    My New Life

    Part 1

    	It was the last day of school in 1992. I had just finished my
    last day of 7th grade and as all children who are let loose from the
    halls of learning I was already planning my whole summer. Little did I
    know that those plans would not come true and I would spend the summer
    learning a whole new lifestyle.
    	I went home that evening and had a fairly quiet night watching TV
    and eating dinner with the family. I got to stay up till 11 pm which
    was my summer bedtime when I didn't have company.
    	The next morning I woke up to an all too familiar feeling. You
    see, the last couple of months I had been having occasional accidents.
    I would wake up to a wet bed. Sometimes when I was sitting in my room
    playing Nintendo I would catch myself after a little pee had already
    slipped out. I never felt the urge to go I would just all of a sudden
    feel a little spurt and look down at the spreading spot on my jeans.
    	I was still kind of groggy when my mom entered my room.
    	"Are you ever going to get out of bed?" my mom laughingly asked.
    	"Yeah mom, just give me a few more minutes to wake up." I
    replied.
    	"Ok, I gotta go to work, I left some cereal on the table for you,
    I'll see you this afternoon, remember to lock the door if you leave."
    	"Ok, love ya mom."
    	I took a quick sigh of relief and rolled out of bed. I took off
    my pee stained pajama top and underwear and stripped the sheets off the
    bed. I went to take them to the washer when I heard the washer kick
    on.Oh, No I thought, mom is doing laundry.
    	"Josh, I threw a load of laundry in the washer, make sure that
    you put it in the dryer sometime today ok honey"
    	"Sure, mom."
    	I heard her leave so I went back into my room and put the roll of
    wet smelly clothes in my closet along with my other wet clothes. I'll
    just toss these all in the washer later when I come home for lunch.
    	I went outside and got on my bike and went to my best friend
    Jeremy's house. We hung out all day until about 1 PM when I started to
    get hungry. We went to my place to get some lunch but as I came up the
    driveway I noticed something was wrong.MY MOM WAS HOME!! We went inside
    and I tried to act like everything was normal, but then I saw my mom,
    she was furious.
    	"You left the door unlocked!" She yelled at me. "You are in big
    trouble, little boy! Jeremy go home Josh is grounded for a while."
    	"But Mom..."
    	"Don't but me mister, we are going to have a little talk about
    responsibility!"
    	She sat me down and told me that she was very disappointed that
    she couldn't trust me. Then she really surprised me, just when I
    thought I was off the hook she produced the evidence. She told me how
    she came home early because she wanted to spend some time with me this
    summer and when she came in the door was unlocked, she figured I was
    playing video games in my room. When she got there I wasn't there but a
    very strong stench was. She followed her nose and she came across my
    stash in the closet.
    	I was busted, there was nothing I could say, the evidence was
    dangling there in front of me along with a pile more on the floor in my
    bedroom. I began to cry and she said that she had a very special
    punishment in mind for me.
    	"Since you cant seem to act like a big boy, you are going to
    start all over again, when I see some improvement then I will consider
    re-potty training you."
    	She opened my drawers and I began to cry harder, all of my
    clothes were gone, in their place were diapers, and t-shirts.
    	"Take off your pants and underwear."
    	I couldn't do it, I just sat there and cried so my mom came over
    and she bent me over her knee and gave me ten quick hard slaps to my
    rear. Then she rolled me off her lap to the floor and unbuttoned my
    shorts and pulled them off, it was then that she noticed the spreading
    spot on my underwear.
    	"Look at you, crying and peeing yourself just like a little baby,
    I guess this really is the best punishment for you!"
    	After she got me undressed she sprinkled baby powder all over my
    diaper area and put a disposable diaper on me. Then she picked me up
    and put me on my bed, I could feel the slipperyness of a plastic sheet
    under my back. Then I noticed what she was doing, she was trying to put
    restraints on my ankles. I started to struggle but all I got was more
    sharp whacks, this time across my thighs. I stopped struggling and let
    my mom finish placing the ankle and wrist restraints on me.
    	She told me that I was going to stay like this until I got used
    to the fact that I was going to be her baby again.
    	She then put a pacifier in my mouth while she explained the rules
    which were on a piece of paper she had taped to the bottom of the guest
    bunk so that I would always have to look at them while I was laying in
    my bed.

    1.	I would wear diapers and use them until she felt I was ready to
    be potty trained.
    2.	The bathroom was padlocked and only she had a key.
    3.	I had to call her mommy from now on.
    4.	I could not take my diaper off for any reason, only she could.
    5.	All baths would be given to me.
    6.	I was not to bother her when I needed a change, she would check
    on me and give me a change when she felt I needed one.
    7.	Only a diaper and a t-shirt could be worn by me unless she
    decided to let me wear something else.

    	My mom then told me that from now on she would be working at
    home. If she needed to show a house I would either come with her or she
    would get a babysitter.
    	I couldn't stop crying, I couldn't believe the situation I was
    in. After a while my mom left my room and left me there to cry. I guess
    I must have fell asleep because I woke up a while later to my mom
    sticking a finger in the leg opening of my diaper.
    	"Is my little boy wet? No, he doesn't feel wet. Good little boy!"
    	I noticed that I still had the pacifier in my mouth but I had
    stopped crying. My mom asked if I was ready to use my diaper and I said
    no. He told me that I would have to stay where I was then she got up
    and left. I noticed then that I had to pee really bad. I held it but I
    knew it was only matter of time until I couldn't anymore and I would
    fall asleep sometime.
    	Finally after 2 agonizing hours I couldn't hold it anymore and I
    let go. The feeling of warm pee splashing around my balls felt so good
    that I got bit of a stiffy. I couldn't help it and I started to cry
    again because of my helpless state.
    	My mom heard me and she came in and checked to see if I was dry.
    She then pulled off my diaper and proceeded to wipe my whole diaper
    area with a baby wipe. Then she pulled out a thicker diaper than the
    one I had been wearing and put it on me. She said this was my
    "Nighttime diaper" she also took a roll of tape that looked like
    packing tape except it had little teddy bear designs on it and she
    wrapped this around the waist of my diaper a couple of times.
    	I was still in shock but I was no longer crying. My mom took the
    pacifier from my mouth and she out a bottle with warm milk in it into
    my mouth and made me drink it all. I began to feel really drowsy and I
    started to drift off. The last thing I recall about that night was my
    mom telling me to get some rest because tomorrow was going to be a big
    day.

    To be continued.any comments or suggestions would be appreciated.