the diaper to the front, then she pulled the
    printed plastic pants over my feet, up my legs, and then over my super
    diaper. As I sat up on the dresser, she reached into the plastic bag
    and took out a school diaper, then said to Chris, I thought you might
    like to try out a school diaper, your size this time Chris. This way
    only you, Scotty, and I will know about it."

    Chris took the school diaper from Cathy, then he took the towel around
    his waist off and put it on the dresser, and then he went into the
    bathroom.

    Cathy put my tank top back on me, then I climbed down off the dresser.
    Cathy and I waited for Chris to come out of the bathroom. As I sat down
    on my bed, the bathroom door opened. Chris came back into my bedroom
    holding the school diaper in place, and said, "I can't get this thing
    on right."

    Cathy tapped the top of the changing pad, and Chris looked at her, and
    said, "I'm too big to get on the dresser."

    "Are you five foot six Chris?"

    "No, I'm five foot two."

    Cathy tapped the top of the dresser again, and after Chris looked at
    her, he let the school diaper fall to the floor, then he got up on the
    dresser quickly. Chris was turning red as he laid back on the changing
    pad, and slowly raised his rear, and then Cathy slipped the school
    diaper underneath him. I looked at his penis, and it was erect. Cathy
    sprinkled the baby powder onto her hand, and as Chris raised his rear,
    she rubbed it all over his butt. Chris turned more red when Cathy
    sprinkled the baby powder onto his penis and crotch.

    "Rub that in good Chris." Cathy said as she put the baby powder away in
    my dresser.

    As Chris rubbed the baby powder into his groin, his penis continued to
    grow. Even Matt's and Kyle's erections put together would not be this
    big, I thought to myself.

    "We got to relax you Chris, or we won't be able to get the diaper
    fastened on you right." Cathy said, referring to his erection.

    Chris's eyes bulged out when he heard Cathy say that.

    "What sports do you like Chris?" Cathy asked.

    "I…I like baseball…the most, and…and I'm good at football…too." Chris
    stuttered.

    Cathy stood there with her arms folded across her stomach while she
    asked Chris all kinds of questions. In a few minutes, Chris's penis was
    back to a normal size, but as soon as Cathy pulled the school diaper up
    between his legs, his penis was growing again. Cathy fastened the
    Velcro tapes to the front of Chris's diaper just in time.

    As Chris sat on the edge of the dresser, Cathy said, "I don't think
    I'll take you guys to McDonalds for dinner. How about some pizza
    instead?"

    "Yes." Chris and I said.

    Cathy left my room to place the order, then Chris said, "I thought she
    was going to…to…you know what I mean Scotty."

    "No, what are you talking about Chris?"

    "I'll tell you later Scotty."

    "What is it like having so much hair down there Chris? "

    "Yeah, I noticed that you don't have any hair there yet Scotty. I can't
    really say, it's just there."

    "See I told you Cathy wouldn't embarrass you if you had a boner Chris."

    Yeah, she was cool. If anyone else would have seen me, they would have
    joked and made fun of me."

    "Matt was the same way, until one night at my house when we had a
    sleepover, I went by the bathroom door, and I heard him saying over and
    over again, should I or shouldn't I. When my mom was putting a diaper
    on me that night in my bedroom, Matt walked in, totally naked, and
    asked my mom if she would put a diaper on him too. My mom said 'Sure,
    when I'm finished with Scotty'. Matt had an erection, and my mom didn't
    pay any attention to it, she just diapered him. After that, he was used
    to being diapered by my mom."

    "I thought I was going to die when Cathy saw my boner."

    "She's seen mine so many times I got used to it. How do you like the
    school diaper Chris?"

    "These school diapers don't really feel too bad." Chris said as he
    hopped off the dresser and looked at his diaper in the mirror.

    "If you want, I can get you some with little horseys on them, or maybe
    I'll get you some with Winnie the Pooh on them, or maybe…"

    "Your dead meat Scotty." Chris said as he jumped onto my bed and pinned
    me down.

    "If you don't like Pooh, how about Big Bird. Sure, I'll get you Big
    Bird instead of Pooh." I said laughing.

    Chris drove his fingers into the side of my ribs, tickling me as hard
    as he could.

    "What, you don't like Big Bird. How bout…"

    "Hi baby, I'm home…oh." my mom said as she entered my bedroom.

    Chris froze, and stared at my mom, as she looked at him.

    "Hi Chris. Teaching Scotty some manners?" my mom asked.

    "I was just…" Chris muttered

    "Carry on guys. Dinner will be here in about fifteen minutes." my mom
    said as she left.

    "She saw me in a diaper." Chris said as he kept me pinned down on my
    bed.

