    FELIX

    SUMMARY

    10-year-old Felix finds it hard to have a normal life with all the
    pressure of the world on him, so he decides to take a different path on
    his emotions...

    STORY

    Chapter 1

    Felix, 10, his mother, father, and 9-year-old brother Chris were one of
    those very athletic families. Felix played basketball and football for
    Scattsmen Middle School. He was very good for his age and everyone knew
    it, but his dad loved it. He showed Felix off to anyone that he came
    across. His father not only showed him off but also pressured him to be
    the best, and failure was just not an option.

    Felix hated being the best. He wished he could quit, but his father
    would never let him live it down. One night Felix was having a bad
    dream and woke up very startled. The first thing he realized when he
    got up was that he had wet the bed. He was so scared, he had never wet
    the bed before, so he sat upon his bed wondering what he should do and
    the first thing he thought of was "mom". If his dad found out he would
    be too angry for Felix to even think about.

    He quietly crept up to his parents’ bed and shook his mom, very careful
    to not wake his dad. "What is it, honey?" she said half awake.

    "I had a bad dream and umm...wet the bed" Felix said a little scared.
    Also knowing his father would be upset she quietly led Felix back to
    his room. After changing the sheets, she tucked Felix in and said, "if
    you ever need anything I'm always here." she left the room and Felix
    fell asleep.

    For weeks Felix went on wetting his bed almost every night, when his
    mother just got fed up with doing the laundry every or every other day.
    One day his dad went on a business trip, and his brother was at a
    birthday party. When it was time for bed his mom came in and sat down
    on the bed next to Felix.

    "Honey, we need to talk," she started; Felix nodded his head as she
    began. "This wetting problem is very hard on me. I can’t be having to
    do the laundry every day." she paused as she saw the look on Felix's
    face go numb and continued.

    "I’m sorry, Honey, but we have to solve this issue, so I came up with a
    solution." she left the room and came back with a big box of Pampers
    Convertibles. His face turned pale like he was dead.

    "I bought these for you, if you want you can just pull them up like
    underwear or I can help you put them on..." She could see the tears
    about to roll out of his eyes, so she put down the box and hugged him
    as he cried on her shoulder.

    After some time he stopped crying and just stared at the box like he
    had never seen diapers before.

    "Do I have to wear them all the time?" he asked with a stutter in his
    voice.

    "Only if you need, or want to." He looked at the box again and asked if
    he had to wear one today. His mom didn't wait; she just said yes. He
    looked at her a while then spoke up:

    "Can you help me put them on?"

    She looked at him a little surprised and humbly said yes. His mom took
    the covers of his bed and went for his pants, she took them down, next
    cam his boxers, and Felix blushed and tried to cover himself.

    "I used to give you baths two years ago; I know what it looks like."

    He knew she was right and took his hands away from his privates. She
    opened the box of Pampers and took out a diaper and some powder she had
    bought from the store. She first sprinkled a bit of baby powder on and
    lifted his legs.

    "Lift your butt,” She said in a little playful mood. Then she put the
    diaper under him and put his legs down. As she was taping the sides
    Felix noticed the little Barney strip that was on the diaper, and
    remembered the times when he used to cry when anyone changed Barney on
    the television. When she was all done she commented on how cute he
    looked. Felix immediately blushed and shrugged it off.

    "Since it isn't a school night how about a late night movie?"

    He smiled and said, "I would love that." So he got up and tried to put
    on some pants but none of them would fit so his mom just said that he
    could go like that since no one was home at the time. As they were
    watching the movie he had a sudden urge to pee so he looked at his mom
    and said, "I need to go to the bathroom."

    His mom looked at him for a second and then answered, "you have a
    diaper on, why not use it?" She had a point so he just figured he'd
    wait until bedtime. But while watching the move he noticed a stream of
    pee filling his diaper. His mom looked at him and got up out of his
    site, when she came back she was holding a diaper and baby powder.

    "Lie down on the floor and I'll change your diaper." He looked down at
    his filled diaper and got up off of the couch on to the floor. His
    mother quickly changed his diaper and playfully patted his butt. He
    blushed for a second. His mother then asked him if he wanted to lie on
    her lap. It took him a second and then gave in to his mothers warmth
    and laid down on her lap. When he was almost asleep his mom gave him a
    pat on his diaper as said "go to sleep baby" in a hushed voice....

    Chapter 2

    The next morning Felix woke up surprised. This was the first time in
    months that he woke up in a dry bed, but when he looked down he saw the
    diaper he had on was almost soaked through. He sat there until his mom
    came in because this was probably the first time she hadn't woken up to
    him tugging on her shoulder, asking to change his sheets. After a while
    his mom came into his room and smiled.

    "See! Your bed isn't wet, lets just check your diaper." she took both
    sides of the blanket and tugged, making it fall off his bed.

    "Seems like you wet quite a bit there; let’s get you out of your diaper
    so you don't get a rash." She changed his diaper and pulled out another
    from the box.

    "I thought they were only for the nighttime," he asked indirectly.

    "That’s up to you, hon, if you don't want to wear one now you don't
    have to, but since your dad and brother are not going to be home until
    tomorrow, well, I thought you wouldn't mind."

    She held up the diaper as if to ask him if he wanted to wear them. He
    paused for a minute and then hesitated and said okay. His mom had him
    quickly powdered and diapered, and off to have breakfast in no time.
    When he sat down his mom got him a bowl, milk, and cereal, he did the
    rest. Felix was an extremely fast eater but that always created a big
    mess and he usually had more cereal on his face then in his stomach.
    His mom quickly got a napkin and wiped his face when he was done,
    without even the slightest protest by Felix. Felix loved being
    pampered, he loved… well he loved the love and the comfort that he got
    from so much attention.

    When she was done wiping his face, he got up and went to the living
    room to watch television. He flipped through the channels but nothing
    was on, only some daytime Court TV and Barney. He was still flipping
    through the channels when his mom came in and snatched the remote right
    out of his hands.

    "So, what's on?" she asked with a playful look in her eyes.

    "Nothing really just people talking about how one guy crashed into
    another guy’s car and now they’re in court to do something." Felix had
    no clue what he just said as did his mother so she flipped through the
    channels.

    "Hey, look," she pointed at the screen with Barney on it. "We used to
    watch this together when you were just a little boy." He gave her a
    weird look and grabbed a seat next to the couch.

    They watched TV for several hours, "I think its time for you to take a
    nap,” she said after looking at him half asleep. "But mom, I'm way too
    old for a nap," Felix replied. "I'm sorry honey, but I will have to
    disagree with you there. Your father and I take naps all the time to
    get enough strength to battle out the next day with an adequate amount
    of sleep each night. Not to mention that you saw a late movie last
    night." He new she was right, heck she was always right.

    Felix had a race upstairs with his mom, and as usual he won. She them
    laid him on the bed and took his wet diaper off. She took a wipe and
    cleaned his diaper area, she then lifted his butt and sprinkled baby
    powder all over his diaper groin and butt, after she took two diapers
    out of the box, "it almost leaked last time I want you to give two
    diapers a try" she then fastened one, then the other diaper on and left
    him in his room to dream.

    Felix dreamt about his mom diapering him and treating him like a baby.
    He dreamt how she would put him in a high chair and then stroll him
    around town in his new stroller. When his mom tugged on him to wake up
    he just wished he had never woken up out of his wonderful dream. Half
    asleep, she changed his diaper and put him in two more diapers.

    "Thank god we put you in two, or you might have just leaked on the
    bed." He blushed and fell right back asleep only to find his mom
    tugging on him again telling him she didn't want him to sleep too long,
    because his sleeping pattern might fall apart.

    Without any oblige from Felix she picked him up as if he were just like
    a real baby and sat him in the kitchen chair. By the time she got there
    he was almost fully awake but he couldn't really move. It was like his
    body was numb from sleeping for so long. She put down a plate of
    spaghetti and gave him a fork. After a while of not eating from being
    so wiped out, his mom took the fork and said, "Open up, Felix." He
    didn't know what to do so he just opened his moth without protest.
    After spoon-feeding her son she quickly cleaned his face and went to do
    the dishes. By this time he was fully awake and could move. His mom
    slipped her hand into his diaper and proclaimed it was wet and told him
    to go to his room, and she would be up there in a minute. Because he
    was wearing two diapers he didn't walk up the stairs he waddled like a
    little toddler.

    When his mom came in she was holding a bottle of lotion and a glass of
    water. Felix just looked at her with the same puzzled look she gave
    him.

    "I think we need to talk about what we are going to tell dad and
    Chris." She looked at the box of diapers for a moment, then snapped
    back into reality.

    "We can’t just hide this from them forever; they are going to realize
    something is up, so its better to just tell them sooner, rather then
    later."

    She looked back at her son, realizing, by the distressing look in his
    eyes that he didn't find this idea very delightful. She continued, "I'm
    sorry, Honey, but we just can't keep a thing like this from them; trust
    me, they will find out one way or another. It’s just better for you to
    tell them, then them finding a wet diaper in the trash."

    She started to take out two diapers from the box.

    "Can you tell them, I really don't want to; I would be too scared. And
    what if Chris makes fun of me? I could never live that down."

    Felix started to cry and burrowed into his bed.

    "Don't worry about Chris. I’ll take care of him, but I think you should
    tell your father; he deserves to hear it from you," she replied with a
    sigh.

    "Mom, you know how dad is, he'll hate me forever." His mother stopped
    him there.

    "We’re your parents, we will love you no matter what you do. Many kids
    have to wear diapers for wetting; don't feel alone, as I said before,
    if you have anything you would like to talk to me about, I'm always
    free." After a quick pause Felix's mother announced that it was time
    for bed. She put the two diapers on him and kissed him on the forehead.

    "Just don't worry about it too much, its not the end of the world, just
    a minor setback. Everything will turn out fine in the end, and in ten
    years you'll look back at this and laugh." She gave him a smile and
    wished him happy dreams. He lay back in bed, "If only it was as easy as
    she gave it out to be." He quickly fell asleep and dreamt of the day
    ahead.

    Chapter 3

    The next morning Felix got woken up by his mom changing his soaked and
    soiled diaper.

    "It looks like someone really needed the double diapers.” Felix blushed
    and looked away.

    "How could I do something like that without even waking up?" he thought
    to himself, stunned with how much of a baby he is turning into.

    "So, did you think of what you’re going to tell dad?" she asked in a
    weird sort of way, half playing around, half serious.

    "Yah, I think I have. I hope he won't be as mad as I think he will
    be..." he said drifting off into his parallel universe.

    “Don't worry about it. I will talk to him after you do to reassure him
    that your ‘little problem’ isn't serious," she said, trying to comfort
    him.

