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	I was just looking through some family pictures from 
some old photo albums the other day. I came across a 
picture of me when I was about 5 years old. (I'm 15 now). 
It was a picture of me sitting on the store's Santa's lap. 
I couldn't get over how leaky my diaper was in the picture. 
I was a very late trainer-5 and a half. I can't believe 
that my parents let me see Santa in that kind of a diaper. 
I remember a lot about me wearing diapers until I was 
almost 6. One time, on a weekend when my mom went shopping, 
my dad let me run around the neighborhood wearing nothing 
but a completely soaked and VERY saggy diaper- Luvs I 
think.
	I guess my parents just didn't care. I know I didn't. 
That could be why I'm still wetting the bed a liking it 
today, ten years later. My parents don't know I like it, 
but they see me wearing wet diapers all the time. I won't 
let my friends see me or even know about it, except for a 
few.
	One time I remember well was when I was just about 
getting out of diapers. I guess I was almost 6. It was 
August and it was very hot. I was in the car with my 
parents going to the shore on vacation. I was just wearing 
a T-shirt and a Huggies diaper. I remember it well. It was 
like 1990 and the Huggies were still plastic. I remember I 
was sweating in that diaper on top of wearing it for like 
three hours in the car. I wasn't really in diapers full 
time then but I was having accidents like everyday. We 
stopped to get gas on the parkway and my dad took me out of 
the car to try to use the bathroom. He didn't even put my 
shorts on me. He just took my hand and took me all the way 
into the rest area. I'll never forget how saggy that diaper 
was or how embarrassed I was to not have it covered up. 
Everyone was staring at me. When we finally got to the 
men's room, my dad peed in the toilet and then asked me if 
I wanted to take off the diaper. He could tell that I was 
peeing in it again right there and it was too late for the 
toilet. He just took my hand again and led me back out to 
the car. As I was walking, the pee started leaking out the 
side and it was kind of burning my legs. I can't believe 
they didn't even change me until we got to the hotel. Three 
hours in a hot car wearing a drippy baby diaper was enough 
for me to finally learn the "potty thing" I guess.
	Of course, now that I'm wetting the bed again, I'm 
still wearing leaky diapers because I'm too skinny for 
adult diapers, but I pee too much in the Pampers6 or Pull-
ups. but at least now. I sort of enjoy it.