    "So? She's seen Matt and Kyle in diapers lots of times…So you don't
    like Big Bird, how about little lambs. You would look good in those
    Chris." I said to tease him, and then the wrestling continued.

    "Chris, Scotty, pizza is here." Cathy said from the living room.

    Chris got off my bed, and headed towards the bathroom.

    "Where you going big dude." I said to Chris.

    "I want to get dressed before I eat."

    "Why?"

    "I don't want your mom to see me like this Scotty."

    "She's cool, besides she's already seen you Chris."

    Chris reluctantly followed me into the living room. The pizza was
    sitting on the coffee table with the paper plates. Cathy, and my mom
    were sitting on the couch.

    "Mom, this is Chris, the guy who harassed me at the zoo meeting."

    "Hi Chris. Cathy told me you got a part in Bill's commercial."

    "Yeah, I get to play second baseman." Chris said sheepishly.

    "You will keep Scotty inline for me wont you Chris?"

    "Yes, I guess so Mrs. McCormick."

    "Come on Chris, let's go get a soda and eat before Cathy finishes off
    the pizza." I said.

    We went to the fridge, and I opened the door, and said, "What do you
    want Chris, Orange, Coke, or lemon lime?"

    "When I looked down at the shelf in the fridge, I saw the Pedisure
    there, and my baby bottle sitting beside it. I turned and looked at
    Chris, and I knew he saw it too.

    "Coke sounds good." Chris said as he reached down on the shelf and got
    one. I grabbed a soda, and closed the refrigerator door quickly.

    "Do you drink that stuff Scotty?"

    "What stuff?"

    "The Pedisure on the shelf, next to the baby bottle."

    "Ah, Cathy bought that."

    "For you Scotty?"

    I didn't know what to say now. Chris was standing there looking me in
    my eyes. I knew if I told him a lie, he would know it.

    "Yeah, Cathy bought it for me. She said it would help me gain weight at
    night if I drank it."

    "There's six guys in my house that suck on baby bottles at night. Mrs.
    Cutter said it's better to plug the hole, then listen to them cry all
    night long because they miss their parents."

    "You suck a baby bottle at night Chris?"

    "Sometimes, when I'm on a downer, Mrs. Cutter sneaks a bottle in to me,
    when the other boys are asleep in my room.

    "How many boys sleep in your room?"

    "There are three other guys in my room."

    "Any of them wet the bed?"

    "Yeah, Marcos, and Jerome. They are eight years old."

    'You guys better get in here before Cathy scarfs down all the pizza. I
    think her mouth is possessed by Ricky."

    Chris and I went back into the living room, and when I looked at the
    pizza, there was three quarters of it left.

    "Looks like there is enough left for me…and maybe Chris." I said.

    "You know Cathy, maybe we should have an eat off between Ricky and my
    baby to see who can eat more."

    "MOM!" I whined.

    "I think baby would win Mrs. McCormick. His mouth is bigger." Chris
    said

    "MOM!" I whined again

    "I remember putting Scotty in his playpen when he was three or four
    years old, and he was wearing shoes. When I checked on him later, one
    of his shoes had mysteriously disappeared, and Scotty wasn't hungry for
    lunch."

    "MOM!"

    Chris and I decided to have an eat-off, and after I finished my third
    piece of pizza, I was full. Chris continued eating until his sixth
    piece was history, then Chris lay back on the floor. He looked so
    contented lying there, and I guess he had gotten used to wearing a
    diaper in front of my mom and Cathy.

    "I need to go to the bathroom." Chris said as he sat up slowly.

    "You know where it is." I said.

    As he got up to go to the bathroom, I got up too, saying, "I'd better
    show you how to unfasten your diaper so it's easy to put back on Chris.

    He stood there for a moment looking at me, then we went to the bathroom
    together.

    I showed him how to undo the top tape on his school diaper, and told
    Chris to leave the lower one fastened, so it would be easier to fasten
    the diaper closed again. When I left, Chris closed the bathroom door.

    "Mommy, will you let Chris sleepover so he doesn't have to go back to
    the boys home tonight?"

    "I'm sorry baby, but I think I would have to talk to his counselor
    first, and it's to late tonight to do that."

    "Come on Scotty. Let's get you cleaned up, and you can go with me when
    I take Chris home." Cathy said

    "Can I mommy?"

    "Sure, baby."

    Cathy took me into my room, took out a baby wipe, and cleaned my hands
    and face. When she was done, she held my shorts down, and I stepped
    into them.

    "Shoes Scotty?"

    "No, the concrete should be cooler by now." I said.

    "Cathy, do you have something I can put these in so I can take them
    home?" Chris asked as he came into my room dressed, and held out his
    boxer shorts.