    After changing his diaper she took Felix downstairs by hand since his
    diapers made it hard for him to walk normally. On the way down he must
    have fallen on his butt about five times before his mom allowed him to
    crawl to the kitchen. She commented on how cute he looked crawling in
    his diaper with his bum sticking out into the air, but didn't tease him
    too much. When he got to the kitchen he sat down on one of the chairs
    while his mom brought the cereal. She quickly put a napkin in his
    shirt.

    "Do you want me to feed you like I did yesterday?" she asked in a non-
    mocking voice. He said okay and she started spoon-feeding him like a
    two year old. After she finished feeding her son she wiped up his face
    and told him she would be right back. She then put the dishes into the
    dishwasher and picked Felix up from his chair. She then sat on the
    couch with Felix by her side and flipped on Barney and started watching
    it. Felix got very into it and even sang the end theme song when it was
    over.

    After about four episodes of the show Felix was fast asleep on the
    couch. His mom went into his room and grabbed a blanket from in the
    closet and covered him when she came back. Soon enough his Chris came
    home. He looked at Felix for a second and when he saw he was asleep, he
    didn't notice that his older brother was wearing diapers under the
    blanket; he just went into his mother's room to talk about the party.

    "Mommy, I'm home," he said as his mom put down the book she was
    reading.

    "We need to talk." They spoke about Felix's problem and how she put
    Felix back into diapers.

    "Now listen, I don't want you teasing your brother for being in
    diapers. You’re now the older one it the family-- act like it. You will
    have to start changing Felix's diaper whenever he needs it, got that?"
    she asked with a serious look in her face.

    "Yes ma'am," he replied and left with a smirk on his face.

    Chris walked back to the living room with a happy tune, his older
    brother, the one who always got all the attention, was now a little
    baby in diapers. Chris walked up to where Felix had been sleeping and
    tugged on his shoulder.

    "Wake up, sleepyhead," he said in a little mocking voice. Felix
    immediately opened his eyes to the sound of his brother’s voice.

    Acting like he just woken up from dozing off he replied, "Hey Chris,
    how was the party?"

    Felix was now really scared, and what was worse was that you could see
    it in his eyes.

    "Don't worry, little Felix, I know all about ‘your little problem’."
    Felix wasn't that's surprised; his mom always meant what she said.

    They both stared at each other, not knowing what to say when Chris
    broke the silence.

    "Do you need your diaper changed?" Without knowing how to react he said
    no, even though he was.

    "Let's just see about that one, baby,” his younger brother said as he
    pulled off the blanket, exposing Felix's wet baby diaper in clear view
    for Chris to see. Chris then stuck two fingers into his older brother's
    diaper and confirmed it was wet.

    "See, baby, you can't hide anything from me,” Chris said in a babyish
    tone.

    "I'm not a baby!" Felix said angrily.

    "What do baby's wear because they cant use the bathroom?" Chris asked
    in a mocking way.

    "...a ...umm, diaper," Felix said.

    "And what are you wearing, Felix?"

    Felix replied "diaper" underneath his breath.

    "Okay, now that we settled that, let’s go change your diaper, baby."

    Felix couldn't argue. He knew that he'd been beaten, so he followed his
    younger brother up stairs to his room.

    "Okay, baby, lets get you in a fresh diaper.” Remembering what his mom
    told him, he quickly powdered and diapered his older brother.

    "All done, baby. Let's go play outside in the backyard.”

    Felix agreed since there was a back door in his house that led to the
    fenced backyard.

    When they reached the backyard Chris had some ideas for his new baby
    brother. There family never cleaned out all the baby things from when
    they were little so Chris had a wide selection of humiliating things he
    could do. He first found his old stroller.

    "Come here, baby." Felix then looked at him puzzled and asked him what
    he wanted because he was playing some basketball. Chris got very mad
    and grabbed the basketball from Felix and threw it farther into the
    backyard. Chris then looked at his new baby brother and said, "Babies
    don't play basketball!"

    Felix then got really upset. "Why the hell do I have to listen to
    you?!"

    Chris then smiled: "you don't have to, but then again I don't have to
    not tell your whole class that you wear diapers!"

    Now Felix was not only beat, but he was completely helpless to his
    younger brother's power over him.

    "Okay, what do you want me to do?" he replied with a depressed face,
    like he was almost about to cry. Since Chris was strong, he ended up
    picking Felix up and putting him in the stroller.

    "You really are a little baby," Chris said, laughing. He then took a
    pacifier and popped it into Felix's mouth and took a rattle from a big
    box and handed it to Felix.

    "Now baby Felix, here are the rules: One, you can only talk like a
    baby; two, you only cry when you need something; three, you treat me
    like your older brother; and four, you don't question my judgment. Now,
    say 'gaga goo-goo' if you understand the rules.”

    Crying a little a little bit he managed to say the stupid baby talk.

    "There you go; that wasn't so bad. You probably fell just the way
    you’re dressed," Chris said laughing greedily, "When you wet your
    diaper, just cry, I don't want any ‘big boy’ talk from you, mister."

    Chris walked away feeling accomplished. He just put is older brother to
    shame. Now the brother he always hated for being older and better then
    him at everything will feel what Chris has felt for many years.

    It was an hour until Chris heard the wailing from his newly made "baby
    brother". Chris rushed to his brothers' side.

    "What happened, did baby make a pee pee in hid didee?" Chris said
    mockingly. Felix nodded with a sigh. With that, Chris picked up Felix
    and returned Felix's bedroom, where he was quickly powdered then
    diapered. Felix then heard the doorbell ring...

    “Dad’s home.”

    Chapter 4

    "Dads home" Chris said with a smirk on his face, "HA! He'll finally
    find out that his older son is just a little baby who can't even use
    the bathroom!" Chris finished, but Felix was in his own world now.
    "What will my dad say, NO, what will he do?" Felix thought, he now
    couldn't breathe. His whole world was falling apart right in front of
    him. "Maybe I can just hide them from him, maybe he won't know..." but
    he couldn't and he knew it, even if he lied to his father, his brother
    will rat him out and he'll be punished for not telling dad everything
    (his family was very open, if you had a problem, the whole family had
    on).

    Chris left the room, and Felix was left with his thoughts, but he
    quickly snapped back to reality when his mom yelled "Chris, come down,
    its time to eat dinner."

    "Wow," Felix thought "easy for her to say, she's not going to face her
    father wearing a diaper" He was stuck, if he took off his diaper, there
    would be a chance that he might wet himself, or his younger brother
    will just tell on him. If he did wear the diaper his father will
    definitely know, and god knows what he might do.

    But without giving him time to think his mother called him down, and
    hearing the tone of her voice he knew he had to go. He looked in his
    draw and found a pair of his baggy pants and put them on, but even
    though they were baggy, you could still easily tell he had a diaper
    underneath them.

    As Felix walked down the stairs he could hear the rustle of his diaper
    underneath him. He walked into the kitchen and his dad was putting
    things away and didn't notice him at all. "Hi dad," he said calmly, his
    father took the milk carton and put it into the refrigerator, and then
    turned. "hi so..." he looked at Felix with a mild expression. "umm son,
    you know that you have a bulge in between your legs, right," his
    brother giggled, and his father continued "what are you wearing,
    because its definitely not underwear..."

    At this point Felix felt very uncomfortable and got ready, but before
    he could say anything, his brother blurted out, "Felix is wearing a
    diaper because he can hold in his pee pee!" he then started laughing
    hysterically. His father was speechless, and didn't believe it, so he
    went up to Felix and pulled the waists band from his pants down,
    exposing the white baby diaper Felix was wearing.

    His father then turned away and started laughing with Chris. Felix
    didn't think he would get this reaction, but was hurt so badly on the
    inside he just broke down into tears as he pulled up his waistband. His
    mother then came up to them. "Chris, you and your father should be
    ashamed of yourselves. Felix has a problem and you should accept it
    like adults, not like some toddlers that just came out of preschool"
    she was going to go on but was interrupted by Chris, "speaking of
    preschool will Felix have to go there now" Chris then again broke out
    into laughter but was stopped by his dad telling him to go to his room.

    When Chris left his father told Felix to sit down. With a complete
    straight face (well sort of) he started, "Felix, I thought you were a
    big boy, not a little toddler who still needs potty training..." his
    mother then interrupted, "Excuse me! Your dad is just kidding you are a
    big boy, its just your bladder is a little weak from... well I don't
    know what from but we will take you to the doctor tomorrow and we will
    see" she hit her husband a little and told him to behave.

    "Well if you think diaper... umm will help you not wet... yourself then
    I guess you should wear them, but while we are on the subject, how many
    times did you wet today?" His father asked. Felix didn't take count but
    thought about it for a while, "Well I think two or three... why?" he
    asked a little puzzled. "Just wanted to know... I guess." The
    conversation ended and they started eating as soon as Chris came down
    from his room.

    While they ate no one made a sound, it was like they were all mute.
    Usually Felix's father was very talkative, always talking about his day
    and how much is job sucked, but today... nothing. For the first time
    Felix's family had a pleasant dinner. "it all turned out O.K. that's
    actually weird considering I thought dad was going to throw me out or
    something." He thought. Felix's family just ate.

    The next morning Felix woke up in a wet diaper. He was surprised his
    alarm clock is it shown 12:00, and what was weirder was that his father
    just entered the room. "Hey kiddio, are you... wet?" he asked his son
    awkwardly. Felix just sat their and shook his head yes. His father then
    pulled off the sheets exposing his wet diaper. "Wow, I haven't changed
    a diaper, in what, 6 year? I never thought I would be doing it again,"
    His father said. Felix blushed. His father then grabbed a diaper from
    inside the pamper box and laid it next to his son. He then untapped the
    sides of Felix's diaper and exposed his privates, Felix blushed again,
    "don't be so embarrassed son, every man has them" he the wiped his son.
    His dad then powdered and diapered Felix and told him to be dressed.
    "We have a doctors appointment today, don't for get "oh yeah" Felix
    thought "the doctors appointment..."

    Chapter 5

    Felix was never really a sickly boy. The last time he got sick, and
    actually went to the doctor, was when his brother caught the flew from
    one of his class mates and passed it on to Felix, and that was about 2
    years ago. It wasn't like Felix was scared of the doctors; it was just
    that he always felt very uncomfortable during check-ups; he never
    really liked to show his private parts to his family, let alone a
    stranger that he had just met. Felix was never into playing with his
    genitals, either, he felt it was wrong, and he didn't even like girls,
    so he had never had anything to motivate him into doing it.

    Just after his dad left, Felix tried on some clothes, but none of his
    pants would fit over the bulge of his diaper. From the other room, his
    dad heard him struggling and came into his room. "Hey champ," his dad
    began to blurt out, "I see that your havin' some trouble?" his dad
    looked as Felix took off his pants. "Yeah, none of my pants fit me with
    this on" he pointed at his diaper, trying to avoid having to say the
    word. Without saying anything his dad walked over to his dresser, and
    took a look. "Son, I think we have a problem..." his father said with a
    bit of a concerned face, "I don't think that you have pants that are
    big enough to fit over your diaper." He looked over at Felix, and saw
    that look in his eyes, that look that he's about to cry.

    Felix's father quickly went up to his son and held him tight, telling
    him that he was sorry, and that after he went to the doctor that he
    would buy him some new cloths, cloths that would actually fit him.

    "Ok Felix, we have to go, were going to be late for the doctors
    appointment," Felix then glared at his father, "but everyone will laugh
    at me," he said with one or two tear drops falling from his face.

    His father then stared back at him, "the place will be empty, and even
    if you do see someone, you’re probably never going to see them ever
    again." His father said, trying to console him. "Okay, champ, lets go
    we don't have time for this" his father said pushing him out the door.
    Felix was then pushed out the door with only a tee shirt on, and a
    pampers diaper one to hide his flesh, Felix then thanked god that no
    one was out and hoped into the red minivan.

    On the car ride to the doctors Felix thought about what his father was
    saying. "He's probably right," Felix began to think, "the place will
    probably be empty, I have nothing to worry about." But when they took a
    parking space, Felix counted almost 8 cars there.

    "Dad, I thought you said this place would be empty?"

    His dad then turned back to him, "it almost is, there are about 5
    doctors running this place everyday, so what are there?"

    It took him a few seconds to count, "What there are, only like three
    patients? You'll be fine," his dad comforted him and they left the car.
    When they entered the doctor’s office, Felix saw 2 girls sitting in the
    waiting room, and when they turned and noticed him, he heard little
    giggles coming from their direction, and started to blush.

    "I have an appointment made for my son Felix, at 1:30," his father
    began to speak to the lady behind the counter, but Felix paid no
    attention; he was too preoccupied by the girls giggling at him in the
    background. His father then turned to him "hey champ, why don't you go
    play while I get situated?"

    This sounded like a bad idea since the two girls were sitting right
    there. But he entered the waiting room anyway. The room looked made
    more for babies then for kids, it was decorated with Winnie the Pooh
    wallpaper all around it, and had baby toys on the floor. Felix quickly
    looked for a seat, which were scarce, it seemed, in this room. He would
    have to sit next to one of the girls.

    He quickly took a seat next to the blond-haired one with her mother
    still at the counter speaking to the lady at the front. She quickly
    turned to him, "are you a baby?" she asked mockingly. By her height,
    Felix could tell that she was much younger then him. Felix didn't
    reply.

    "Are you?" she asked him again, now more demanding.

    "No." Felix replied, now a little annoyed.

    "Then why do you have a diaper on? Only babies wear diapers, so that
    means you're a baby. Did you go pee pee in your didee, little baby?"
    she asked mockingly.

    The other older girl on the other side started to laugh, and Felix then
    felt like he was going to cry. The little girl immediately saw this.
    She then stuck her hand down the front of his diaper and Felix jumped
    out of his seat.

    "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?" Felix was now pale as a ghost.

    "I was just checking your didee, and you’re wet," the little girl
    stated matter-of-factly. The other girl was hysterical, and it seemed
    that she couldn't stop laughing, and Felix just started crying.

    Felix's father quickly ran to his sons' crying, "are you okay?”

    “What's wrong, Felix?" but no words could get to Felix. He was crying
    hysterically and just wouldn't snap out of it, so his dad decided that
    he would just carry him to the room he was assigned. When they got to
    the room Felix stopped crying.

    "Felix, are you okay?" his father asked, now very concerned. Felix just
    nodded his head, and his dad sat him down in a seat. It seemed like
    forever until the doctor showed up. The women had black hair down to
    her shoulders and hazel eyes. She stood great at maybe 5'9'' and had a
    very subtle voice. She was nothing new to Felix, and she had been his
    doctor at least five of six times.

    "Sorry I am late," she glared up at Felix. "Hi Felix, I detect
    something different with you... is that a new shirt?" she said with a
    smile, Felix giggled and so did his dad.

    She put down her chart. "So what seems to be the problem, Felix?" she
    asked politely. Felix looked down.

    "I've been wetting the bed for about 2 weeks, and now I wet myself in
    the daytime." He felt surprised that she didn't laugh.

    "Well Felix, I will need to run some tests to see if there's anything
    wrong with your body in any way that could be causing this, if that's
    okay with dad." She looked at Felix's dad, who gave her a nod, and left
    it as that.

    "Okay Felix, why don't we have you sit right over there," she pointed
    at the examining mat, and he did what he was told. She then went over
    to him.

    "Okay Felix, don't feel shy, I will just remove your diaper; lay down,"
    she said.

    Felix lay down and felt his diaper fastens beginning to tear.

    "I will just push down, don't be alarmed, it won't hurt," she calmly
    stated. Felix felt a slight push, and out of nowhere started to pee.

    "I'm Sorry!" he said, frightened at what she might do. "Its okay Felix,
    I said not to worry,"

    She started. "It's as I thought," she directed this to Felix's father,
    "Felix has a problem holding in his urine when he needs to go, is first
    nature, he just goes without knowing what he has done. You saw he
    started to urinate, and then a few seconds after he realized." She then
    let Felix's father take the floor.

    "So what do you suggest?" he asked politely.

    "Well, I think you should keep him in diapers for a bit longer, maybe a
    month or two, then progress to potty training, just like you would do
    to a toddler. But it still is all up to Felix, what do you think little
    guy?"

    The spot light was on him: "Well, I guess, I just want to be out of
    these things as fast as I can, but I don't want to wet my pants in the
    middle of the day, so I guess I could try it..." he said in a quiet
    voice, almost mumbling.

    "Okay, then its agreed," the doctor said.

    "I see I don't have to prescribe any diapers to you, since you fit into
    these so well, but other then that, I think you’re fine." She then
    looked at Felix again.

    "Oh, sorry about that, I'll get you a new diaper." She dug into one of
    the cabinets and retrieved a diaper and some powder. After she finished
    diapering him, they left.

    "Spring break is coming up, champ," Felix's father said." He said in an
    energetic tone.

    "Where are we going?" Felix asked with contempt.

    "We are going to se your grandma and grandpa on my side." Felix had
    been to his mother's parent's house, but never to his dad’s; they would
    always come his house.

    "Where do they live" Felix asked.

    "In New Hampshire, my home state, you will love it there, they have
    tons of kids to hang around with."

    He finished, and Felix drifted off. "Yah... fun..." he thought.

    CHAPTER 6- The New Hampshire trip (part one)

    The week went by and Felix only attended 2 days of school, and managed
    with out diapers. Other then a good athlete, Felix was very smart for
    his age, and very nice -even more now. He didn't care if kids where
    geeky, he just liked them for who they were. Academically, Felix was at
    the top of his class, ranking second, he had straight A's except for
    science, - he thought the teacher had it out for him. He was every
    girl’s dream, Blond hair-down to his shoulders, greenish-blue eyes, a
    little short – but that didn't bother them, he was also athletic and
    great in school – a plus for bringing home to your mom.

    It was now Friday, Felix was thinking on his bed when his mom suddenly
    came into his room. "Its time to pack, we're leaving tomorrow and I
    need you packed up" she said with a stern voice. "I don't know what to
    pack, I don't know what we're even going to do there," Felix blurted
    out.

    "Well, we're doing a lot of swimming, but theirs a problem with you, I
    don't know how your diaper will fit under your swim suit, and I don't
    want you to pee in grandpa's pool." She said with a little laugh.

    "Maybe I should just not go swimming, I don't care for swimming much
    anyways," he said a little down, but trying to keep it from his mom.

    "Don't kid yourself, you love to go swimming, and I was thinking, if
    you don't mind wearing a swim diaper in the water, there would be no
    problem" His mom suggested.

    "Well... I guess since I’m going to wear a diaper in front of grandma
    and grandpa that it doesn't make a difference," Felix said realizing
    that sooner or later it would come to this.

    "Okay Hun, ill go get you some," she then looked down and noticed the
    almost empty box of Pampers, " oh, and you need more diapers, I guess I
    needed to do this a while ago" she said with another big sigh then left
    the room.

    A few moments later he heard his mom telling his dad that she was going
    to the grocery store and to help Felix and Chris pack. And soon enough
    his dad was in his room.

    "Felix, do you know what you want to pack-" he stopped realizing that
    his son didn't care what he was saying, and probably wasn't even
    listening. His father soon began to pack for him and was soon out the
    door. Felix thought about how he was going to survive spring break
    while drifting off to sleep in an already wet diaper.

    Felix awoke to his mother changing his soaking diaper.

    "Good morning sleepyhead, you don't have to wake up you'll be asleep in
    the car," she said in a cooing voice, and to that note Felix drifted
    off to sleep.

    Felix soon woke up to his mom shaking him, "Hun, do you want anything
    to drink from the rest stop?" she said.

    Felix now realized it was the afternoon – with a little help from his
    digital watch. He wiped his eyes and soon knew he was in the car.
    "Where's dad?" he asked a little puzzled.

    "He went off with your brother to the bathroom- and speaking of, your
    pretty wet, let me get you out of those diapers."

    Felix let his mother lay him down in the seat while she got another
    diaper from the diaper bag. She soon had him diapered and up.

    "Where are my pants?" Felix asked now realizing that he had none on.

    "There in the back, you don't need them, were just going in the station
    for a second, and no one will care."

    Felix now really didn't care to be seen in his diapers by strangers,
    its not like he's going to see them ever again. So Felix jumped out of
    the car in just a t-shirt and diaper and followed his mom to the rest
    station. When they entered Felix saw a little boy, about 3 or 4 in just
    a diaper and t-shirt just like him and got a little embarrassed, but
    the little boy didn't care at all and just followed his mommy.

    "Do you want anything, Felix?" his mom asked

    "Just water, please" Felix returned, "Okay," his mom said and got him a
    bottle of water (just to be clear not a baby bottle...) and soon they
    were back in the car and just three hours till they get to their
    grandparents house.

    Now Felix was fast asleep and Chris spoke up. "When are we getting
    there, mom?" he asked impatiently.

    "About 2 hours, why, do you need anything?" his mother asked.

    "Nope, just wanted, you know," he said.

    "Chris," she started in a stern voice, "I don’t want you making fun of
    your brother, if you do, it wont be pleasant for you when we get home,
    and you really don’t want that," she finished, Chris just nodded his
    head and looked at his brother, and his diaper that was sticking out
    because it was wet, and he was slouching.

    Soon after that Chris was fast asleep, letting his parents talk.

    "What are we going to do with Felix this trip?" his dad asked in a
    concerned voice.

    "What do you mean, he’s our son, he’s not a play toy. To be totally
    frank with you I don’t care if he wants a bottle every night, in a
    crib, its what ever he wants, we're his parents, we have to be there
    for him, or he'll have no one" she said a little angrily.