    "Here Chris, you can put them in this plastic bag, and there are a few
    more school diapers in there in case you need them Chris."

    Chris took the plastic bag, and put his boxer shorts inside, paused for
    a moment looking at Cathy, then he gave her a soft kiss on her cheek.

    "Watch it big dude, she's MY sitter." I said to Chris.

    Cathy giggled, then Chris punched me lightly in my arm.

    "Did you hang up your swimsuit Chris?" Cathy asked.

    "Yeah, right beside Scotty's on the drying rack."

    "You guys go into the living room and help clean up the plates. I'll be
    out in a minute after I get changed." Cathy said.

    "I thought you were going to drive me home like that Cathy."

    "What, me, in my swimsuit, and taking you home Chris?"

    "Yeah…the guys at the home would love it." Chris answered.

    "Reel that tongue back into your mouth Chris. I'll be out in a minute."

    Chris and I went back to the living room and helped my mom clean up the
    paper plates, and soda cans.

    "Are you anima…guys ready to go." Cathy asked.

    "Say it Cathy, ANIMALS." I said

    "Okay Scotty you animal, let's go."

    Chris and I raced out the door, then I stopped and ran back into the
    apartment to give my mom a kiss. Cathy and I walked out to the S.U.V.

    After I was strapped into my car seat, Chris sat down beside me and
    fastened his seat belt. Chris and I talked about the commercial, and
    school as we drove to the boys home. Cathy pulled into the small fenced
    parking lot, then parked the S.U.V. Chris reached down and unfastened
    my car seat harness for me. After we got out, I looked around the
    grounds, and all the two story houses looked alike, and they were all
    on the same lot.

    "What's that building over there Chris?" I asked, pointing to a large
    single story building.

    "That's the dining hall Scotty. Over there is the main office, and that
    building over there is the recreation hall. The swimming pool is on the
    other side of it."

    "We better let Mrs. Cutter know your back Chris." Cathy said.

    We walked up the path to the third house, then up the stairs to the
    front door. Chris opened the door for us, and as we entered, we saw the
    other boys sitting on the couch and chairs watching TV. When the door
    closed behind us, most of the boys turned, and looked at Cathy and me.

    "Hey Tommy, where's Mrs…I mean mom?"

    "She's in the laundry room…Chris, you get a part in that commercial?"

    "Yeah, I play second baseman." Chris said as he hurried down the
    hallway.

    I looked back towards the boys watching TV, and they were checking me
    and Cathy out. As I looked at their faces, a lot of them were glum,
    their eyes barely moving as they stared at us. A few of the older boys
    returned to watching TV, but a few of the younger boys continued
    looking at me and Cathy. As I glanced in their direction, a splash of
    light bounced off of a boys legs. As I looked at him, I saw he was
    wearing braces on his legs. I looked into the little boys eyes, and he
    looked scarred. I couldn't help staring into his eyes, as he looked
    into mine.

    "Scotty…Scotty" Chris said

    I turned to see Chris standing there with Mrs. Cutter.

    "Scotty, this is my house parent, Mrs. Cutter." Chris said

    I looked up to see a thin middle-aged woman with black and gray hair
    standing there. I extended my hand, and she shook it.

    "Nice to meet you Scotty, and good to see you again Cathy. I hope you
    didn't have any trouble with Chris today." Mrs. Cutter said.

    "No Chris was an angel today. I wish Scotty would imitate him."

    "It's almost seven o'clock Chris. Why don't you take Scotty up to your
    room and show it to him. I need to talk to Cathy for a few minutes."

    Chris grabbed my hand and led me up the stairs to his bedroom. When we
    entered his room, the first thing I saw was all the posters of baseball
    players on the walls. As I looked at the posters, I said joking, "Looks
    like you want to be a soccer player when you grow up Chris."

    "Nope, I'm going to be the first baseman for the Dodgers."

    I looked at the four beds in the room, and the two large dressers
    opposite of them. As I looked around, I didn't see any toys strewn on
    the floor, like I was used to seeing over at Matt's house. As I sat
    down on a bed, I asked Chris about the kid wearing braces on his legs.
    Chris said his name is Marcos, and he had only been at the home a few
    weeks.

    "Why is he wearing braces on his legs Chris?"

    "From what I heard my house mother say, his mom beat him all the time
    since he was born. His legs where broken a few times, and now he needs
    the braces to walk."

    "So Marcos sleeps in your room Chris?"

    "Yeah, on the bed over there." Chris said as he put the school diapers
    in the plastic bag into the dresser drawer.

    "Is he one of the guys who wets his bed?"

    "Well, he really wets all the time and wears diapers for it." Chris
    said.

    "Does he like to play baseball like you Chris?"

    "No, he just watches TV all the time."