    He then looked at he for a moment, "your right." and that was it, for
    the rest of the car ride there was no talking in between them.

    Felix woke up a little later and realized that he was very wet. And he
    also noticed that Chris, and his mother were both asleep. His dad then
    noticed that he was awake.

    "Hey champ, finally awake I see, are you wet?" He asked hoping he would
    say that he wasn’t so he wouldn’t have to go through the dread of
    changing him.

    "Yea, it is," he said, not what his father wanted to hear.

    "Can it hold for like a half or so?" he asked, now really wanting him
    to say it would.

    Felix then looked down at his diaper, and knew it wouldn’t hold, "no I
    don’t think it can even hold more then 5 minutes, glad I woke up," he
    said a little ashamed at his position.

    "That’s okay, I’ll just stop at the rest stop, and we'll get you in a
    clean diaper." he said with a half smile.

    The then made a turn on the next exit that said 'bathrooms' and parked
    in the rest stop. His dad that opened his door and went to open the
    door on Felix's side.

    "I don’t think we can do it in the car, I think we're going to hafta do
    it on the roof of the trunk," his dad said. Felix then got a little
    sad, but knew his dad was right.

    His dad then put his arms around him, and picked Felix up. With Felix
    in one hand and the diaper bag in the other, he took out the diaper mat
    and put it on top of the trunk, then placed Felix up on it.

    Felix then noticed a Van of boys about his age looking at him with
    intrigue, they were looking at him so intently, like he was the only
    thing there. Felix couldn’t do anything but blush and get his diaper
    changed. His dad the placed a fresh diaper under him and then taped it
    on.

    After they were done his dad placed Felix into the car and took his
    seat in the front.

    "Is anyone else going to at Grandpa’s?" Felix asked his dad.

    "As a matter of fact my brother, John and his two boys will be there;
    you'll like them." his father said.

    "How old are his children?" Felix asked.

    "well one of them is just a toddler, about two or three, and the other
    is about Chris's age, 9. You met them when you were only about two. I
    don’t expect you to remember them, But pretend," his father gave him
    with a wink and a little giggle.

    Felix got a little scared but was a little relieved that they were
    younger then him, and he hoped they wouldn’t find out about his
    'problem', but he knew they would, it was just a matter of time.

    After a while his mother woke up and saw that Felix had a fresh diaper
    on, "Good, daddy changed you?" she asked, but before he could answer,
    his dad jumped in.

    "Yeah, we stopped at the last rest stop," he said

    Then Felix cut in, "How long till' we get there?" he asked.

    "About 10-15 minutes," his dad said

    Felix then looked outside and noticed that they were turning, and after
    that houses started to appear, and one by one they just kept getting
    bigger as they drove by.

    They then stopped at a big mansion, and Felix couldn’t believe it.
    Felix never went to his Grandparents’ home, they always came to them,
    and Felix has never seen their house, but it was huge, the biggest
    house Felix has ever seen.

    "We're here," his dad said, Chris wasn’t awake to see it.

    "ARE YOU SURE GRANDPA AND GRANDMA LIVE HERE!?!?" Felix asked very
    confused.

    His father then laughed "yeah, I’m sure, Felix," he said with a great
    laugh followed by Felix's mother.

    Felix then searched for some pants and, found some, and put them on. He
    then got out of the car and found that the house was bigger out of the
    car. His mom had to carry Chris into the house and Felix got the
    suitcases with his Father.

    He took the smaller suitcases and his dad took the big ones. Felix then
    took a second look at the huge house and rolled his suitcase up the
    drive way and up to the front door, and even that was huge.

    Felix pushed the doorknob down and found that when he looked in the
    house it looked smaller on the outside, which he thought was not
    possible. Even the two staircases -one for going up, one for going down
    (he had no clue which was which...) over whelmed him. He then noticed
    the kitchen a few steps in front of him. He saw his Grandparents and
    his uncle.

    Felix looked at them for a while until is father came up behind him,
    with three suitcases in hand.

    "What are you waiting for, champ?" his father asked with a huge smile
    on his face, one, that seemed, bigger than the house.

    Felix then walked into the kitchen, and was greeted by the 'group' -
    Felix couldn't even think.

    "OH! Who is this big boy standing in front of me?!?!" his grandma asked
    with a laugh in her voice.

    "Yeah," his uncle added, " I didn't even recognize you! You've grown so
    much!" He said with that half a laugh, and a little smile.

    Felix blushed a little then spoke up. "Sorry, I need to put down my
    suitcase, where is my room?" he said with a little smile, that didn't
    show his upbeat-ness very well.

    "Wow, what a mature boy, your dad will show you your room," his grandpa
    said.

    Felix then followed his dad up the stairs; it was a pretty long walk so
    they had some time to talk.

    "Don't be mad at me but when you see your room, don't jump to
    conclusions, there is a reason for it so don't get mad, k?" his dad
    said o him.

    "Um...oooookkkkk..." he said a little confused.

    But when Felix saw the door to the room his dad was opening the door to
    he knew it wouldn't be good. The room door was panted in light blue and
    said 'Welcome' in baby blocks.

    When Felix entered the room, it was colored light blue and included- a
    changing table, crib, that his baby cousin was in, a 'big boy' bed,
    lots of diapers, a rocking chair and the faint smell of baby powder.

    "We thought that it would be easier that you sleep in here so we can
    change you in privacy and not in front of Chris and Matt, I'm sorry we
    didn't tell you" his dad said with the smile he had on a few seconds
    ago completely gone.

    Felix ran out of the room and found a bathroom close by, and locked
    himself in, while he cried sitting on the cover of the toilet, knowing
    that he would have to come out at one point. But for the time being, he
    trapped himself in his mind.

    "Well, this sucks," Felix thought to himself, while tears came rolling
    down his cheeks. "I'm not a baby!" he kept repeating to himself.

    His mindset thinking broke by the knocks on the wooden door, it was his
    uncle, not who was expecting, but better than no one.

    "Felix, comon', come out of there, you can’t stay there forever," he
    said with a soothing voice.

    Felix took his time but opened the door in the end. "Good, now let’s
    talk, its only you and me in the house," his uncle said.

    "Where is everyone else?" asked Felix.

    "They went out, I wasn't in the mood to go out so I just stayed here,
    and I wanted to catch up with you, but you kind of have to stop crying,
    because you cant talk and cry at the same time." He said with a very
    comforting voice.

    Felix stopped crying and sat down on the couch with his uncle, and gave
    him a half smile.

    "First off don't give me that ' I don't want to be here smile, but I'm
    staying because I have to' smile, you don't have to be here," His uncle
    started, and Felix giggled a little.

    "So Felix, how's school doing? I hear your very smart," his uncle said
    with a big smile on his face.

    "I'm doing good..." Felix half answered

    "That's all you give me 'good'? Wow, that's weak," he said with a
    little smile.

    It was weird. Felix liked his uncle, he actually treated him like an
    adult and not a kid, he then lightened up.

    "It’s okay, I'm getting all strait A's except in science," Felix spoke
    up.

    "Yeah, I didn't like science in school, I always felt like I could do
    better, but the teacher didn't like me," he said, and Felix told him
    that he felt the same way about his teachers.

    "OK, lets talk about why you were crying" his uncle asked a little
    concerned, but very confidingly.

    "Well," Felix started, knowing he could tell his uncle ever thing now,
    "I have a wetting problem, and I feel like everyone is treating me like
    a baby because I wear diapers..." Felix started to cry.

    "It’s okay, Felix, lots of boys your age have a wetting problem, and
    many of them have to wear diapers just like you" He tried to cheer him
    up, but Felix didn't believe him.

    Felix then wiped the tears from his eyes, looked down and blushed. His
    diaper was full and leaking, "I'm so sorry," Felix began.

    "Don’t worry, it happens, do you want me to change you, because I don't
    have to if your not comfortable." His uncle asked

    Felix then smiled a little and said that he could. He then followed his
    uncle to his room and was put on the changing table. While on the
    changing table he removed his over sized pants and let his uncle change
    him.

    When a fresh diaper was put on him, Felix was lifted off the table and
    pulled up his pants.

    "Hey Felix," John began, "wanna go out for a walk? We'll have fun," he
    asked.

    Felix said he was ok with that and with that the diaper bag, which was
    Benji's was filled with diapers and a changing mat.

    "Why are you taking Benji's bag?" Felix asked.

    "Yours was in your dads car and they went out so this is all we got, is
    that okay?" He said.

    Felix nodded and then they went out the door.

    "This place has the biggest houses I have ever seen," Felix aid while
    they were passing the huge houses.

    Hi uncle then smiled. "Yeah, they are pretty big, oh are you going to
    come swimming with as tomorrow? There is a great pool in the back
    yard." he asked.

    "Um... I guess..." Felix answered

    They talked for about a half an hour, but Felix was getting thirsty,
    and rally need a drink.

    "Uncle John, do you have a drink? I'm really thirsty," he asked with a
    dry mouth.

    "Um, I don't think so... not if you don't want to drink from a baby
    bottle..." he said with a small smile.

    Felix was in a bad situation, he was soooo thirsty, but he really
    didn't want to look like more of a baby then he already led on.

    "Listen, I don't care if you drink from a bottle, it’s your choice, and
    no one is out anyways so who cares?" John said.

    "Well, I guess your right...I guess..." Felix said with slight
    discomfort.

    "I'm taking that as a 'yes'." he said and looked into the diaper bag.

    "Ok, I got some juice, will that do?" John asked, Felix just nodded his
    head and was handed the baby bottle.

    Felix was so thirsty that without even thinking he put the nipple into
    his mouth and sucked on the bottle.

    "Having fun?" his uncle asked with a big smile. Felix blushed and said
    'thank you' to his uncle and began walking again.

    When Felix finished his bottle, he turned to his uncle and looked at
    him for a second.

    "All done?" John asked, know he was by how the bottle was empty. "Was
    it good?" he added with a smile.

    "Yup, thank you," Felix smiled back, with a little blush.

    John then looked at the ten year old. "Don't worry, it’s our little
    secret, and who says being a baby is a bad thing in every way." He
    finished with a little wink. Felix blushed again.

    Felix then thought about what his uncle said on the way back to his
    Grandparents house, and was very confused.

    Chapter 7 The New Hampshire trip (part two)

    When Felix and his uncle arrived at his Grandparents house it was about
    seven in the afternoon, and the driveway that was vacant before was now
    filled with two cars parallel to each other.

    Felix then noticed the cold, damp and uncomfortable feeling between his
    legs. He looked down and was so relived to find that his diaper did not
    sink to the bottom of his pants. They then entered the house in a quiet
    manner.

    Chris and Matt were in their room playing some games. Benji was in his
    playpen, in the living room, and beside him, on the couches, were his
    parents and grandparents. Staring for a second, Felix started to wander
    into his head for a minute, but was snapped back into reality by his
    uncle shoving him towards the living room.

    When the grown-ups in the room noticed both of them, they greeted one
    other.

    "How was your walk?" Felix's father jumped in.

    "It was OK, no complaints from me,” John said with a little smile.

    Still angry with his father, Felix stammered out of the current room
    and into the one he was staying in.

    "He just needs some time to cool off, don't get angry with him,” John
    confirmed with a slight irritation in his voice as to be questioning
    himself.

    "Well, that young man better cool off soon, or he's in for a
    punishment. I can't believe him, just walking out on us as we were
    asking him a question-" he stated.

    Felix's mom interrupted. "You can't blame him, under the circumstances,
    you would be angry too." She said in a dis-mannered tone.

    Felix looked around the room in shame. But as the shame disappeared,
    the comfort level grew; the blue and white clouded room seemed to
    comfort him like old times. But his comfort was broken off by a knock
    on the door, and the doorknob twisted. His mom then emerged form the
    other end of the door.

    "Its time for dinner, so common." She hustled him.

    When Felix and his mom entered the dinning room, Felix's family was all
    accounted for, and where almost ready to eat.

    Felix took his seat next to his uncle and the final tray was brought
    out by one of the butlers. "I hope you enjoy the food, have a lovely
    evening." The butler said and headed out the room.

    They all began to eat.

    While Felix was eating, he realized that in all the confusion, he never
    got his diaper changed.

    "Can…umm…you…change…me…." He whispered into his uncle's ear.

    On that note, John got up and went with Felix to his room. He got him
    up on the changing table and proceeded to change his diaper. After they
    were done, they went to the dinner table and sat down once more. Though
    everyone stared at Felix, they said nothing.

    After the meal, they all went out on to the patio. There were enough
    chairs there, but since Chris and Matt went into their rooms to play,
    and Benji was put into his playpen, there was an adequate amount of
    space to spread out. Felix took a seat with his uncle, and his
    grandparents sat with each other, so did his parents.

    "So Felix, now that you have the patience to sit with us," His father
    began, "why don't you tell us how your day was?" he finished with a
    smirk on his face.

    Felix snickered "It was better then any day you could have ever
    provided me. Dad." He said plainly, as to mock his father, bad idea
    too.

    They began a battle. "Well maybe next time you need me, just call your
    uncle, if he can do everything twice as good as me." His father said.

    Felix knew he was at a little loss but was smart. "I will, and next
    time I play football with someone, he won’t be as bad as someone in
    this room" Felix shot back.

    Felix started getting up, "Don't be so hasty, don't you need a diaper
    change, baby?" His father said in a mocking voice.

    Felix ran out of the room, trying to conceal his tears. His mom then
    hit his dad and also left for her room.

    "Nice going, little bro" John said with an angry look on his face, and
    then left the room.

    John then went up to his son, who was in the playpen and picked him up.

    "Time for bed young one" He said.

    John then entered Felix, and Benjamin's room and said nothing, Felix
    was lying in his bed, sulking in his pillow. He put his son up on the
    changing table, then quickly diapered him.

    He put his son in his crib, then stood there until he fell asleep, and
    went up to Felix's bed and sat down.

    "Sit up Felix," he said, and Felix soon began to sit up, wiping the
    fresh tears from his face.

    "Now, we both know it wasn't right for your father to say those things,
    but you said some nasty things too, and I think you should be the
    bigger man, because we both also know that your father won't say
    'sorry' for anything"

    Felix looked down and realized he's been fiddling with his hands for
    the past 5 minute, and quickly stopped. He then looked at his uncle,
    and wiped the tears from his eyes once more.

    Looking down he began to speak in a slow and sensible tone.

    "I didn't want to start up with him," Felix began as his eyes wandered,
    "it's just that he can be such a jerk sometimes, and I can't control
    myself" he said.

    "I understand that, but still, I think you should be grown up about
    this and apologize, it wasn't all him." His uncle said then left the
    room so Felix could think for a while.

    After thinking for a while he dozed off into his own world. He dreamt
    about himself, he dreamt that he did horrifying things to his father.

    Felix got so frightened that he woke up with teas running down his
    eyes. He then felt that his diaper leaked a little and had to move
    fast, he must have wet it when he had that bad dream, he thought to
    himself.

    Quickly, but quietly, he left the room and headed down the stairs, he
    then went to the kitchen and saw his uncle sitting, reading a
    newspaper.

    His uncle then glanced at him.

    "Is everything ok?" he asked with a slight discomfort.

    John then glanced down at Felix's diaper and saw that a little urine
    was escaping form the ridges.

    He then quickly got up, then went over to Felix and picked him up,
    carrying him up the stairs and into his room.

    "Its ok," John said putting Felix on the changing table.

    John then proceeds to change Felix's diaper and put on a fresh new one
    on. Placing him on the bed, John spoke out.

    "So, did you think about what we talked about?" he asked, Felix knotted
    his head.

    "And as I said before, being a baby isn't that bad," he then got up and
    when into the diaper bag.

    Felix didn't think much off it.

    John then went up to his bed, "I think this will make you feel better."
    He said in a comforting voice.

    John then slipped a bright blue pacifier into Felix's mouth, and got
    up. John closed the light and left the room.

    And once again Felix was extremely confused.

    Chapter 8 The New Hampshire trip (part three)

    The next morning Felix woke up in a daze. It was like the last two days
    were a blur, but as he woke up, even more, he remembered it all too
    clear. He then looked down (with his eyes) and realized that he had a
    pacifier in his moth, and started to cry.

    When he heard John coming up the stairs, he spit the pacifier, but the
    tears where still coming.

    John then entered the room. "What's wrong?!?" he directed his attention
    to Felix, "why are you crying?" he asked with a fraught attempt.

    John then looked down at the floor, and saw the pacifier. "Oh…" he
    began. "That's nothing, it was just to make you feel better" John said
    with a bit of concern.

    But Felix was not comforted at all, he just kept crying.

    "Don't worry, no one will even know. It's like it never even happened."
    John said trying to counter the boy's tears.

    Felix, wasn't listening, he just sank his head into his pillow.

    "Well, ok. But you are missing a pretty good breakfast. Your mom told
    me what you liked, so I made grilled cheese." John added to try to get
    Felix out of bed.

    Felix cried, and John left.

    An hour later, all the tears were drawn from his eyes and the last tear
    drop fell from his face. He got up and his diaper was so sagged, that
    it dropped to the floor.

    He was now naked and had nothing to wear, he also couldn't put on a
    diaper because he was never taught how to. He then also noticed that
    his little cousin was not in his crib anymore, and was definitely with
    John, and if he asked for John to diaper him then he would be exposed
    to his little cousin. Since Felix was a 'late bloomer' he was extremely
    shy about his private parts. His doctor even told him that because of
    his small testicles and penis, that, that maybe the problem, as to why
    he can't hold in his pee.

    Felix was then put on the spot, but eventually (after about 15 min.) he
    took for the door, and left the room. He then went down the stairs,
    pacing himself. He finally got to where John was, and was about to cry.
    He then told John his dilemma, and was then following him upstairs.

    When they got to the room, Felix was picked up, and placed on the
    changing table. His feet then got picked up and lotion was placed
    allover his diaper area, keeping close attention to his groin area. His
    feet where then put down, for the moment. John then got the powder, and
    sprinkled a large amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's diaper area. He
    then picked the boys feet up once again and place a diaper under his
    butt, and then took the two tabs and stuck them on both sides.

    "There you are. Now, are you still mad at me?" John asked as he picked
    the boy up from the changing table, and placed him on the ground.

    "A little bit" Felix mumbled.

    "Well, that's ok, but you still need to eat, and it's already 1 p.m. I
    don't think your mother would like you going hungry. So do you wanna go
    out, to umm, Denny's, or something?" he asked

    Felix then nodded his head. John then went up to the shelf, where Felix
    kept his cloths, and got out a pair of pants and a tee-shirt. He then
    dressed his nephew, then called his son in and dressed him.

    While John was dressing his son, Felix noticed that he was wearing a
    pull-up, and not a diaper. John immediately noticed this. "Little Benji
    here is being potty trained. He's only on his first week, so he wets
    now and then, but is a quick study." John said.

    Felix got a little embarrassed by his late development, and started to
    blush. And soon, they where headed to the car.

    In the car, Benji was strapped into the car seat. "I think safety is
    very important, and kids 80 pounds or below must sit in the car seat,
    so before we leave , I will have to ask you how much you weigh,
    because, you are not my child. And please tell me truthfully because
    this is only for safety, not embarrassment" John said with a serious
    face.

    Now Felix was at a stand still, his late development hurt him in two
    ways not. He was only 78 pounds, and because of his low weigh was put
    into a hospital for two weeks when he was eight years old, but soon
    after was declared fine.

    "I'm 78 pounds," Felix said.

    "Sorry kiddo, but you will have to be put in one" John said, as he
    lifted up the boy, and placed him in the spare car seat.

    Felix was so ashamed, he felt like a complete baby.

    "Don't fell bad, its only for your protection." John said.

    No conversation was made in the car ride, which was about a half hour.

    When they got to Denny's, Felix and Benji were let out of the car
    sears, and Benji was then placed into a stroller that John got from the
    back of the car.

    They then walked into the restaurant, "three please," Jon said to one
    of the employees. They were then sent to a table, but before John sat
    down he asked for a high chair for his son, and soon enough, the chair
    was brought, and Benji was placed in it.

    When they all knew what they wanted to order, the set their menus down.

    "Why do you treat Benji like a baby?" Felix asked John.

    "What do you mean, like, why do I put him in high chairs, and in a
    crib?" John counter-asked. And Felix nodded his head.

    "I guess it's just because he likes it, he doesn't really want to be a
    big kid yet, and I don't mind." John said with a smile.

    By the end of the conversation, the waiter took their orders and left.

    "Don't you ever just want to be a baby sometimes, have the world's
    intimidation taken away for just a bit?" John asked his nephew.

    "Umm, I don't think so…" Felix said, not sure what his uncle was
    getting at.

    "Well, some kids do, and I guess, Benji is one of them." John finished.

    And once again the waiter was back with their food.

    After they were all finished eating, John paid the check.

    "Do you need to go to the bathroom, Sport?" John asked his son. And
    Benji quickly nodded his head. "And Felix I'm betting you need a
    change?" John asked, and like Benji, Felix nodded.

    They then all went to the bathroom. "Wait one second, while I help
    Benji out" John said to Felix. And then John went into the stall with
    his son.

    John then closed the door and pulled down his son’s pants, exposing his
    pull-up. Then the Pull-Up went down. John then held on to his sons
    little penis. "Ok, you can do it" John encouraged his son. And a stream
    of pee went into the toilet.

    When Benji was done, his Pull-up got pulled back up and his pants
    followed.

    John then got out of the stall and went over to Felix. He then pulled
    the hanging table down and the placed Felix on top of it. He quickly
    changed Felix, and then pulled his pants back up.