    "Chris…Cathy is ready to go." Mrs. Cutter yelled up the stairs.

    Chris and I went back down the stairs, Cathy and Mrs. Cutter were
    waiting for us.

    "Chris, be a gentleman and walk Cathy and Scotty back to their car."
    Mrs. Cutter said.

    As I was leaving, I looked over my shoulder at Marcos, and his big
    brown eyes were staring back at me.

    Chris walked us back to the S.U.V., and after Cathy had me strapped
    into my car seat, he gave her a little kiss on her cheek, then slowly
    walked back to his house.

    The ride home was mostly quiet. I stared out the window at parents
    walking on the sidewalks with their little kids in hand, and I thought
    about Marcos.

    As Cathy parked the S.U.V. in the carport, she said, "You were very
    quiet on the way home Scotty. What's the matter?"

    "Nothing, I was just thinking."

    "Thinking about what?"

    "Oh, nothing."

    "Grab that bag behind you Scotty, before you get out will you?"

    I reached into the back seat and picked up the bag before I got out of
    the S.U.V. Cathy and I walked back to the apartment, and my mom opened
    the door as we got there.

    "Scotty, let me get something out of the bag, and the rest of it is
    yours." Cathy said as she took out the packages of panty hose.

    I sat the bag down on the floor, reached into it, and took out a big
    white teddy bear.

    "Scotty, I thought you could use him to sleep with when Ricky isn't
    here on a sleepover." Cathy said.

    I looked at the teddy bear in my hands, and realized it was almost half
    my size. I put the teddy down and gave Cathy a big hug, and a little
    kiss.

    "You sleep good tonight Scotty." Cathy said as she left the apartment
    to go home.

    "I hope that teddy helps you sleep better tonight baby." my mom said as
    we walked into my bedroom.

    I sat the teddy bear on my bed, then climbed up onto the dresser.

    "How about wearing a regular diaper tonight Scotty, not one of those
    super diapers." my mom asked as she took my tank top, and shorts off
    me.

    "Which one?"

    "How about Pampers with a doubler?"

    "Okay."

    She took a Pampers diaper out of the drawer, placed a cloth diaper into
    it, and then slipped it under me. After she powdered my front and rear,
    she pulled the diaper up between my legs and taped it together. She
    took out a pair of plastic pants and put them on me.

    "Want to stay up an extra half hour tonight baby?"

    "Sure." I said as I hoped off the dresser, and went into the living
    room.

    When my mom sat down on the couch, I rested my head against her
    shoulder.

    "Mommy?"

    "What Scotty?"

    "Why do parents beat their kids?"

    "What are you talking about Scotty?" my mom asked as she looked me in
    the eyes.

    "When Cathy took Chris back to the boys home, there was a little boy
    there with leg braces on watching TV. I asked Chris about his braces,
    and Chris said he needs them to walk. Chris said his mom beat him all
    the time since he was born."

    "Are you sure Chris wasn't making up a story baby?"

    "That little kid was scared. He stared at me the whole time I was
    there, and I couldn't help but stare back."

    "I don't know why baby." my mom said as she pulled me closer to her.

    We watched TV until it was time to go to bed. I went into my room, and
    my mommy followed a minute later with my baby bottle filled with
    Pedisure. I got into bed, and pulled the teddy bear over to me.

    "Mommy, feel this." I said as I held my hand over the teddy bears
    chest.

    She put her hand on the teddy bear, and then said, "Feels like your new
    teddy bear has a heart."

    I placed my ear on the teddy's chest, and it was beating. My mommy put
    the baby bottle nipple in my mouth, and read to me from the Hardy Boys
    mystery book, until I fell asleep.

    "MOMMY! MOMMY! MOMMY!"

    "What is it baby?" my mommy said as she ran into my room.

    "I'm scared!" I said as she picked me up.

    "Did you have another nightmare baby?"

    "Ricky…Ricky was hit by a car!" I said as tears streamed down my face.

    "NO baby. It was just a bad dream. Ricky is okay sweetheart." my mom
    said as she rocked me back and forth in her arms.

    As my tears subsided, I looked down at the covers on my bed, and they
    were a mess. My new teddy bear was on the floor, and my sheets on my
    bed were wet.

    "Are you okay now baby?" my mommy asked as she brushed the hair out of
    my eyes

    I shook my head yes.

    "It looks like we need to make a midnight diaper change on you baby…and
    your bed." she said as she sat me back down on my bed.

    While my mommy striped my bed, I went and got some more sheets. I
    helped her change my bedding, then she changed my soaked diaper.

    I climbed back into bed, and my mommy stayed with me until I went back
    to sleep.

    END OF CHAPTER 15

`Chapter 16 BAD DREAMS`