    Felix was very surprised that no one stared at him.

    John then put his son into the stroller and then went to the car. At
    the car he un-strapped Benji from the stroller and opened the door,
    placing him in the car seat and buckled him up. He went on the other
    side, and did the same for Felix, and they drove away.

    "Where do you guys wanna go later?" John asked both boys.

    "I wanna go to grandpa's pool!!" Benji said in his small three year old
    voice.

    "Is that o.k. with you Felix?" John asked, to be nice, and Felix nodded
    his head, still a little uncomfortable with his position.

    "Then that settles it" John added, and from then on there was no
    talking throughout the car ride.

    When they entered the driveway, John attended to his son first, and
    Felix got agitated, and tried to get out of the car seat, but to no
    avail, he was helpless, he couldn't get out.

    After John let Benji out of his seat, he went up to Felix.

    "You know that this seat it childproof… Right?" John said with a small
    smirk.

    He then left Felix out, and picked him up and placed him on the
    pavement. They then walked to the house, and then up to the boy's room.

    "One second Felix, I'll go get you a swim diaper" John said as he went
    to his son's dresser. He then got some swim trunks for Benji and handed
    them to him. "Here, Champ, put these on."

    John then went to Felix's dresser and got out a swim diaper, with a
    'Finding Nemo' picture on it.

    He then went over to Felix and knelt down; pulled his pants down and
    then his diaper, letting Felix step out of them.

    "Ok, let's get this on you" John said as he opened the swim diaper. He
    then let Felix step into the diaper, and pulled it up on his waist.

    "Ok, I'm gonna go change, so ill be right back." John said as he left
    the room.

    Felix felt so ashamed, in just a swim diaper, in front of his baby
    cousin. On top of all that John let Benji dress himself and put Felix's
    clothes on for him. He was at the verge of tears.

    A few seconds later, John entered the room.

    "Okay boys, lets go swimming," he said in an enthusiastic voice.

    With that said they all went out to the backyard. 'It's huge!!' Felix
    thought as he looked at the yard, 'you could probably fit 2 houses in
    here' he side-noted as the walked to the pool area.

    The pool was in the shape of a bean, and was quite large, on top of the
    vastness of the pool, a built in Jacuzzi, that could fit up to 10
    people. All in all, the place was huge.

    "Do you know how to swim, Felix?" John asked.

    Since Felix lived in the cold part of America, he never got to swim,
    the only thing that was nearly close to swimming was in his bathtub,
    but that didn't teach him anything about swimming.

    Felix shook his head.

    "Well that's okay, you'll learn now." John said, and went in back of
    Felix and grabbed him from his underarms to lift him. Once he grabbed a
    hold of Felix, John stepped into the pool, one foot at a time to get
    regular to the water.

    When fully in, he let go of the boy and they were both standing (they
    were in the shallow end).

    "OK Felix, this is what's going to happen: you are going to lean over,
    and I'm going to grab your sides so you're floating on your stomach,"
    John said.

    Felix then felt John grab the sides of his diaper, as he leaned
    forward.

    "Okay, now kick your legs" John said, and again Felix did what he was
    told. "Now, do this…" John said as he showed Felix what he had to do
    with his arms.

    Suddenly John let go, and Felix just sank. Not knowing what to do
    (under the water) Felix gasped for air, and swallowed a lot of water.
    John quickly scooped him out, brought him to one of the chairs, and
    laid him on his side.

    "Just breath, nothing happened you just swallowed some water, it'll be
    fine." John said when he noticed tears coming down from Felix's face.

    John then got a towel and wrapped it around the boy.

    "Are you all right?" John asked Felix.

    Felix nodded his head. "I'm fine, but I don't think I want to swim
    anymore" Felix said with a little smirk, and the remaining tears ran
    down his face.

    "Okay, let's get you inside." John comforted.

    Before he got the boy up, Benji ran up to the two. "Daddy, can I stay
    in the pool?" he asked.

    "Sure, just come in a half hour." John answered with a wink, and Benji
    ran off.

    "Aren't you a little scared, he's only three…" Felix asked.

    "No, he'll be fine; he's a very good swimmer." John said with a bit a
    'proud' in his eyes. He then picked Felix up and carried him in his
    arms.

    They then went to the house, and John placed Felix on the changing
    table. When he pulled down the boys swim diaper he found a little mess.

    "Well, good we put you in one of these," John said with a grin on his
    face.

    Felix just blushed.

    John cleaned up the boy’s mess and is feet then got picked up and
    lotion was placed allover his diaper area. His feet where then put
    down, for the moment. John then got the powder, and sprinkled a large
    amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's diaper area. He then his feet up
    once again and place a diaper under his butt, and then took the two
    tabs and stuck them on both sides.

    "Okay, well we still have half a day ahead of us," John said as he put
    Felix down on the ground, "do you want to do anything?" He asked Felix.

    "Umm, can we go to the park?" Felix asked- a little shy about his
    request.

    "Sure, what ever you want to do." John said.

    "But first you need a bath, so I'll let you watch some T.V. When Benji
    finish's swimming, I'll give two of you a bath, but I'm going to go
    take a nap first. Wake me up when Benji comes in."

    Felix then got up and headed down the stairs, and John went to his
    room. Felix then took a seat on the couch. He flipped the T.V on and
    started watching.

    About 45 minutes of watching T.V, Benji walked into the living room
    with a towel around his half naked body. He then turned his head and
    looked at Felix.

    "Where's my daddy?" Benji asked Felix.

    "Umm, he's upstairs taking a nap. One second, I'll go get him" Felix
    said, trying to be a 'Big boy'. Felix then got up and headed for the
    stairs. When he got to Johns room, he quietly opened the door, and went
    up besides the bed, where John was sleeping.

    "John wake up, Benji is done swimming." Felix said tapping the man's
    shoulders.

    John immediately woke up. He then got out of bed, and brushed the scum
    from his eyes. He quickly picked Felix up, and carried him to the
    bathroom. Felix was very confused, he tried to make John put him down,
    but John was way out of it.

    John then kneeled down and turned the knob, letting the water flow. He
    then got back up and headed down the steps- with Felix still in his
    arms.

    "You can put me down, I can walk!" Felix said in an unpleasing voice,
    but John just 'shushed' him, and they continued to the living room.

    "Come on Benji, its 'bath-time'" John said taking Benji's hand. They
    then went up the stairs to the bathroom, and John stopped the water. He
    then let go of his sons hand and put Felix on the floor.

    John then knelt down, and pulled his son's shorts down, and let him
    step out of them. He attended to Felix by un-tapping his diaper and
    letting it fall to the floor. After both boys were undressed he put
    both of them in the bathtub.

    "I can wash myself," Felix said proudly.

    "That's okay, I'm just watching, because this is the first time that
    Benji is taking a bath by himself." John said, still a little groggy.

    Since the bathtub was big the two boys had a lot of room, for each of
    them to do their 'thing'.

    While Felix was washing his hair, he got some suds in his eyes, and
    gave out a big yelp.

    "What's wrong?!?" John asked Felix.

    "I got shampoo in my eyes," Felix said with his eyes shut.

    "It's O.K. ya'll be fine, just open your eyes very slowly, we have to
    wash out the suds." John said calmly, to get Felix calm.

    Felix followed his instructions, and soon he had his eyes open.

    "Okay, let me help you." John said, and before Felix could say anything
    John was telling him to close his eyes. John washed the shampoo off of
    Felix's hair.

    "Daddy, I'm done, can I get out?" Benji asked.

    "Sure, go get dressed, and you can then watch T.V. I'll be done with
    Felix soon." John said, as Benji left the room.

    "Ok, Felix, can you stand up?" John sort of told, not really asked.

    Felix then got up and stood in the bathtub, completely nude. John then
    took the soap in his hand and rubbed it on the boys' upper body. After
    completing the upper section, he went down to the boys groin with extra
    attention, so the boy wouldn't get a rash. He then turned Felix around,
    and washed his backside.

    John rinsed Felix off one more time. He then picked the boy up and
    placed him on the ground, placing a towel around him. He picked Felix
    off the ground, again, and carried him to his room.

    John then strapped him to the changing table. Jon picked up Felix's
    feet then put a great amount of lotion on him. Felix's feet where then
    put down, for the moment. John then got the powder, and sprinkled a
    large amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's diaper area. He then his feet
    up once again and place a diaper under his butt, and then took the two
    tabs and stuck them on both sides.

    “There you go.” John said as Felix sat up. John then went to Felix’s
    shelf, and took out a pair of pants. He went up to Felix and picked his
    feet up, sliding the pants over his legs. He then picked the boy up and
    placed him on the floor, and gave him a shirt.

    “Okay put on your shoes and shirt, I’ll be waiting for you down
    stairs.” John said as he left the room.

    Chapter 9 The New Hampshire Trip (part four)

    After putting on his shirt and shoes, Felix went down stairs, where he
    found John.

    "Okay Felix, Benji is already in the car, let's go." John said, as
    Felix followed him out to the car.

    At the car, John picked Felix up and strapped him into the car seat,
    next to Benji. John then went to the driver's seat and put his seat
    belt on, followed by him starting the gas. He then pushed on the gas
    pedal and started driving.

    "Felix, are you wet?" John asked, still looking at the road.

    Felix didn't feel comfortable, because he had a poopy diaper. He
    usually never knew -any more, since he wore diapers twenty-four seven,
    he didn't bother to notice anymore –he would just get changed by
    someone. So he lied

    "Umm… I don't really know…" Felix answered, shyly.

    "Well, that's OK. Can you check Felix, Benji?" John asked.

    Felix felt so embarrassed; his baby cousin was going to check his poopy
    diaper.

    "OK daddy!" Benji said with a bit of enthusiasm, thinking he was the
    'big boy' now. He then leaned over and pulled Felix's pants down a
    little, exposing his diapered waist. But even that little exposure gave
    off a horrible smell.

    "Felix has a poopy diddy, daddy" Benji said turning Felix over, and
    putting his pants back on.

    "Okay, we'll change you when we get to the park, little guy" John said
    pulling his attention on the boy. Felix was felling more and more like
    a baby every second.

    When they got to the park Felix and Benji were both let out of their
    car seats.

    "Benji, go play while I change Felix's stinky diaper." John said, in a
    little 'baby voice'; while Benji ran off to play.

    John cleaned up the boys’ mess and his feet then got picked up and
    lotion was placed allover his diaper area. His feet where then put
    down, for the moment. John then got the powder, and sprinkled a large
    amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's diaper area. He then his feet up
    once again and place a diaper under his butt, and then took the two
    tabs and stuck them on both sides

    "All done, now go play" John said, setting Felix on the ground. Felix
    then looked down, and wasn't quite content.

    "Why am I not wearing my pants?" Felix asked.

    "You don't need pants, it's almost 80 degrees, and you'll be more
    comfortable in what you're already wearing. I’ll be here talking to the
    other parents, go play." John answered with a small smirk. Felix then
    left.

    Walking around Felix saw his little cousin playing alone in the
    sandbox, and went over to him. Felix then sat down and started to play,
    making a sand castle.

    “Hey Jimmy, do you see what I see?” a boy said chuckling to another
    boy, in the back of Felix’s ear.

    The other boy, Felix guessed he was Jimmy, laughed, and then Felix
    heard foot steps. Felix then turned his head to see two six year old
    boys standing over him.

    “HEY BABY!” one of them said in a loud voice, as the other boy
    chuckled.

    “DO YOU NEED A DIAPER CHANGE?” he added in, as other kids started to
    gather.

    Felix was ready to cry, and when the kids started laughing he did. As
    soon as the kids realized he was crying, they fled, to not get into any
    trouble.

    Benji then went up to Felix and told him to come with him, and he would
    take him to his daddy. So they both got up and went to John, who was
    talking to some other parent.

    “What happened Felix?!?” John asked, running up to the crying boy, and
    holding him tightly.

    “Some big boy’s were making fun of him, and he started to cry” Benji
    explained, then went back to playing.

    John started to comfort him, but Felix just wouldn’t stop crying. John
    then went to the car and retrieved the diaper bag, giving Felix a
    pacifier. Felix started to suck and forgot about everything else.

    One of the parents went up to John.

    “Aww,” she said in a babyish voice. “Who is this big boy we have here?”
    She asked John.

    “Oh, he’s my brother’s son, he’s here on vacation here” John answered.

    “He’s so cute!” She said. Then bringing her attention to Felix, “do you
    want to come and play with my son?” She asked.

    Felix didn’t have anything else to do so he just nodded his head.

    “Good, he’s playing over there with some of his friends.” She said
    pointing to a far away distance.

    She then took Felix from John’s hands and took carried, with his
    pacifier still in his mouth. She then carried him to a playpen, where
    he saw a couple of toddler’s playing with baby toys.

    “We’re here!” the woman said enthusiastically.

    Felix felt so embarrassed, as he was put into the playpen. The woman
    left and told the boys to play nicely, and Felix was left to play with
    the two year olds.

    The playpen was 5 feet tall and Felix could never get out. He felt so
    helpless, but was bored so started to play with some of the toys.

    “Well, good nobody is taunting me.” Felix thought to himself with
    relief.

    Felix started playing, and didn’t stop. He loved all the baby toys, it
    was like he could be free for the first time in his life, and could do
    what ever he wants.

    Felix played for hours, until John came and spoiled all his fun.

    “Having fun?” John asked, with Benji by his side.

    Felix nodded his head and was then picked up and taken to the car. John
    then put Benji in the car seat and then, with Felix still in his hands,
    opened the back of the van and changed the boy’s diaper.

    He then placed Felix in his car seat, and started driving.

    Felix soon fell asleep in the car.

    When they parked in the driveway, it was almost eight o’ clock and
    everyone was watching T.V in the living room.

    John took Felix and put him in his bed, giving him a bottle, since he
    didn’t have dinner. Felix took a liking and started sucking, and was
    fast asleep.

    Chapter 10 The New Hampshire trip [part Five-A day with daddy (1 of 2
    parts)]

    Felix woke up, and to his surprise, his father was standing over him,
    with a smile upon his face.

    "Good morning sport, how'd you sleep?"

    Felix was in shock, he didn't know why his dad was acting so nice after
    the other night. But he answered, "OK….. Ummm…how was yours..."

    "It was good, I just wanted to come in and see how you were doing, and
    to say I was wrong in what I sad the other night, and today it's going
    to be you and me hanging out."

    Felix was going to say something, but then, noticed the bottle beside
    him, and was in a state of panic. His father then realized this.

    "Are you OK, you seem discomforted… do you not want to hang out with me
    today?" his father said thinking that was the reason.

    "Umm… no, it's not that…" Felix said

    "Then what is it?" his father asked a little surprise it wasn't that.
    But then looked down at Felix's bed and saw the bottle. "Oh, this?" he
    said, picking the bottle up. "Do you want another one? Don't worry; I
    don't care if you don't."

    Felix blushed, and then shook his head.

    "Well that's ok. If you do want one, tell me, I'll make you one." His
    dad said. "But now its time for a bath, so come on, up." He said,
    placing the bottle on one of the dressers.

    Felix then got up, out of his sheets, and was standing there in only a
    diaper and a tee-shirt. His dad then led him to the bathtub, and turned
    the water on, and went up to Felix.

    "Now, let's see what you did in that diaper." He said while taking the
    two tabs and pealing them off, letting the diaper drop to the floor.
    "Good boy, its only wet," He said patting Felix on the head, and
    smiling. He then took the boys' shit off, and put it into the hamper.

    When the tub was full, he placed Felix in. he then started to wash
    Felix.

    "Umm… I can kinda wash myself dad…" Felix said with a bit of
    discomfort.

    "Oh… Sorry, I just thought that you wouldn't mind, because you let John
    give you one yesterday…"

    Felix felt bad. "No I don't mind….I doesn't know… it's just, I haven't
    been washed by someone since I was four years old…" Felix added.

    "Well, tell me this, and answer honestly. Do you like to wear diapers?"

    Felix had to think a while, but then nodded his head.

    "Well, the last time you were diapered was when you were two, what's
    the difference between this and that?" His dad asked.

    "I guess nothing." Felix said, and with that, his dad started washing
    him.

    After his bath, Felix was picked up and placed on the bathroom rug. His
    dad then got a towel for him, and wrapped it around his body, then
    picked him up and took him to his room.

    Felix was then placed on the changing table. His feet then got picked
    up and lotion was placed allover his diaper area. His feet where then
    put down, for the moment. His dad then got the powder, and sprinkled a
    large amount on, and rubbed it on Felix's groin. He then picked his
    feet up once again and placed a diaper under his butt, and then took
    the two tabs and stuck them on both sides.

    Felix was then placed on the floor. His dad then got a shirt for him to
    put on, and placed it over him. "That's all you'll need for now. Let's
    go have breakfast" His dad said patting his butt.

    On their way downstairs Felix was a little confused. "Where is
    everyone?" he asked.

    "Umm, Mom, John, Chris, Benji, and Matt, are out, and will be out of
    two days. They went on a camping trip. And Grandpa and Grandma are out
    doing some shopping and wont be back till' dinner time."

    Felix hated camping so he didn't care that they didn't take him. They
    then got downstairs and Felix took a seat while his dad brought out
    some cereal, putting a bowl in front of Felix.

    When Felix was eating, he accidentally spilt some cereal on himself.

    "That's OK, let me get something to clean it up for you" His father
    said getting up.

    When he came back he had to things in his hand. The first thing was a
    napkin that he cleaned Felix up with. The other, was then placed around
    Felix, and tied from the back.

    "That's so you don't mess yourself again," He said.

    Felix then looked down and saw that he had a bib on, but couldn't
    complain, because he always drops food when he's eating it, he can't
    help it. He then started eating again, and when he dropped food again,
    it didn't mess his cloth, it just fell into a pocket that was on the
    bib, and he was sort of relived.

    When Felix was finished eating his dad took his plate away.

    "Wanna go watch some T.V, Felix?"

    Felix didn't have to think for that, and said "Sure". Then he and his
    father went into the living room where they both sat on one of the
    couches.

    "What do you want to watch?" Felix's dad asked.

    "Umm…I don't know."

    "Well, let's see what's on," His dad said flipping through the
    channels, "What do you like?"

    "I don't really care."

    His dad then found a cartoon, and started to watch it.

    After about an hour of T.V, Felix's dad declared it was time for Felix
    to take a nap.

    "Awe, Dad, do I have to?"

    "Yup, you kind of do," His dad replied.

    Felix then followed his dad to his room.

    "Where do you want to sleep?" His dad said pointing to the crib or the
    bed. Felix thought for a while, but couldn't make a choice.

    "Felix, if you can't make a decision, I will," His dad then picked
    Felix up and put him in the crib, then left the room.

    Felix was so confused, how did he get himself into all of this?

    His dad then came back, holding a baby bottle in his right hand. He
    then placed the nipple in Felix's mouth and told him to go to sleep,
    then left the room once again. Felix looked up and saw the bright blue
    ceiling as he when off to sleep.

    "Wake up sleepyhead," Felix heard his dad saying as he opened his eyes.
    "Time to wake up, we need to go to the grocery store, and pick up a few
    things in about an hour, and you've been sleeping for more then that,
    its not healthy."

    He then picked his son up and placed him on the nearby changing table.

    "Can I wear those" Felix asked, pointing to Benji's Pull-Up's, and
    looking back at his dad.

    "Umm… Felix, training pants are for boys who know how to hold their
    poopy in, you still mess your diapers, its like going from a baby to a
    toddler in one day, are you sure you want to try, because it's up to
    you…" Felix nodded his head, indicating that he wanted to try. "Ok big
    boy, let's get you in one of these."

    Felix's dad placed the boy on the floor, still naked, grabbed the Pull-
    Up's bag and took one out. He then opened the training pant and told
    Felix to step into them.

    "Ok Felix, let’s see if you got what it takes," His dad said
    enthusiastically. He then picked Felix back up, and carried him to the
    living room, placing him in the playpen. "You look too cute standing
    there." His dad said, and then left the room.

    'That was weird,' Felix thought, 'dad never said 'cute….well, not to my
    knowledge' After a while, Felix took his mind off this 'dad thing', and
    started to play with some building blocks, and other toys.

    After a little while Felix heard his dad from the other room "How you
    doing, sport?" Felix heard from the kitchen, "having fun?" his dad
    added.

    "Yeah, just a little hungry, what're we having for lunch?" Felix
    yelled, know that was the only way he could be heard.

    "Umm… do you want macaroni and cheese?"

    "Ok, but can you get me out of here, I wanna watch TV..." "Sure, one
    second."

    And soon his dad came, picked the boy up, and set him on the ground.
    "There, now, lunch will be ready soon" then patted the boy's bottom and
    left the room.

    Felix then sat down on the couch and flipped open the TV, while his dad
    went to the kitchen to make lunch.

    After about half an hour Felix heard his dad call him into the kitchen
    to eat and Felix got up. He then went to the kitchen and sat down near
    his dad. His dad then went up to him and put a baby bib around Felix's
    neck. Felix looked down and saw that the bib had Barney on it, and
    smiled.

    "Now eat up little guy." Felix then ate, and got more food on him then
    in him, but he didn't mind, and his dad didn't either, he just giggled.
    "Too cute" his dad added, and Felix blushed.

    After they finished eating, Felix got his bib taken off, and then his
    dad checked his diaper, witch was very wet.

    "Sorry little guy, I guess its back to diapers for you"

    Felix held back his tears, 'I guess it was harder then it looked' he
    thought to himself, and once again was picked up by his father.

    When they got to Felix's room, his dad placed him on the changing
    table, and changed his wet diaper. "I told you it would be hard, as I
    said before, babies don't turn into toddlers in one day, you have to
    give you little bowls time to grow" his dad tried to comfort him.

    "I know but I don't want to be like this anymore, I feel like such a
    baby…" Felix started to cry a little.

    "Felix… come on, don't tell me you don't like it, even a little. I saw
    you, you don't mind it one bit… well only if it embarrassed you, witch
    with me I don't think it does, so for right now don't worry about it,
    k?" His dad said giving him a little wink.

    "OK… daddy…" Felix stuttered. His dad chuckled a little as he finished
    diapering, his new, baby boy.

    "Ok Felix, lets go grocery shopping?" his dad said putting the boy on
    the floor.

    "Ok….but can I have some cloths…?" Felix asked, a little confused.

    His dad chuckled once again, "Sure you can. It's that you just look so
    cute in just your diaper, but let me get you something."

    His dad then went to, not Felix's closet but Benji's, and retrieved
    something blue, Felix couldn't see it because it was crumpled in his
    dads hands. Felix then got picked back up, and was placed on the
    changing table.

    "What's that?" Felix asked

    "It's called a jumper, it's for toddlers that are active," his dad
    answered, not really knowing what to say.

    Felix watched as the zipper was pulled down the jumper and place on
    him, he thought it was on backward, and thought it was too small
    because he couldn't stretch his arms or legs, at the least.

    "Dad, I can't really move." Felix said.

    "Don't worry, you won't have to, I'll carry you." His dad said picking
    the boy up and then the diaper bag. When they got to the door he opened
    it and locked it on his way out, carrying Felix to the car.

    When they got to the car Felix was placed in a familiar car seat, and
    was strapped in. "Dad, why is this here?" Felix asked, because they
    never had one before.

    "It's because John had an extra one that he didn't need, so he gave it
    to us."

    Felix wasn't content but he didn't care.

    Half way through the car ride Felix got thirsty, "Daddy, I need a
    drink" Felix asked is dad, and when the light was red his father took
    the diaper bag from the passenger seat and opened it, giving Felix a
    bottle of juice.

    Felix took it and was happy, and the driving went on.

    Chapter 10 The New Hampshire trip (part Five-A day with daddy (1 of 2
    parts)

    When the car stopped Felix looked out the window to see a huge super
    market. His dad then got out of the car and went to him, picking him
    up. He then looked at him and muttered something.

    The next thing Felix knew was, the trunk was opened and he was laying
    in it (it was a big van). His dad then unzipped the jumper and put some
    pants over his diaper. Then he picked him back up and found a near by
    cart, and put him in the front.

    "Why did you take me out of the jumper?" Felix asked his dad.

    "Umm, well, I don't think I can bring you with me around the store. So
    I'm dropping you off at the child care place, and didn't want the kids
    to make fun of the way you looked." His dad replied.

    Felix had to think a while but knew his dad had to buy a lot since he
    saw him take such a big list from his grandma.

    Felix was then taken to the kid's area. It was a big room, in the
    middle of the store. When they got in, Felix could see babies on one
    side and older kids on the other side. The kid's ages were ranged from
    2-12, so Felix didn't feel that uncomfortable.

    "Ok, kiddos, ill drop you off here, and will back in about an hour or
    so, so play nicely,” His dad said picking him up and placing him on the
    ground.

    Felix's dad then went away. Felix looked around, and felt uncomfortable
    not knowing anyone there, so he just went to the side of the room where
    the big kids were and sat down next to some toys.

    About twenty minutes later Felix heard someone cry out. "I got it, I
    got it" it was a boy and he was Running Felix's way… Backwards. It
    happened all way too fast for Felix to think and before he knew it, the
    boy tripped on Felix's body, knocking him to the floor.

    When Felix got up he saw the boy's face talking to him.

    "Are you OK?" He asked. And you could hear his friends calling for him
    in the background. "Throw the ball!" They were sort of chanting. And he
    did just that and then asked Felix the same question again.

    "Yeah, I think so…" Felix replied

    Felix then looked down and realized that the front of his diaper was
    showing, and quickly put it back in his pants.

    "Don't worry about it, my best friend wets the bed, he has to wear them
    at night." He then helped Felix up. "My name is Dave, sorry about the
    trip… I didn't know you were sitting there." Dave said sincerely.

    "That's ok, my name is Felix" Felix replied, a little nervous.

    The boy was slender, but not to a 'T'. He had a very nice body, a
    little buff, and his hair was dark blond, he also had dark blue eyes.

    "Do you live around here" Dave started to ask, but stopped because
    Felix kept looking down. "Don't worry, its all covered up. My brother's
    just finished their potty training, but they were a month behind their
    class mates so me and my mom always found ways for them to cover their
    diapers up." Dave smiled and sat down next to Felix.

    "Umm, I don't live around here, I live in Maryland" Felix said, and got
    a strange look from Dave.

    "No way! I live there to; this is where I used to live, I'm visiting
    old friends"

    Soon enough they both found out that they only lived about 40 minutes
    away, and are both into the same sports. They also knew some of each
    others friends, and soon they became friends, and exchanged numbers.

    "So, why do you have to wear diapers, is it a medical problem?" Dave
    asked.

    "Umm, yeah, my bladder is small for my age…" Felix answered.

    "That's not so bad; you could have had something worse. Do you like
    them? I mean…" Dave stuttered.

    "There not bad… its kind of fun to not care when you have to go or
    not..." Felix answered with a bit of shyness.

    "Well that's cool, I never thought about it that way… We should hang
    out tonight, I'm going to be bored because all of my friends are all
    going out, and ill be stuck with only my brother, They're twins…
    annoying."

    "Well ok, I’ll ask my Dad, but I don't think he will care though…"
    Felix answered.

    They then played some catch for about forty minutes until their parents
    came.

    Meanwhile Felix's dad was shopping: 'hmm… I guess he would like this'
    he thought as he put some pacifiers in cart, then took some bibs, and
    bottles.

    "That's my mom" Dave said to Felix as he pointed to a women walking in
    the door. "And there's my dad..." Felix pointed to his dad. And when
    both their parents came to them, they told them about each other, and
    where they lived and all that stuff.

    "Dad," Felix looked at his father, "can Dave come over?" He asked. His
    dad then looked at the boy, "Well, if it's ok with Marla (Dave's
    mother)"

    "Well, I can pick him up tomorrow evening, if that's ok," Marla asked.
    "That's ok," Felix's dad then looked at Dave "If you don't mind wearing
    Felix's PJ's" Dave nodded his head.

    Dave then said goodbye to his mom and his brother, and went with Felix
    and his dad. They then went outside to the car and put the things in
    the trunk. Felix was then put into his car seat and Dave sat next to
    him in the back.

    To not make Dave feel weird Felix said why he was sitting in a car
    seat.

    "So David," Felix's dad asked "What grade are you going into?" Dave
    looked up. "Oh, I'm going into 7th, I'm 12." Dave said with a little
    pride. "Oh, really? Felix is going to be in the same school as you
    since there's only one middle school for a mile away."

    "But I thought you were only eleven?" Dave asked Felix.

    "I am, but I skipped a grade. It was sort of last minute though. At the
    end of the year, the principal asked me if I wanted to…" Felix said,
    trying not to gloat.

    "That's cool" Dave started, "Yeah, now you know some one there."
    Felix's dad said. Felix nodded his head.

    By the end of the conversation they were home, and both Felix and Dave
    helped with the bags, and putting the things in their places.

    After that was done Felix and Dave went into his brother's room and
    played some PlayStation.

    The door soon opened, and they both turned back. "Felix, do you need
    see me in the other room?" His father said.

     "It's ok, I know about Felix's diapers…" Dave said.

    "Well, ok. Then you can help." He gave him a wink.

    "Well, only if Felix doesn't mind-." Dave started but Felix's dad gave
    way, "oh, every boy has what he has its nothing to be ashamed of, rite
    Felix?"

    "Well I don't really care" Felix was really lying, but he didn't want
    to say anything. The two boys then followed the man into Felix's room.
    When they got there, Felix was picked up by his dad and set on the
    changing table.

    His dad then got his shorts off, reveling a Barney designed diaper.
    "You look cute." Dave said shyly, "What can I do?" he asked.

    "Do you know how to put a diaper on?"

     "Yeah, my brothers just finished potty training…" Dave said. "OK,
    that's great," Felix's dad said, pulling the diaper off. "So while I
    take this diaper to the trash outside, you can put a fresh diaper on
    him." He then left the room.

    Felix's dad then left the room, leaving both boys alone. Felix was
    completely naked on the changing table and completely red. Felix looked
    back into Dave’s dark blue eyes and just stared. Dave moved closer to
    the changing table and grabbed a diaper from the stack. He then opened
    it up and picked the boys butt off the table and placed the diaper
    underneath him. He then grabbed some baby powder and supplied a
    generous amount to Felix's butt and genitals. After that he took the
    diaper and folded it upwards to Felix and taped it.

    "There you go," Dave said "all done." Felix was feeling a little more
    embarrassed then when he was naked. Now he was in a baby diaper with
    Barney on it. "Don't worry dude, I don't care what you wear. And I
    happen to like your look in diapers." Dave smiled as he helped Felix
    off the changing table and back onto the floor.

    Felix then went to the dresser and retrieved a pair of pants. He
    unfolded the garment and tried to step into them but did not succeed
    and as his foot tried to find the leg hole he tripped and tumbled to
    the ground. Dave just laughed and after a bit Felix did as well.

    Dave came up to Felix and helped him into his pants then found a shirt
    for the boy and helped him into those as well. After that the two boys
    were called down to lunch.

    Dave just took a seat but Felix saw the highchair that was placed at
    the table and just got confused.

    His dad then came up to him, "Where do you wanna, sit big guy?" He
    asked.

    Felix just stood there, not really thinking but just staring. Dave
    chuckled a little and got up, coming towards Felix. He then lifted him
    up and put him in the highchair. "Who cares wear you sit," He began,
    "let's just eat." He smiled.

    Felix agreed and laughed a little. Both boys got served pizza by
    Felix's dad. When they were both done Felix was given a bottle, which
    he had grown accustomed to.

    "Do you want a bottle, too, Dave?" Felix's dad gave him a look of 'say
    yes' for Felix to not fell as bad, and, to Felix's surprise, he said
    yes.

    After that they started watching some cartoons that both could agree on
    and after a while Felix fell asleep.

    Dave just picked him up off the couch and took him to his room. He then
    placed the boy in some sleeper that he found and put him in the crib.
    Dave yawned a little and got into the bed next to Felix, he then
    climbed in and they both were asleep in no time.